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    hey everyone.

    well i have been lurking these forums every day for almost a year now (will be a year on may 2nd (osama bin ladens death and obviously the day after may day, may 1st, a socialist holiday i believe)) but i still experience problems and need some advice.

    i have a whole raft of them and here they are.

    • my family, however distant, gives me absolute shit for logging on here every day then oogling at naked women (and men) and nine times out of ten submitting positive comments about them. i guess it isn't so much the viewing of the pictures, but more to do with masturbation that i have been doing every day since i registered here all that time ago. i don't think i am necessarily addicted because i think i could tear myself away from this site, from this computer, if i had something else to do.... actually i already know that.

    • and thats another thing, i don't. i don't have anything else to do. i don't need to work, and perhaps i was never able anyway because of illness that can be cause for poor performance. all the jobs i did have i should have never kept. however, depending on what work it is in future, then maybe i can cope. but even then, i will be still screwed because i will still want to touch myself and because of that, it worsens my health somehow.

    • i live alone and i don't know anyone. i could be a sociopath, but i don't believe the rage i experience is a symptom of that. i think it is unrelated. i live a miserable life... full of pain, fear and paranoia. can i go on? one could see this site as something to fall back on constantly to bring some joy into my life because of all of that.

    • i get trolled every day when i am on this site by what could be a puppet theatre of sock accounts. i have already told smcaaphd this and i might have to tell her again to find out from her whether something more can be done about this harrassment as in some kind of in-depth analysis of who and where. i get enough of this treatment already without the socks. furthermore, the socks could actually be living in my neighbourhood (yes, really!) and pose an offline threat.

    • my family has a totally cruel and unrealistic expectation that i not only stop logging on here and participating in discussion, but become abstinant from sexual activity. what they fail to understand is that i am twenty six, i am still young. what i mean is that i am still in my sexual prime. if it wasn't for my anti-psychotic medication, i would be the same sex machine i was at sixteen and seventeen. my family thinks i am some kind of royalty and need to live up to it well and truly. well, i'm sorry, but no matter who i may be i don't think i am a prince or king. i mean, thats just crazy. i have also been shunned by my immediate and distant family because of what i do here too, it is almost as if they have disowned me. and you know what? fine! i feel so free (unbelievably) with them out of sight and out of mind. they called me a nuisance and i know they are doing everything in their power to prove to everyone that i am.

    • it isn't fair either. because when my parents were my age (and my parents are very old now) they were probably smoking, drinking and sexo-ing around like nobodies business. perhaps it is a part of life, as long as noone gets killed i guess.

    so the ten million dollar question is, what should i do? i think i would rather be a perverted loser and experience my hell than think i am a high and mighty upstanding citizen or some shit. so lets see where this thread goes and i thought about starting this thread last night.
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    Get out of the house and go breathe some fresh air for awhile.
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    Quote Originally Posted by BrandiDelicious View Post
    Get out of the house and go breathe some fresh air for awhile.
    oh, thank you, brandidelicious. that is a good idea actually. right now i am thinking about just disconnecting my computer and putting it away in a wardrobe along with my other computer and doing just that... getting the hell out of this house and going back to what i was doing before which was taking joy rides in public buses and visiting libraries to use the internet to pass the time each day. however, i don't remember my life being any easier back then (about this time last year), so given that, maybe i should just stay logged on.

    i am not in any mental health crisis or anything and you all could be asking yourselves what has made me think about doing this, which is essentially leave XNXX by signing off from the internet for i think at this point in time, for a while.

    i just have a connection to my ISP though on a contract but i guess i can go without my internet service for a couple of weeks and still pay for it, all depending on whether i feel any better... my being.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Geraldo View Post
    So the ten million dollar question is, what should i do? i think i would rather be a perverted loser and experience my hell than think i am a high and mighty upstanding citizen or some shit.
    Be a perverted loser. It works for me.
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    Who the fuck are you? Have you broke out of the sexuality boards?

