My Early Incest Experiences.

[cub4fun]

I have been reading your story since January. I was captivated from the first chapter. I got to the last chapter a while ago and have since then been checking this forum daily for any new chapters. I signed up to this forum thing just so I could tell you how much I love your story and I hope very much that you post new chapters soon.

[barbadoshayrettin]

I've registered just because of this (like many other people) Good story Bella, keep it up. we're still waiting btw.

[harvardPervert]

Originally Posted by BabyBella

Thanks for all the nice comments, as usual. I wasn’t really expecting it, especially after quite a boring chapter, and I was truly amazed at some of the comments made - way too much praise, in my opinion. I haven’t had much time to write lately - well, I have written some, but not enough to post. So it will probably be early next week when I post the next chapter. Anyway, a few things I thought I’d mention…

To Hoses - yeah, there’s a lot of words to get through before the good stuff happens. I’m always happy to see new names commenting on here or PM-ing me. It’s quite a commitment to read so much and I’m truly amazed and pleased that people do. Thanks one and all.

To jackD1 - I’m fine, honestly. Thanks for asking. No nightmares, no therapy, no trauma, nothing like that. My life isn’t ideal, but that’s because I keep messing things up, but that’s just me. I don’t think I can necessarily blame it on what happened in my youth.

To CrOOker, the short answer is no. I didn’t get pregnant. More on that in the next chapter.

To harvardPervert, thanks for your kind words, but I have to agree that it is repetitive in places. I rarely re-read the whole thing, but I did recently and I can see what you mean. Part of that is because I am quite limited in my writing, and also simply because a lot of things were repetitive back then. Also, because of the gaps between postings, and the length of it all, I sometimes feel I need to remind readers of what has happened before. I’ll try and do less of that in future.

Anyway, more to come, probably next week. I only post when I’ve written enough to be worth posting, and I’m not very organized or disciplined. Plus, I’m trying to finish some of my fiction stuff, which is always harder for me to write. Keep the comments and PMs coming, and try to turn the praise down a notch, as my head is in danger of getting way too big.

Hi Bella,

That was nice that you replied to all the comments, thank you again. I understand it might be hard to write now that you know you have this large public, but we are waiting for you! I hope all is fine otherwise, because you talked about next week and it has been more than a month. At this point I don't care if you are repetitive or not Hopefully you will get back to us soon!

Best,

Harv

[kearns]

Bella is a terrifice writer and knows how to build up a story. I hope she's back on here again soon.

[ntscraven]

your story is compelling and very good

[young youth]

Oh beay bella i like incest experiences vey much

[young youth]

Oh i always like incest very much

[cub4fun]

BabyBella please continue your story.
I NEED to know how this story ends.

[asdjklz]

Wonder if we'll ever know the end?

[waldop]

Originally Posted by asdjklz

Wonder if we'll ever know the end?

I think we already do.
Bella told some of a story, then moved on. The end.

Sad, but seemingly the case.

[newking32]

nice..........................very good story

just wondering end of the story

[BabyBella]

I should be posting the next part shortly.

[Steff_89]

Originally Posted by BabyBella

I should be posting the next part shortly.

Wow can't wait! Never thought you would post another chapter

[kearns]

I'm so glad Bella is back! Can't wait for the chapter!

[Brother Prophet]

Originally Posted by BabyBella

I should be posting the next part shortly.

Yay!!!!

[Steff_89]

Bump!

[maxlax18]

cant wait for the update

[PanzerX]

Originally Posted by maxlax18

cant wait for the update

Sames

[CapitanMe]

[snowleopard3200]

Awaiting the next portion of the story with baited breath.

[mrlxymrn]

*sigh*

Well, at least we know BB is still around and hopefully doing OK. I may as well go back to checking every other week or so to see if she posts.

[wcs20]

Hmmm hope all is well with B.B. its been a month since she has posted on this story... Her story writing is what made me wanna join... Oh well here is to hoping.

[onenite]

Having read and followed your life's story ,I have to say adding 10yrs to the ages detracts something from it. I do understand rules are rules though

[asdjklz]

I wonder what "shortly" means for Bella? 1 month? 1 semester? A year?
I'd love to have a little quantified/clear about, at least it gives more hope waiting then agony thinking it may never come

[tinysub]

Please............

[Strider]

I love your story, can't wait for the next chapter

[wcs20]

Been so long when we posting this grand story?

