There are lots of pics in the thread, honey. You just have to work a little to see them. Update: I'm still fighting to keep Suzy at bay, but I can feel myself losing the battle. I really thought the longer I went without letting myself become a slut again, the easier it would get, and, for a while, it did. But, now I find myself thinking more and more about how nice it would be to let Suzy have some fun. I have to admit that it scares me how much I want to get started again. Even scarier is the thought that if I do, Suzy might want to go even crazier than she has in the past. The way I see it, I have three options: 1. Keep resisting the urges and continue to avoid Suzy. 2. Let Suzy out "just a little", maybe for a weekend of being a woman. I know how much fun that would be, but I wonder if it's a little like being an alcoholic or addict--if I give in, will I be back to square one, unable to control the urges after that? 3. Just surrender and admit that Suzy is the real me and let her go wild. That thought used to frighten me, but the longer I go without letting my inner slut out, the more attractive the idea becomes. I can really picture myself taking a two-week vacation and going out of town someplace with nothing but my female clothes, spending the entire time as Suzy. I keep telling myself that I could just be a "normal" woman for the entire time, but deep down inside, I know that wouldn't happen. I might start out intending that, but Suzy would never be able to be modest for more than a day or two, at most. After that, I'm afraid it would be a total slutfest, looking for every cock I can get my hands on. That's scary, but what's even scarier is the knowledge that I might enjoy it so much that I wouldn't want to stop. Anyone have advice for a horny, reluctant crossdresser?