Many of the well deserved "hits" that I've gotten for my horrible behavior are true. That may explain why I reacted with even more and more hate in my attention seeking responses....

To prove the sincerity of my sadness over how bad I've acted lately I'm going to reveal a personal secret about myself on the internet.

One poster referred to me as a 40 year old virgin. I've also been accused of being the type of person that no woman would want and that I'm a lonely, miserable person as a result.

They are partly right.

I am a single man who has never actually had sex with a woman.

But my virginity is a self imposed one.

I'm a virgin because I'm very shy in person and being around women scares the hell out of me. I'm afraid of rejection. So I rarely have ever gotten up the courage to ask a lady out on a date. I can count on both hands the number of times that I've gotten the courage to ask a girl out on a date. Believe it or not I was never turned down any of those few times. Still the thought of being rejected scares me and so I've rarely asked.

I've had opportunities to have sex. But when the chance came I became scared and got the hell out.

I'm sure that this post will lead to "Hahahahahaha" posts against me. But I deserve them all. So flame away. I'll start....

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Don't play.

 

Why is it that even when I'm sincere you won't believe me? Do you actually think that I'd tell people on a porn forum that I'm a virgin and thereby destoy the persona that I created (JoeDirty) as a result if I weren't being truthful.

Ok. The proof is in the pudding. I know. I'm going to have to show that I'm a changed man via the posts that I'll make here in the long term.
Watch me and you'll see.

 

so this is what you do when you're tired of masturbating? how quaint, i wonder what else is on? *wonders off*

 

Anyone else want to come comment on the boy who cried wolf?

Joe, you've apologised for your behaviour before. You've promised that you'd reform. You've tried to make amends with people you hurt.

Then you started it all over again.

The proof of the pudding, as you say........

But be prepared for this to take a long time, and be prepared for some to be unwilling to forgive even if you do stick to your word this time.

 

You got there first.

I echo these sentiments entirely.

 

This must be a bigger room than I thought...thought...thought.

There really is an echo...echo....echo in here...here....here.

 

What a sad, sad character.

Makes me almost pity him or go throw up, I'll let you know later how it turns out.

 

*waits for results with baited breath!*

 

I have seen what appears to be 2 Joe Dirtys on this forum.

The first is a venom filled man full of hate and rage. He lashes out at anyone who fails to agree with him or does anything he dislikes. He post out of rage which blinds him from intellect. He makes comments that are hurtful to all but mostly hurtful to himself in his reputation among those who are his peers on the forum.

The second is a man who is remorseful over his actions. He apologizes for his rage and can post intellegent posts at times. He shows signs of insight into himself and his beliefs. At times, he can even post humorous post.

It is this duality in posting styles which makes me wonder if maybe there is not some serious psychological issue going on with Joe Dirty. Being as I can only observe what he is expressing thru his posts, I can not make a fair and accurate assessment of him. I can suspect from these two posting styles that there is the possiblity of some for of mental illness or defect which requires treatment.

The only other possible explaination to this would be some sort of substance abuse occouring during some of the post and a remorse over those post when sober. Again, this can not be determined without actual observation of the person who post as Joe Dirty to see if this is the case.

I would recommend to him to consider looking into possibly seeking some sort of therapy if these two posting styles are an extention of his real life personality. For if he reacts in this manner in real life that he exhibits here, he would benifit from it. The angry post seem to show some rage control issues which even meditation and anger managment might help.

 

you may me right Meqal. He does seem desperate for attention then apologizes for his harsh comments.

Group Hug?

 

well, if that's true Joedirty, it's not exactly something to laugh about, or to make of someone over. we're all adults on this forum, and that's not funny. and if what meQal said has any truth to it, that's really not funny.

 

Classic symptoms of a bi-polar person off the meds.

 

omg This song that's been stuck in my head for days applies to this situation.

Lithium is an antidepressant used on bi-polar patients. in the song she is saying

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

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this really is not a laughing matter

 

My thoughts exactly, get some help Joe!!!

 

Cos Chunky's smart.....

and you are one total fucking liar.

You can say what you like......

it's a free internet after all.......

but no-one will ever believe again a single word that you utter.

You really have pressed that self destruct button now Joe.

Do you see where honesty gets you?

Time will tell......

but I suggest you open up a new account.

 

What? You want him to do that again?

 

lay off him TCL its not funny anymore

 

Preferably not.....

but you have to admit he had his moments!!

 

Yes it is.....

I love to see a grown man suffer!!!