I have to agree with a lot of the people here about the BF. If it is supposed to be, he will work it out in his head and he will stay. If not, well, time for you to look out for the most important people in your life, you and the new little one!
There are a lot of us out here that have been through this kind of crap, and any one of us would love to be a sympathetic ear for a Strong, Beautiful, and Intelligent woman like you!!!

Stay strong and we will be here for you all the way! :excited: :rose:

 

He has given me two weeks to find other living arrangements. I can't eat nor sleep. This is too painful for me to bear. I can't handle this. I wish I could wake up to find that this has all been a bad dream, but it would take a miracle for that to happen. One fucking mistake and I'm paying a hefty price...so many other people out there making mistake after mistake and never have any consequences. It just isnt' fair...and it hurts so freaking much. The one person I want to save me from this hell is the one who put me in it...I can't do anything but cry....the pain is just too excruciating...

 

mistake?!?!? what mistake, you're a woman and your preggo! last time i checked that was the natural order to things. He's the one opting out, ditching responsibility, that is the mistake. he is right about one thing you need to get out of there. A) the stress isnt good for the baby B) the sooner you are gone the sooner he is going to realize how bad he fucked up. Baby girl you did nothing wrong except be what you were born to be, if he doesn't like it then hes fucking stupid and you dont want a kid growing up with someone like that! you are smart, funny, incredibly strong, so fuck your bf he's missing out

 

CelticMichaela,

Your willingness to expose yourself emotionally is one of the things I admire about you, just as I admire your photographs. If your boyfriend was admirable he would marry you.

 

Rickmers is correct, your willingness to expose the emotions you're are feeling makes you strong. let your bf know what a strong, admirable, and independent woman, like you, is capable of doing!

 

i dont wanna sound like idiot..but did you really think that he will be ok with you getting pregnat with other guy???

 

Michaela dear that is awful!!!!! Once again here is further proof why woman say men are assholes. I have to agree with your other fans it takes two to get a woman pregnant. He had to particpate on some level and should be man enough to stand up and take responsibility for his actions and what he has created.

 

did I here u correctly? u think getting prego is a mistake wow u said u made one mistake well heres the deal if u dident want a mistake there this cool stuff called birthcontrol it helps with immature adults that think getting prego is a mistake if u do keep it I pray for the kid...

 

With how hard of a time she is going through right now its not really the best time to be saying things like that. Its just a good way to make things worse at the moment which is never a good thing.

 

If he is not willing to be there for you then he is just not the right one. Remember that everything happens for a reason and though you might not the reason now down the road you will. I may almost never comment on here but i have been reading your thread for a while and i can see that you are strong and that you can make it through this. You just gotta hold your ground and never give up.

 

Just to clarify something that a good chunk of you are confused about, my boyfriend (well, I guess ex-boyfriend for now) is NOT the father. I had an oops one night with a friend of mine (former friend now). That's all. And as far as that birth control comment goes, Mr. Pizza, I was informed by my gynecologist nearly 10 years ago that I would need either a miracle or fertility treatments to conceive. Also, from what I remember (which isn't much...that night was a bit of a blur), a condom WAS used. Instead of jumping to conclusions, perhaps you could have asked me about it nicely (and privately). Don't be an asshole.

The (ex) boyfriend still loves me and didn't want to kick me out, but he didn't want the wedge to get bigger and bigger (which he said would happen if I stayed there). So for now I'm living with my parents until/unless he gives me the go-ahead to come home. I really want to go home...As wonderful as my parents have been through all of this, all I want is to be in his arms again. Yes, he has faults (as do I), but I have realized that I really do love him. So very much. This situation has not been easy for me. I'm crying off and on and have been keeping mostly to myself. Surprisingly all of this stress and grief hasn't affected the health of the baby (which I haven't yet decided whether or not I will keep it or go with an open adoption). Speaking of which, I was informed by my OB the other day that the official due date is August 1, not the original estimation of August 12. The heartbeat is strong and he/she is very squirmy, which I was told is a good sign.

Since my parents do not have wifi, communication from me will be rare. I just happened to sneak into Father's office while him and Mother are at a church thingy to use their internet. To those of you who have been understanding and supportive during this time, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You have no idea how uplifting your kind words are to me right now. To those of you who can't say anything nice, shame on you. That's all I will say to you on that.

I hope everyone is doing well and also hope for the chance to come back soon to give more updates as I have them. I love you all.

 

No judgment here. Things happen. Good luck and hope to see You online soon.

 

I am hoping only the best for you.

 

Your true fans and friends support you no matter what and we all wish the best for you.

 

Good luck Michaela, all our thoughts are with you in this hard time

 

Good luck with everything hun. Everything happens for a reason I firmly believe. Everything will be ok and we are all here for you. Hope you come back and talk to us more soon.

 

you look after yourself and keep fighting on things will improve

 

hi Michaela, I hope that everything is going well for you, or as well as can be expected. Hopefully we will see you posting soon.

 

Hello, folks. I managed to get a smidge of time online so figured I'd let you all know that I'm still breathing. My situation hasn't changed, other than I'm no longer bawling every single second of the day. I cry only a few times per day now, which is progress I think. Hope you all are doing well. Until next time!

 

I know it sounds weird but I will give you a shoulder to cry on and my shirt to dry your tears with.