Right there with you FG....thinking about things gets me in trouble at the lake

 

Would a cup of funk milk cheer you up at the lake?

That's no good, you need to get out of the house for a few hours and go for a walk or something help clear you head.

 

Mmm... Funk milk.

The thoughts are if I am happy being married or would I have been happier with my best friend/ex girlfriend. I mean, I wouldn't trade my husband for anything... he is the love of my life but at the same time, so is she. I hate these thoughts. I know I am not going to leave my husband but it doesn't stop the thoughts at the lake. I am getting out of the house tomorrow, I am going to spend a day or 2 with a friend.

 

Celebrates 5,000 post with my friends at the lake :excited:

 

Have you spoke to your friend and husband about it? it seems like you have a really open relationship so maybe it is something you can all work out at the lake.

 

CONGRATULATIONS, Tesalj, at the lake! :excited:​

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Way to go snoop! Party at the lake?

 

Woo hoo well done Tesalj! Drinks all round at the lake

 

loving the gift bones to eat at the lake

 

Congratulations Tesalj! Takes a drink and a kiss from Cijababe at the lake.

 

i buried my cock in the sand...at the lake

 

That is how she became my ex-girlfriend. She didn't want to share me, she wants me all to herself. My husband didn't care that she didn't want him but she knew I wouldn't leave him so she hurt me by dumping me. It took me almost 2 years to forgive her for it and she tells me all the time now that she doesn't want to hurt my husband because he is one of her very few friends but at the same time, she wants me back. **hits head on wall a few times** We roleplay and cyber... but that is all the further I can let my relationship with her go... I want to be with her so badly though... just one time but I don't want to hurt her or my husband. **stares at the lake**

 

im new to the forums. What is this lake thread about?

 

It's a "game thread", we just post what ever we want as long as it had "at the lake" somewhere in it.

 

So I guess it is really her issue to work out than can she share you at the lake.

 

any guys at the lake?

 

I highly doubt she will ever come to terms with it to the point I can make her a happy woman, it took her this long to realize she is in love with me, she can barely tell her little girls that. It would be too hard for her to explain why Momma Mary has to always leave with Uncle Josh. I understand why she wants me to be committed solely to her, I just wish I wasn't stuck in the middle. I told her if Josh dies before me, I will come be with her and take over what ever role she needs me to fulfill. I tell her to keep looking for someone but I get jealous every time she does, I never tell her though. Boy, I am such a mess at the lake!

 

This is why I have given up on people. Meh maybe you should tell her, you only hurt yourself by not telling her at the lake, or not I'm no good with people.

 

Love is a bitch at the lake... and everywhere else

 

She knows... she is able to read me like a book. We have been friends for 11 years, same amount of time I have known my husband. I met them the exact same day, exact same time. I was in the library and she plopped down in the chair beside me and struck up a conversation while I was in a chat room meeting my now husband. She laughed how he was all nervous then then picked on me for being shy around her. She thought she was straight back then and my husband thought he was gay. I grew more in love with the both of them every day and it hurt me that neither could be mine. Finally I got with my husband and she married the guy who knocked her up... I thought my feelings for her would fade and they didn't. Her husband turned out to be an asshole and she turned to me for the love and comfort he denied her. My husband told me he only felt threatened for a little while but now knows I am not going to leave him for her. She knows I get jealous when she finds a new love... I partly blame myself when they break up. She has now gave up on finding love, just waits for me online to come play "husband and wife" with her. She tells her girls that she loves me more that she ever did their father, the youngest told her teacher "My daddy's name is Mary, not Adam." I had to laugh.

Damn it... here I am rambling again at the lake... **wanders off to find duct tape for my mouth**