I have always had strong feelings for my cousin. I am 24 now and she is 26. We used to fool around as kids just kissing and messing around, that kinda thing. But when we were teenagers we led our own lives and never spoke about that part of our childhood again. In the last few years I have been tempted to rekindle this side of our relationship. She is 5ft 6, slim with a good set of 36c titties, dyed blonde hair and a real pert butt. When she stays at mine or I stay at hers we share a bed and I have found myself becoming excited. I have woken up on the middle of the night spooning with my boner poking into her ass. Or with her head on my chest and her arm over me. Like couples sleep basically. One night I was feeling really horny so I reached around and felt her tit through her skimpy vest top. I managed to make it poke out one side and be fully on show. It felt so good, and so right. I got out of bed and put my phone onto camera mode and took a snap. The shutter sound went off as did the flash! She startled awake and I panicked, pretending I was looking for something. I deleted the pic before I had a chance to look at it properly. That was the end of that episode.
Then a few months later I went to stay with her. She lives with her boyfriend but she isn't getting enough sex at home according to her. He was away for the weekend and she wanted some home improvements done. I was only too happy to help. AFter I had finished the work we went for a drink in a local bar. Even tho she knew a couple people in there she was openly flirting with me. Laughing, touching me at every opportunity, even asking for my help with a shot in pool, as she pushed her pert but into my crotch. She wore a low cut top and her c cup tits looked great. I was already excited and we went back to hers to carry on drinking. We sat close on the sofa and cosied up. We were both really drunk and started talking about our sex lives. She told me her bf wasn't satisfying her,and I told her I always make my girls orgasm. We shared a moments silence and looked into each others eyes. Before I knew it she lunged towards me and started to kiss me as she put her arms behind my head giving me no choice but to kiss her back. She was kissing me so passionately and fiercely like she hadn't had sex for years. I carressed her back down to her cute butt. Reaching inside her jeans finding the string of her thong. We carried on for a few minutes, by then I was rubbing and squeezing her boobs under her top, and she was teasing my now hard cock through my pants. As I was about to undo my fly and release my Dick we heard the door slam. Shit! Her boyfriend was back.. we jumped apart and tried to act casual. I picked up my beer and sipped and tried to hide my boner. He came in and sat down without kissing her. He didn't appear to suspect a thing. That was the end of it for that weekend.
A short while after that I went out with her for her birthday. We planned to hit a few bars and a club with her friends before heading back to hers to sleep. While we were out her and her boyfriend had a row so he stormed off and she decided instead of us staying at hers we would go back to her parents. Again we were all very drunk so when we got back I was not surprised she arranged for us to share a bed in a private room, while her friends slept on couches in the tv room. As soon as the bedroom door was closed and locked she locked lips with me. I kissed her back again, but this time wasted no time in getting onto the bed. I pulled up her skirt and kissed her pussy lips thru her panties. It smelled so good I had to taste it. I slipped her underwear aside and licked her lips. There was already a good amount of juices, she must have been as excited as me. I pulled her panties down and went down on her for a few minutes, until I could feel her pussy muscles tightening and her body began to quiver. She squeezed her legs tightly around my head as I licked her clit. She tried to surpress her scream but I knew I had made her cum. Probably for the first time in a while. I by then had a huge hard on. I got in between her legs and began to rub my cock against her pussy lips, lubing it up. She was lying with her legs apart presenting her pussy to me. I began to slide my Dick into her when she suddenly began to say no. It's wrong she said. I told her to give it a try and that no one else would ever know. She yielded and I slid all the way in. Her sweet pussy was so tight but with all her juices it slid in so easily. Her eyes bulged as my hard cock filled her. I stayed inside for a moment before pulling almost all the way out so just my cock head parted her lips, before ramming all the way back into her. This time she couldn't surpress her moan. I was sure the whole house must have heard it. She began to protest that it was wrong again but she had stopped telling me no and was clearly loving it. It didn't take long before she was panting and I could feel her second orgasm approaching. I began to Fuck her hard and fast. As her eyes rolled back in her head I splurted my load deep inside her. She seemed to cum just as the hot cum exploded inside her. We both collapsed on the bed beside each other. That was the last time we fucked. Since then I have seen her a few times but she has seemed more distant and although we have been alone she hasn't made any move and she has told me things are going better with her and her boyfriend. I badly want to taste her sweet pussy again and feel her beautiful boobs. But I don't know how to initiate it.
Any advice would be appreciated. I have some pics if you guys would like to see. Let me know.