x-# i'm one of those fucked up people that think they are pretty half the time, but the other half think they are ugly.
.____________. or what if everyone calls me an attention whore for posting in general discussion AND verification. i mean i kinda was... i wanted the peeps i chat with regularily to see me.
DX
*breathes*
anyone who calls me ugly will get shouted down, anyways. because at the heart of it, xnxx-ers are sweeties. the worst that will happen is azriel making a piggy joke, and those don't bother me since i don't view my fatness as a bad thing.
*determined*
OKAY. just. had to talk. to someone. ima leave this site now, and come back later, see if anyone commented. go for a walk, or something. yes.
i am flipping out. i got all excited that we could post videos and MADE a video (clothes on) and posted it and now everyone can see my face. i was all happy like
"YEAH! everyone can see me on video! woot!"
and now i'm like
"OMGWTF EVERYONE CAN SEE ME ON VIDEO! SHIT"
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx-0 and no one is on my friendslist atm so i can't rant about it, sept you and distance. and smc isn't on so i can't ask her to delete it. plus i put it in general discussion and verification,
and i'm freakin out, man. freakin out.
I don't want to be called ugly, dammit >_< people on xnxx usually don't teaze peeps about looks, but they might cause i look terrible in the video. i want to die ;-; where is smc when i need her ;-;