    As for your relatives tell them to, politely, fuck off.
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    Quote Originally Posted by richief View Post
    Who the fuck are you? Have you broke out of the sexuality boards?
    I wonder the same thoughts, but I am not like you.
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    Quote Originally Posted by joliet View Post
    I wonder the same thoughts, but I am not like you.
    No you aren't, you are a fool who seems to think we need to see every thought that you have and think is funny turned into a thread. Truly we do not, all we need to see from you is your arse dwindling into nothingness as you disappear over the horizon.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Geraldo View Post
    hey everyone.

    well i have been lurking these forums every day for almost a year now (will be a year on may 2nd (osama bin ladens death and obviously the day after may day, may 1st, a socialist holiday i believe)) but i still experience problems and need some advice.

    i have a whole raft of them and here they are.

    • my family, however distant, gives me absolute shit for logging on here every day then oogling at naked women (and men) and nine times out of ten submitting positive comments about them. i guess it isn't so much the viewing of the pictures, but more to do with masturbation that i have been doing every day since i registered here all that time ago. i don't think i am necessarily addicted because i think i could tear myself away from this site, from this computer, if i had something else to do.... actually i already know that.


    • and thats another thing, i don't. i don't have anything else to do. i don't need to work, and perhaps i was never able anyway because of illness that can be cause for poor performance. all the jobs i did have i should have never kept. however, depending on what work it is in future, then maybe i can cope. but even then, i will be still screwed because i will still want to touch myself and because of that, it worsens my health somehow.


    • i live alone and i don't know anyone. i could be a sociopath, but i don't believe the rage i experience is a symptom of that. i think it is unrelated. i live a miserable life... full of pain, fear and paranoia. can i go on? one could see this site as something to fall back on constantly to bring some joy into my life because of all of that.


    • i get trolled every day when i am on this site by what could be a puppet theatre of sock accounts. i have already told smcaaphd this and i might have to tell her again to find out from her whether something more can be done about this harrassment as in some kind of in-depth analysis of who and where. i get enough of this treatment already without the socks. furthermore, the socks could actually be living in my neighbourhood (yes, really!) and pose an offline threat.


    • my family has a totally cruel and unrealistic expectation that i not only stop logging on here and participating in discussion, but become abstinant from sexual activity. what they fail to understand is that i am twenty six, i am still young. what i mean is that i am still in my sexual prime. if it wasn't for my anti-psychotic medication, i would be the same sex machine i was at sixteen and seventeen. my family thinks i am some kind of royalty and need to live up to it well and truly. well, i'm sorry, but no matter who i may be i don't think i am a prince or king. i mean, thats just crazy. i have also been shunned by my immediate and distant family because of what i do here too, it is almost as if they have disowned me. and you know what? fine! i feel so free (unbelievably) with them out of sight and out of mind. they called me a nuisance and i know they are doing everything in their power to prove to everyone that i am.


    • it isn't fair either. because when my parents were my age (and my parents are very old now) they were probably smoking, drinking and sexo-ing around like nobodies business. perhaps it is a part of life, as long as noone gets killed i guess.

    so the ten million dollar question is, what should i do? i think i would rather be a perverted loser and experience my hell than think i am a high and mighty upstanding citizen or some shit. so lets see where this thread goes and i thought about starting this thread last night.
    What should you do ?

    Check your house for cameras first of all.

    Since you live alone how the fuck does every single member of your (no matter how distant) family know you log on here, post and they read everything ?

    How the fuck do they all know you spend all your time on here wanking so much ?

    3 ways...They have rigged cameras all over your house, they are all stalking you or you tell them everything.


    ps, A 'lurker' does not make over 1,700 posts in less than a year on a forum. A 'lurker' lurks.
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    Truly we do not, all we need to see from you is your arse dwindling into nothingness as you disappear over the horizon.
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    i couldn't help myself. the urge to set the computer back up and log back on was too great and i squirted a three day load. i was waiting for a phone call but it never came, so thats what i did.

    i feel like keeping the computer set up for now instead of putting it back in the wardrobe. i wanted to listen to some music on youtube actually but looked at porn on xnxx anyway.

    so can anyone here give me some encouragement to put the computer back where i got it or any more advice or help at all?
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    Quote Originally Posted by richief View Post
    As for your relatives tell them to, politely, fuck off.
    i already have, i did exactly that. well, i wasn't so polite. damn right too, because some of them act so humble and that only pisses me off. psychology?
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    Once more, because I'd dearly love to know the answer myself.

