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Danny went out of town to work for a few days. I decided that I should pay him back for all the teasing he has been doing. Since he left I have been masturbating in his bed. Leaving my cum smell all over his pillows and bedding. Hahahahahaha.... I guess it isn't the diabolical plan that would truly turn his world around, but come on.... i'm so horny all the time lately with NO satisfaction from actual sex, I think its effecting my brain..

the good news is I got a job yesterday. Its only a temp position, but it will get me enough money i can turn my gas back on... I still need something more long term, at least for a few months or so. I don't mind living without a lot, I just hate not being able to pay bills.

Some more good news. I spoke to the ex friend/partner and she was very appologetic. She wanted to see if we could still work together and try to repair the damage. I definately do not want to go to any more of the markets with her... but maybe we can work something else out so we can still both make money. Either way this season is shot due to my injury. So it will have to be plans after the season is over. At least that gives me some hope for next year.

Well I'm going to go tickle my clit before I have to work today... I hope you all have the penetration you desire.

Have a horny day!

 

todays update

I got finished working early today so I am going to go take a hot bath and get some extra zzzz's. Just thought I would say hello to everyone.

I submitted a new story. When it's validated I will get a link on here so its easy to find. I love input so any comments are welcome.

I have been spending all my free time masturbating so much I think my fingers are getting wrinkled permanently.

Danny is supposed to get back tonight. Wish me luck in being able to stick to my rules and not rape him.

Have a sexy and naughty day/night... I hope its spent naked, and moaning.

 

Good luck... especially with him having your scent on his pillows

 

My dog is a masochist.
He cries for me to "beat" him. (by beat I mean pat him aggressively but not with intent to do harm)
When i do, he snuggles into my leg and acts like he is crying from the beating, but if I stop he barks at me to continue. It is sooo funny. when i finally get my money back in order and can afford the new battery I will record an episode of the masochistic dog for you.... If you want.

Maybe for youtube instead. LOL

Okay, update:

Danny got home a little later than I had expected, but that just made things better. I was walking out of the shower when he got in. I didn't expect him here, so I didn't even have a towel. oops... hehe
He got all frustrated at my sight and grunted something about fairness and went into his room. I finished my personal care with my lotion and drying my hair etc..
When he came out of the room, he knocked at my doorway. (my door was open) He wanted to know if I had been into his things. I giggled at it and kept lotioning. I asked if something was missing and he said no, and nevermind. LOL

Later on he went to bed. I didn't say much to him, I wasn't sure just how I wanted to approach things right off, but the coldness of the night and my not having heat gave me an opportunity.

I snuck into his room quietly. I could hear his deep, even breathing, so I knew he was sleeping. I climbed into his bed and snuggled up to him. He opened his arms and pulled me into them. I felt warm instantly. Ahhh, that was nice.

After a little while of resting there and warming up I turned my back to him. His outstretched arm was like a pillow for me. He turned with me so we were spooning.

Then something I didn't fully expect happened. He pulled my legs open a little and put his dick between them. It wasn't fully erect, but he must have been dreaming something nice, cause it was certainly developing.

I couldn't help the flexing of my pussy against his thickening cock. My back arched into his stomach, and he put his hand on top of my hood. My pussy was flexing incredibly fast now. He started to tease my clit with his finger tips.

I moaned and he suddenly covered my mouth, pulled up my leg, seperated my pussy lips and drove his dick inside. OOO that felt sooo good!
I let him fuck me like that for only a few moments before I came... Then he pulled out his dick and came all over my backside. It was fairly quick, but quite relieving for my body. At least for the night.

He used one of his blankets and wiped off my back and started snuggling me again.
"Now what were those rules again?" He whispered in my ear.

I just smiled and went to sleep in his arms.

 

Awesome story.

 

I'm so tired from working...

but i will post anyways..

My eyes are a lil gluey so I hope this makes sense..

My story "a fantasy" is up.

I realised when reading it over again I had forgotten to mention that this is something a certain older gentleman has been teasing me with, that I was the girl, he the man...

Anyways, here is a link if you want to check it out.

http://stories.xnxx.com/story/19210/a_fantasy

I hope you like it. It was my intention to make you imagine yourself in one of the roles. Let me know if I did it...


