I am a few years older now and hopefully more worldly wise and definitely not as naive, but I was wondering if there are any GENUINE porn film agents out there, and would a 40 year old exhibitionist blonde be of any attraction?

After one bad experience when I was employed as an Art School Model I made a vow not to trust any agent again, but after viewing several FAKE AGENT videos on here I now realise I must have been a victim of one of the fake variety.

I have never told anyone about the occurrence as I have always been too embarrassed - even my present husband knows nothing about it - but with most embarrassing things in life one needs a friendly 'ear' at times to relieve the tension and worry - and many nightmares about it through the years.

The interview, and subsequent audition, I attended was for 'Attractive girls for Glamour Work'. I considered myself attractive, and still do actually, and I was used to posing for life classes. and so it seemed a natural progression for me. I was not surprised when the interviewing committee - yes there were five of them, all middle aged business types - after conducting a professional business like interview, asked me to undress and pose for 'Publicity photographs'.

I had ensured I was wearing matching pretty white lace bra and briefs and happily posed for what I expected to be a successful professional portfolio. It was quickly suggested that I should lose the underwear and pose for nude shots. In my naivety at the time I accepted that the photographer - a sixth man - would want to adjust my pose positions manually - with my breasts and legs being moved by hand, HIS hand - as had a previous Art School lecturer, so it was nothing new to me.

As in the fake videos I have seen it was soon suggested that it would be easier to obtain work in what they called 'blue films', and the interview then changed course to asking about my sexual preferences and experience. I admitted that I had loved sex with my ex husband but that he had been my only sexual partner. I was asked intimate questions on sexual positions I enjoyed, positions I disliked, did I do oral or anal, and would I like to be auditioned for work in films, as opposed to the Glamour work I had applied for.

To cut a long story short and to avoid having to explain some of the 'in depth' things that happened I was subsequently entered sexually by all five of the 'committee' in various positions - many completely unknown to me at the time - after bringing them all to erection with my mouth. The photographer didn't enter me but continued to touch and move my various parts to 'improve' the final picture.

I was finally allowed to empty and clean myself in their rather grubby toilet facilities - which should finally have alerted me to the possible fake nature of the whole procedure - but in my naivety it didn't. I then dressed and left, with their promise that I would be contacted when an opportunity to use my talents arose.

I stopped expecting the phone to ring a long time ago!

I am now hoping that having finally told of this sordid experience I can NOW expect to be nightmare free, and hopefully warn any future budding models/actresses of the pitfalls involved in the 'glamour' business and NOW, both for me and them,back to my original question, are there any GENUINE agents for porn films out there?

 

Why ask for that? I'd suggest you just stick to creative writing.

Hush....an alias

 

There are, of course, serious model agencies. My wife had been with several while she was in her twenties. Serious means, that she didn't have to endure what you had to. She had to pay some good money to get registered and in most cases she never heard anything of it.
As for porn agencies, I don't know.