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    How the fuck do they all know you spend all your time on here wanking so much ?

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    Quote Originally Posted by PatronofPorn View Post
    Once more, because I'd dearly love to know the answer myself.
    oh i don't know... because they spy on me from space.
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    Professional helps me thinks might be your answer, if i was you i would be seeking it right quick and tell your family nothing, as it seems you might be telling them something or showing something that you shouldnt be.
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    okay, so.. if you live alone.. how is it that your family is up your ass over what you do on the internet.. how do they know? and why can't you just keep it private?.. moreover,

    " however, depending on what work it is in future, then maybe i can cope. but even then, i will be still screwed because i will still want to touch myself and because of that, it worsens my health somehow."

    cmon dude, i hope that was a joke. if you have some sort of illness/handicap that keeps you from working, then my heart goes out to you. but other than that, keep your VERY personal life to yourself?
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    oh i don't know... because they spy on me from space.
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    i have finally my life back, but not completely.

    i have now not touched myself in a week and a half, already a new record since about some time in 2008 after my four or five straight years of abstinence. the thing about this whole deal is that it has just happened without me even being aware of it beforehand, of me wanting this to happen. the secret has been exercise.

    i own a treadmill and exercise every day to keep my weight down but what doing this has also done is taken my desire away for constant sex. i love to exercise, always have, probably always will.

    my house is almost as clean as can be, i now shave myself, brush my teeth, use about three deodorants, shower once or twice a day and use bodywash and shampoo. i have been buying pictures to hang on the hooks in my house, buying kitchen things, garden things, living room things, bedroom things... i plan to redecorate my house inside and out and have already undertaken doing this. i also want to buy up to three new cars, one of each type of car (sedan, wagon... etc...). i can now leave the house whenever i want to go somewhere else without the pain i used to experience that was inflicted on me by a higher power.

    i have been experimenting with satanism, but the satanism of anton lavey (death october 29th, 199 of which is actually very tame and not what i was expecting. i am mainly doing this because i believe of a god, not in a god, and so i would probably have to believe in his nemesis, satan. i want to set myself free from all the questioning about our heavenly father and believe in the dark side. i'm experimenting, i'm doing this for me.

    all this might have not have needed to have happened if it weren't for who i consider to be trolls, but not on a computer, but still trolls (offline) because they want to provoke a reaction from what they say or do to you.

    it is tough when you live in a world, a changed world, that when all you need to do to get a higher quality of life from and for yourself and just common courtesy from people who you talk to is just not touch yourself, abstaining from all sex... now this is most probably in line with catholicism and i believe my parents are catholic (however not practicing catholics).

    if you have been experiencing raging yourself, exercise on a treadmill for about thirty minutes to an hour a day, it should make all the difference like it has me and like it used to when i would be out there, in the public eye, running in public. then keep your orgasms down to not five times a day, but once a week.

    so if anyone was wondering where i went to, i am here and that is what has been happening for about the last two to three months now.
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    Dude! im coming round to yours to bitchslap you upside the head.
    There is no depression in New Zealand, get back to tossing off over porn.
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    so did you find all the cameras planted in every room in your house or did you stop telling every family member what you do ?
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    Quote Originally Posted by Not That Guy View Post
    Dude! im coming round to yours to bitchslap you upside the head.
    There is no depression in New Zealand, get back to tossing off over porn.
    no it is really so liberating not_that_guy. another thing is that i have more of an open mind and people who i have talked to said i could only achieve this through substance abuse, this is just not true. it is now over a month, i can do things that i just couldn't go out there and face the world and do before people. i just wanted to stay inside my house and spend thirteen hours a day here then sit on my porch and drink water then come back to this. i would orgasm once or twice, not all that often still. i am almost free, but there are still two or three things that need to be rectified first for me to achieve complete freedom. it is just so liberating and i don't need a christian god to bless me.

    look, if anyone is experiencing raging like i was, it can be better. don't turn to drugs. if you have a higher than normal libido, just exercise. don't come here, look at pictures of nice cars or pictures of landscapes. if anyone wants me to help them as i genuinely do care if anyone is going through what i went through every day for the past four years, e-mail me at unwashedflyer @ hotmail.com ...
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    This thread almost a year old.

    Fuck you, I am going to Fargo.

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