The Summer When Everything Changed

tacl · 08-17-2012, 09:38 AM

First off I am not a writer and I am recounting events as best as I can during that night so many years ago. Next the events I am about to relate are true and did happen. I guess after reading some of the threads from other individuals here on XNXX that I would try to relate a point in which my life changed. I was very young at the time (not sure if I can say how old) not yet in High school and during the summer months I was involved in Summer Theater. I did not perform on the stage, but I was part of the crew that helped with sets and whatever else that needed to be completed for each show. I believe I was a very naïve young boy who did not truly understand the ways of the world. The event that occurred was with the director of the theater. He was an older male that I found out later was gay. Now at that age I did not understand what straight or gay meant so to me he was just another acquaintance involved in this play. The last performance had finished and everyone helped break down the sets. I am a little vague on how I ended up at the mother’s house of the director, but besides myself and the director, his mother and sister were in the home and both of the females had gone to bed. I was exhausted from the day’s happenings and I went into a room to lie down. This is where things changed for me. I woke during the night to the director lying up against my back and my jeans were down around my upper thighs. I froze and from the confusion of waking I did not comprehend what was happening. The director had his hand wrapped around my young penis and he was masturbating me and moving rhythmically against my back and touching my butt. I couldn’t move from the shock of what was happening to me, but with the continual stimulation from his hand rubbing me I eventually ejaculated. I do find this odd but for some reason this memory returned to me… he said “yuck” then nonchalantly got up from where we were lying to I think go to the bathroom and wash up. I pulled up my pants and left the house. I remember him at the front door of the house calling my name and telling me to come back. But I was in shock and just wandered away, walking the streets until I somehow ended up at my house. I went inside up the stairs to my room and crawled into bed moving to a fetal position. For the longest time I could not tell anyone what had happened and when I did try to relate the events of the night I could never bring myself to recount the actual events to anyone. Looking back on this night I now know that this incident awakened me to the idea of “SEX”. What the hell was this all about and why did I have a climax. At the time I believed “I” was to blame, that “I” did something wrong, but I do realize now that my body was just responding to the stimulation of his hand. I do not harbor some grudge or want some kind of retribution for what happen, just recount a traumatic event that occurred in my life and shared this with all of you. You are truly the first ones to hear what happened that night. I understand the trauma people face, and not everyone can move on with their life. For me it probably explains why I am wired the way that I am and why certain situations affect me. Thank you all for listening and stopping by to read about a part of my life. I hope you will be able to move on in your life and find the peace and happiness you seek. Take care

tacl · 08-18-2012, 08:36 AM

190 views and there hasn't been one comment made yet...
I did receive one request to "chat" !!!
not sure how to take that...

tacl · 08-22-2012, 10:58 PM

Lets see... 444 views
how many of you have been sexually aroused by this event in my life ???

larrydownunder · 08-22-2012, 11:10 PM

As a young boy I am sure it was a shock to wake and find yourself in such a position. Obviously you should not hold yourselff to blame. He obviously took advantage of you. Was it the first time you had ejaculated?

tacl · 08-23-2012, 07:39 AM

Hello Larry, It is nice to make your acquaintance...
How are things in your part of the world ???
Thank you for saying and no I had not ejaculated prior to this episode...
what really confused me was the way my penis swelled, no one had ever told me that would happen the first time and I thought there was something wrong...
I did eventually recover and never placed myself in a position like that again but I do believe it was just one event that is part of my past...
take care and thank you again...

CapitanMe · 08-28-2012, 02:44 PM

:D

08-17-2012, 09:38 AM	#1
tacl Porn Surfer Join Date: Aug 2012 Posts: 33	The Summer When Everything Changed First off I am not a writer and I am recounting events as best as I can during that night so many years ago. Next the events I am about to relate are true and did happen. I guess after reading some of the threads from other individuals here on XNXX that I would try to relate a point in which my life changed. I was very young at the time (not sure if I can say how old) not yet in High school and during the summer months I was involved in Summer Theater. I did not perform on the stage, but I was part of the crew that helped with sets and whatever else that needed to be completed for each show. I believe I was a very naïve young boy who did not truly understand the ways of the world. The event that occurred was with the director of the theater. He was an older male that I found out later was gay. Now at that age I did not understand what straight or gay meant so to me he was just another acquaintance involved in this play. The last performance had finished and everyone helped break down the sets. I am a little vague on how I ended up at the mother’s house of the director, but besides myself and the director, his mother and sister were in the home and both of the females had gone to bed. I was exhausted from the day’s happenings and I went into a room to lie down. This is where things changed for me. I woke during the night to the director lying up against my back and my jeans were down around my upper thighs. I froze and from the confusion of waking I did not comprehend what was happening. The director had his hand wrapped around my young penis and he was masturbating me and moving rhythmically against my back and touching my butt. I couldn’t move from the shock of what was happening to me, but with the continual stimulation from his hand rubbing me I eventually ejaculated. I do find this odd but for some reason this memory returned to me… he said “yuck” then nonchalantly got up from where we were lying to I think go to the bathroom and wash up. I pulled up my pants and left the house. I remember him at the front door of the house calling my name and telling me to come back. But I was in shock and just wandered away, walking the streets until I somehow ended up at my house. I went inside up the stairs to my room and crawled into bed moving to a fetal position. For the longest time I could not tell anyone what had happened and when I did try to relate the events of the night I could never bring myself to recount the actual events to anyone. Looking back on this night I now know that this incident awakened me to the idea of “SEX”. What the hell was this all about and why did I have a climax. At the time I believed “I” was to blame, that “I” did something wrong, but I do realize now that my body was just responding to the stimulation of his hand. I do not harbor some grudge or want some kind of retribution for what happen, just recount a traumatic event that occurred in my life and shared this with all of you. You are truly the first ones to hear what happened that night. I understand the trauma people face, and not everyone can move on with their life. For me it probably explains why I am wired the way that I am and why certain situations affect me. Thank you all for listening and stopping by to read about a part of my life. I hope you will be able to move on in your life and find the peace and happiness you seek. Take care

08-18-2012, 08:36 AM	#2
tacl Porn Surfer Join Date: Aug 2012 Posts: 33	The Summer When Everything Changed 190 views and there hasn't been one comment made yet... I did receive one request to "chat" !!! not sure how to take that...

08-22-2012, 10:58 PM	#3
tacl Porn Surfer Join Date: Aug 2012 Posts: 33	The Summer When Everything Changed Lets see... 444 views how many of you have been sexually aroused by this event in my life ??? __________________ lactose tolerant individual

08-23-2012, 07:39 AM	#5
tacl Porn Surfer Join Date: Aug 2012 Posts: 33	The Summer When Everything Changed Hello Larry, It is nice to make your acquaintance... How are things in your part of the world ??? Thank you for saying and no I had not ejaculated prior to this episode... what really confused me was the way my penis swelled, no one had ever told me that would happen the first time and I thought there was something wrong... I did eventually recover and never placed myself in a position like that again but I do believe it was just one event that is part of my past... take care and thank you again... __________________ lactose tolerant individual

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08-22-2012, 11:10 PM	#4
larrydownunder Porno Junky Join Date: Mar 2011 Posts: 374	As a young boy I am sure it was a shock to wake and find yourself in such a position. Obviously you should not hold yourselff to blame. He obviously took advantage of you. Was it the first time you had ejaculated?

08-28-2012, 02:44 PM	#6
CapitanMe Porn Surfer Join Date: Aug 2012 Posts: 16	:D