Danny and I have been too busy working opposite schedules to see each other. He left me a note saying I could climb in bed any time... I am thinking I need more self control... I don't usually worry about it so much... I just don't like the extra circumstances of "baby-mamma-drama" and other similar issues. His ex is kinda scarey to me.... I hate to admit it.

Not that I think she could "take" me in a fight, more that I would be afriad she might try making up crazy stories and causing me problems with people I work with or live around. She seems a little off her rocker. I'm surprised he isn't suing her for full custody. See? thats just my point, I'm already feeling involved in his life now....and its really NONE of my business... I don't like where these irrisistable pleasures lead me to.... I just don't know if I can stay away when he is so willing, and so good at what he does.


I hope your sexual experiences are less complicated and with as nice of orgasms as mine are. Unless you like the complications... then I hope you get all you want...

Have a happy horny day!

 

Constructive criticism on the story... Good concept, but excessive use of "I" for me,(Too many starting the sentences and multiple in the same sentence) made it really difficult to read, for example:

You could rewrite it more along the lines of:

Note this was a VERY quick re-write and may not be that great, all I'm trying to do is point out how you can write 1st person with a few less "I" sentences or some rewording so it flows better.

Thanks for sharing!

 

ima go read your story now. and tbh, i dont really know who initiated that late-night sex session.

 

Good Story, I wish you luck in ur plan to have at least one or two of the them...​

Be careful what you hope for, though you might very well get all three.......Just depends on what you want bad enough......​

Ok, now I'm thinking bad things and my eye brow is risen to a different situation; make the best of your to opportunities....​

I enjoyed the read anyway !​

 

whoa

i want a neighbour like this, no luck on the location i guess

 

Whatever happened to your video game fuck buddy?

 

thank you so much for the insight. I really appreciate the time you took to give me your opinion. You have some really nice ideas.

I was stylising a bit much I think... I didnt' even do any editing... hehe.. I just wrote it in about 20 minutes and posted... I was hoping for feedback like yours.
So again thanks for the input.

 

I suppose we both initiated it. My climbing in the bed was a huge signal obviously, but he did technically start the sexual act. Either way it warmed me up nicely...
It isn't like I was opposing his actions...


... at least not entirely.

 

oh wow, I haven't even thought about him... I guess I did forget to let you all know..

He went away to college. I haven't seen him in some time, but he emails me occasionally. He is a sweet guy, I wish he was around so I could use him with no strings. It was nice the short while it lasted. Who knows, maybe he will be home for the holidays and come and share some "xmas cheer" with me...
One can only hope.

 

Sorry to have been gone all week.

I ended up pulling several double shifts and was too tired to even check my emails or anything other than sleeping and eating. The job I found is a little physical so my arms have been killing me.... sigh....

Wednesday I attempted to post a quick note and found out that my internet was disconnected. I thought I had paid the bill, but in my exhaustion I had left the check on my desk.... I just got it turned back on so if anyone thinks I have been ignoring them, I do appologise, it is not my intent.

Thursday my sister came over and visited me all evening. That was so nice to see her... it has been really long since we last got to spend time like that together. We giggled most of the evening at my friend who wants to be my "daddy" telling us we should lay on top of eachother and let him lick us both at the same time... She is NOT like that, but she giggles at anyone who talks about sex, so he thought at first that meant that she was interested. I tried to tell him she was only laughing and not to take her seriously interested. I am not sure if he got it though.

Friday Danny had his kids over for the night. I was a little concerned for my sleep since his little one is so young, but they were still nice kids and didn't bug me. I only wish I could have been sleeping with him instead of alone, but he reserves that spot for his youngest when she is here.
You know, Danny is just the kind of guy I could see myself actually falling for pretty seriously... if only the added drama wasn't present... He is a kind and considerate man, a good and responsible father, he has kept his job for years and is very secure that way..... the best part of him is how much into kinky sex he is...
I have to be honest though, it really freaks me out at how incredible he is. It is NO WHERE in my plans to fall in love, or have any kind of a serious relationship with anyone, yet I find myself thinking about what it might be like to be in one. I have always been the kind of person that got bored way to easily to be in a long term situation with anyone. Yet, I find myself losing interest in anyone else since I have gotten to know him, but the kind of girl I am, I just don't know if I could DO a real relationship.
Plus he is in the middle of a divorce, so how could I even consider the idea at all.?!?!?!
But I do, I keep imagining being "with" him.