[kearns]

Bella is having issues with her computer and is working on it. I just thought I would let everyone know. I'm looking forward to reading the next chapter as well.

[BabyBella]

Part 28.

It was Danny who got me to go on the pill. Not directly. He fucked me for the third time and, as usual, didn't bother with a condom. As with the previous two times, he fucked me bareback and shot his cum in me. I'd known for ages about pregnancy and babies and stuff, of course, because of what happened to my older sister, Sarah. That said, I hadn't thought about using any sort of contraception. I guess, like a lot of young girls, I just thought it wouldn't happen to me. But after he fucked me for the third time, Danny said something that made me think about it.

"It won't be long before you're knocked up, just like Sarah. You can go and live with her and bring up your little brats together. You probably won't even know who the Dad is."

Well, that confirmed that he thought that Ben was fucking me. Maybe he thought Mark was fucking me too. I didn't bother contradicting him. But as he got dressed and left, it made me think that maybe I should go on the pill. I definitely didn't want to get pregnant, and definitely not with my brother's baby. I just hoped I wasn't knocked up already. Knowing the way I was back then, I could easily have just let it go and done nothing, and left it to fate, but Danny's words scared me into action.

It was surprisingly easy to get on the pill. I just went to the school nurse. I lied and told her I wasn't sexually active yet, but I was thinking about it. Teenage pregnancies weren't a daily event at our school, but they weren't unheard of, either. The nurse knew about my sister and seemed pleased that I was doing what I could not to follow in her footsteps. I just had to keep it a secret from my parents, but I was getting very good at keeping secrets.

My third time with Danny had pretty much followed the same routine as the previous two. Opening my bedroom window for him pretty much guaranteed that I'd soon be opening my legs for him too. One thing led to the other. He was so confident and self-assured, as if there wasn't even the slightest doubt in his mind that I would let him fuck me. Again, it never crossed my mind to say no. I was still confused, torn between the things I liked about it and the things I hated about it, but I let it happen anyway. It just seemed easier that way.

The summer holidays were coming up, so I got on the pill just in time. I couldn't imagine going to our family doctor, and I was sure I would have got pregnant if I carried on the way I was going for the whole summer. I still expected Ben to fuck me one day, and maybe Mark too, though nothing was certain. I was being more encouraging to Mark during our after-school snogging sessions in the park, but he didn't go beyond groping my tits and bottom through my clothes. I know it got him hard, as I could feel him rubbing himself against me, but he wasn't the sort to take advantage of me, and it made me feel worse that I was doing things with Ben and Danny behind his back.

I knew things would change over the summer. This year, I'd be spending more time with George than Ben during the day, although I knew Ben would probably keep up his nightly visits. I'd also try and see Mark as much as possible, with George's help. I assumed Danny would still be in and out of my bedroom too, whenever he felt like it. We had no foreign holidays planned, although I knew I'd be shipped off to various relatives, as was usually the way.

I didn't think that Danny would tell any of his mates that he was fucking me. I was his sister and I was under-age, so it was unlikely that he'd brag about it to his mates. I wouldn't have known what incest was back then, but even I knew that family members weren't supposed to have sex together. But Danny was unpredictable. He got drunk and he got high, and I couldn't be certain he'd keep his mouth shut. I was at school one day, walking between classes with some girls when these three older boys came up to me. I didn't know them, but I assumed they were in Danny's year. They stopped right in front of me.

"You're Danny's sister, aren't you?" one of them said, sneering at me.

I nodded. The three boys stepped back and stood there, looking me up and down, and they had big grins on their faces. I could feel myself turning red, imagining what Danny had told them.

"I thought so," he said, and then they all laughed. When they walked off, my friends asked me what that was all about, but I just said I didn't know. It unnerved me to think that Danny would say anything to anyone. If it got out that I was having sex with my brother, Mark would soon find out and no doubt it would get back to my parents too. My life would be ruined.

I was preoccupied in class, but I usually was these days. I had so much to think about and my schoolwork was definitely suffering. I was often told off for not paying attention in class. I was barely doing enough to get by. School should have been somewhere I could get away from everything, but it was really the only time I got to think about things. Which was pointless really, as I didn't see any way out of my predicament and wasn't totally sure I wanted out anyway.

