Dying alone

 

Cat and mouse game, more like cat and birdbrain...

If I wanted it I'd of already had it. Does that surprise you?

 

I would rather die alone then with someone as geez people's upset and reactions can bother me so if I am by byself I can get to my happy place in my head and then go in peace.

 

The irs

 

I learned the hard way that the law of attraction is real . And it works for better or for worse . My two biggest fears both came true and I realized my constant thoughts of them made them come true almost like a self fulfilling prophecy . So after being forced to realize all that and put back the pieces of my broken life I fear nothing . Except of course the irs

 

Come on enlighten us oh wonderful one, how would you have managed that.

 

I fear not having enough time on earth to have sex with everyone.

 

Well once we have had sex you won't want anyone else

 

Brandi, don't go scarring her for life and ruining sex for her.

 

There was a time when my greatest fear was hearing a woman tell me she was pregnant. I never really overcame this fear, but it's not as great as it once was. I dealt with my fear by buying lots of condoms and never bitching about using one.

 

Fat girls.

 

Dying in general

 

Most recently?

That, just like last time, as soon as I figure out all the changes to the Forum, it will be changed again.

 

It certainly is a sad concept, but since we all have to go through it, I figured that at least having people who love you with you will make it a little more satisfying knowing you will be remembered. My worst fear would be like dying in your sleep and no one caring enough to come find you, like a woman who was dead on her couch for (if I remember correctly) something like 30+ years until anyone even noticed she was gone. That is just horrifying to me...

 

None of us will be remembered in the long run, unless we are some legendary figure.

 

becoming the person I used to be once more. I doubt it will happen again though since I try to focus on positive things now : )

 

I have a few fears:

1) Not being able to properly say goodbye to my grandparents when they die as they were an integral part of my life when I was younger and which happened to be the case when my grandmother on my mum's side died and I never go to tell her enough how much I appreciate everything she did for me when I was little. Resolution would be to ensure that I convey everything I want to say to them before they die

2) Dying without having sex. Resolution i guess would be to go to more clubs lol who knows

3) Ending up in an messy marriage where the significant other doesn't respect me or is only interested in the financial side of things and how I can provide for them. Resolution learn to read people like Harvey Specter on Suits and choose the right girl for me.

 

Tenguy. Just who do you consider to be the resident hooker.

 

I fear, therefore I know that I am alive. Fear brings about caution, but it should not in and of itself cause one to hide under a rock.