GGGGGGHRRRRRR
Why does life have to be so complicated???
I wonder. Have I been lying to myself all along? Do I really want to be with someone seriously, but just haven't found the right kind of person?
Danny is making me consider these ideas just by his personality.
He says that he isn't going to give up on marriage just because this one didn't work out for him. He says he is just going to fuck her like crazy first, so he knows he won't be so deprived again.
Sometimes he looks at me with a wink in his eye when he says it.... thats when I start wondering if I could handle anything that serious.

I don't know what to do..

Saturday a friend dropped by I haven't seen since Imbolc. She didn't bring her man this time, instead she asked me all kinds of advice on how to deal with their money situation. They have been living together for a few years. He is not as responsible with money as she is. She wants him to "grow up" but he is a gemini-leo, in his mind he is grown up enough, and money is there to spend. She is a cappy-pisces and is really emotional about her money. I told her that she needs to accept that she will likely always be more thrifty than he is. Problem is, he wants a motherlike g/f and she would rather be the child than the grown up. Talk about complicated. She said combining the money is what they both want, but she wants to keep track of what she pays more than him, and I said that was a bad idea. If you combine money then you are accepting their ability as is, not keeping track of what they owe you.... I told her if she did that kind of tit for tat I thought it would make a strain on their relationship.
I hope my advice helped. They are such a cute couple, it is surprising that they have any problems. They are so attentive to each other, and so loving... I was really surprised she wanted my advice too.

Sunday my now 100% EX friend called me. That was my first day off since I got that job. (Sat was the last day of the job, so back in the market for me..)
She said she was at the fair down the street and would I like to come over. I said no, I was just about to make some lunch and was tired from working etc... She said she could really use a place for her b/f and his kid to sit for a few and would I be ok for him to come by. At this point I was considering giving her a second chance considering all the years we spent as friends and said ok.
I added more food to the meal so there would be enough to share and he came by with his kid.
The meal was about 1/2 way done when he said she had texted asking for his help to tear down their booth, and could his son stay and have lunch and would I save theirs for when they got back... I said ok, cause I didn't want to waste the food, and I wasn't interested in eating the same thing for a week. He promised it would be only around a half hour. Seven hours later, after his son had punched me and name called me and broke several of my things, did they finally show up, smelling like beer. She bragged about how much money they made that day in just a few short hours. I was polite and said congrats to her... then they just left with his kid, not even offering to pay for the damages or make the child appologise for his unruly behavior. She didn't even say she was sorry for just leaving him on me like that. Well, that was it. I am done with her. If she ever calls again, I'm NOT answering my phone.

That brings us to today.
I have decided to take the day off from everything and just veg out on video games. Tomorrow I can look for another job.

Good news: I was able to pay my rent and keep my power on AND pay off a huge hospital bill. (only 7 more to go)
Bad news, I still have to come up with more money to turn on my gas again to have heat. At least I have till the weather turns since my landlord pays for the hot water.

 

wow, no reason you're not friends with her. and their kid sounds like a brat! yay video games and yay job

 