I had to finally admit to myself that I liked sex. I liked what Ben did to me and I liked what Danny did too, though I wished it wasn't Danny doing it. I liked Mark kissing me and touching me too. I even got a sexual thrill out of George tying me up, even though there was nothing sexual in it. It was just the idea that I was at his mercy, knowing he could do whatever he wanted with me, as Ben had done. Of course, I knew George was too young to be thinking like that, but he was a boy and I was quickly learning that boys liked being in control. But I couldn't help getting excited when he tied me up, because I'd starting associating bondage with sex, even if he didn't.

Despite everything that was going on, I was surprisingly calm about it all. It was almost as if I was able to totally detach myself from it, as if it was happening to somebody else. I did think things over and replay certain incidents in my mind, but I was resigned to my fate and basically let things happen. I was very passive. Looking back, I think it helped. If I allowed myself to stress out and worry about everything, I think I'd have gone crazy.

By this time I had all but retired my wooden cock. I'd still use it sometimes, but only when I knew Danny was upstairs in his bed and unlikely to visit me. It just wasn't having the same effect on me any more. With Danny fucking me for real and Ben using the screwdriver handle on me, it just didn't compare. Also, knowing that Danny knew about it somehow made me feel more guilty whenever I used it.

[snowleopard3200]

Once again Bella you have achieved a wonderful new chapter. Excellent and glad you are back!

Well done.

[gymgirl]

Wow what compelling writing. Very affecting, especially the control/passive issue. Please keep going!

[gymgirl]

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[IAmLurker]

Really happy that you have posted again. Hope everything is well were you are at? I must say I love that you are willing to share such personnel details of your life with everyone. On the other hand I am really starting to hate that prick Danny. I know he is your brother, but I really do hope something bad happens to him, like an getting his ass kicked or thrown jail.

[mrlxymrn]

Welcome back, BB! Thank you for continuing your story.

[Fish Monster]

So happy to see a post in here that wasn't just a bump.

FM

[tightend3]

Very glad you are back, this chapter is excellent, can't wait to read more...

[harvardPervert]

Thank you Bella for you writing! I enjoy it. After the pause, it is like seeing old friends again.

[Iawless]

Great read belle...more pls and thanks

[chronicstate007]

Thank you Bella, sooo very much. I wasn`t going to come through and comment, through fear of looking silly, and merely repeating what has already been posted already by ``Us`` your pervfanclub! I find you somehow managed to tick all the boxes required to get not only my throbbing attention, but also the empathy and support of my other `Head`. Your strong use of focalization guides your reader, whilst allowing adequate freedom regarding his own cognitive representations or imagery. It really was a rush to encounter your thread Gurl. It could certainly stand-up and be well counted amongst some of the best incest stories that I`ve personally experienced, not just here on XNXX, but on the interwebs as a whole. (And like everyone else here, I do not say that lightly!)
The Authorial wizardary required to lead ones audience so effortlessly through the emotional ups and downs pertaining to the sexualization of a child, and the clarity in which you articulate your inner-most thoughts. The no-holds barred honesty you utilized in assessing your traumatic, yet ever so sensual experiences combine near seamlessly to present a work both`Smacking` with Authorial credibility (A credibility way too often substituted nowadays in favor of some illustrious imaginings, or even the sheer impatience of the Author ), and yet heavy still in ``Pulling-power``or fapworthiness. I better let you go, I`m blabbering too much! just wanted to say for myself, what everyones been saying for months... Damn good job Gurl, and do keep up the good work. You are truly literary Ninja! HAI!!

[rdprn]

Amazing.....by far one of the best stories on here

[pussy i like]

very hot one remeinds me of my past , having given enjoyment to many sweet soft young fresh smooth smart little cute tight tiny virgin pusssies

pussies interested PM me or gmail: angeluwish

[Johan1]

I actually read the whole story in two days. If it wasn't for this story I saw on here then I'd probably never came back..

I can't wait on the next part, that will come, I hope.

[cheri]

More, please..

[wakyk]

Bella

When or if will you be posting more of your story? I have been following it from the first and as I have posted before it is great and the best I have ever read on this site or any other. Just want more of a well told story.

[Eric the Red]

It seems like only yesterday that you e-mailed me that first chapter, and asked if I thought it was good enough to post.
Now with all the positive feedback you've gotten I'm sure that even you would have to admit that I was right, and that you do in fact have a talent for telling an emotionally engaging story.
Now I know that your natural modesty keeps you from tooting your own horn, so please, allow me..
TOOT-TOOT!

I hope that you're working on other things as well.
We wouldn't want talent like yours to go to waste.

[twilighttchaikovsky]

So hot,please finish the story,xxx