Last Night

Shortly after I posted yesterday Danny came home, bringing a huge can of coffee grounds. I had only just realised I was out when he did, so I was VERY impressed with the gesture. (we split the rent, he buys his own food etc.)
I was exhausted still from working as I mentioned so I went and took a nap. When I got up a couple hours later my muscles were so sore and achey still I took a hot bath. Then I went into the livingroom wearing my robe to lotion and massage my sore legs while watching some SG1. (ooo michael, christopher, ooooooo)
Danny laughed at me trying to massage my own legs and took over without asking. He said he was a better looking Daniel than Michael Shanks played. (he has been an actor off and on in his life) I was enjoying the massage too much to care about his insult of one of my "boyfriends". He had me turn over, pulled off my robe, and he massaged my whole body. I felt sooo relaxed and good finally.
He crawled up my back and started to nibble on my neck and ears, playing in my hair. (i was still lying on the floor happily) Then he started feeling my breasts while laying halfway on my back, halfway on the floor. His leg was wrapped around my legs. I turned and looked at him and smiled. He put his hand on my cheek, caressing it. Then he leaned in and kissed me deeply. I turned to kiss him back and his arm went down to my hip and pulled my body into his. I felt like my back was on fire. My spine was tingling up and down to the point of ecstasy.
I have to say here that the whole back thing is huge for me. I am very sensitive in my lower back and his touches were so sensual and erotic, my whole body felt like just giving myself to him, completely.
Wow, thats a really weird feeling for me. Rarely does someone find my "spot" and KNOW what to do with it. and I'm not very nice, I dont' usually let them know at all about it. That way, I know it is their nature and instincts to do those things, not my info guiding them.
His cock was hard against my stomach. He was pulling at my ass and grinding slightly into me, still kissing me. I grinded back and moved so his cock would be a lil better placed.
That was ALL the invitation he needed. He leaned over me and spread my legs with his, centering his body on top of mine. His hot thumping cock inside me felt so electric as it slid in and out of my pussy I almost couldn't stand it. He moved our position so that my legs were on his shoulders and he had my ass in his hands and was fucking me hard. I came all over his cock, he grinned at me and turned me over. Fucking me kitty style he came inside me while I had a second orgasm.
Here is the kicker. We didn't use any protection. Now I'm NEVER irresponsible about that. I am really freaky about staying clean, and I KNOW that I HAVE to be careful if I want to play like I like and not get anything from anyone. So this is entirely OUT of character for me. I don't understand fully how I didn't even THINK about it. I was a little worried about pregnancy so I got the morning after pill, just in case. Luckily my Dr. was able to help me without any cash up front, so I have another bill to add to my list... ugh. I'm not looking for work today, that pill makes me kinda sick.
Ok, so this is making me crazy. Part of me feels so happy and alive with Danny. I forget about everyone else. Then reality sets in, and I remember how bad I am at relationships and that he is still technically married, has kids, and a wants a whole life that I don't know I can handle. I don't know what to do now. I feel like I want him so much on one side, but I don't want to lead him on thinking I can be something for him I can't. Then I wonder if maybe he is more of a match for me, that he could handle me, but there have been many who have tried. I don't want to keep adding to the line of people whose tried. I want to have fun and be happy. If anyone wants to put their two cents in at this point, I would be really appreciative.

 

Life is all about growing and changing. If you believe learning is neutral that it happens all the time all around you, you are bound to change personally, emotionally and maybe even physically (the way you dress, new makeup, etc...). The more you say you don't want something when it feels natural to me just shows a reluctance learn or try to change. Not saying you need to, like my earlier statement, its neutral it can happen without any effort. Maybe you're reaching a new point in your life. Maybe this unknown path to you is different than your own personal reality has lead you to believe how it is.

But if you were to submit to the change and new feelings in the end it couldn't workout, which is what you're afraid of, from what it sounds like. As far as relationships go in the real world most people encounter more relationships that don't work than that do. Unless you're one of those few that married their first boyfriend/girlfriend. What it comes down to is the journey of finding what does work, hence the saying, if at first you don't succeed try, try and try again.

My suggestion is don't force anything to or not to happen. Just let things progress how they do. Of course with common sense and courtesy to other people's feelings around you. Maybe there's room in a relationship for both of your needs, amazing things can come about with communication and understanding. Sorry for rambling and hope I was able to help.

 

Kmall, thanks for your insight. I did a lot of thinking on what you said. I think your words really helped me. Thanks!


This last week Danny and I have been talking about things a lot. That whole pg possibility was too much for me. He has assured me that there is no way he wants to put me into a situation that would complicate my life permanently. He is not trying to get me into a "relationship" long term, he is just appreciating the available pussy. So on many levels that relieves my mind. The strange thing is I was almost disappointed at the thought of NOT having something more... LOL

So we have decided to just play for now, and he has promised to take the time to be careful and not just fuck me good and hard without protection. and I promised to assist in keeping them available throughout the home.

I got a new neighbor. He is fifty, a capricorn like me, and he is insistant that I should be his lil girl. I love the attention he gives me, yet I have really changed my point of view about some things, so the timing is horrible... if only he had gotten here a few months ago. He talks dirty to me every time I see him. Tells me how he wants to suck on my clit and how nice my ass would look with me upside down naked and his big black cock slapping it crazy like... my my, the visions he creates...

the big muscley guy moved, so did the tattooed guitar player... the guitar players brother took over his apt.. I must say he is much nicer to look at... the guitar player was a lil skinny to me... his brother has a nice thick body... not tattoos, or guitar, but still good to watch.

I want to give a big kiss and hug to my special reader, and number 1 fan. Even with all the emotions I have running rampant through me I could never forget you!

Have a happy, horny, and healthy day!!