hey luv miss ya heaps see i told u we al do haha cant wait tilll u get back luv ya xoxo

 

Gawd all mighty I have to total agree with you, having a sexual 69 would be total impossible and if on the bottom I be DEAD from total suffication
Kisses are impossible Beach Mom

 

I love and missed you all, I am back but no new photos. My camera is being stupid again so I need to save to get a good one instead of blowing money on crappy ones.

Well I don't know if you are being insulting to me but if you are, fuck off. I didn't ask your opinion and I warned people that I am fat. If you aren't being insulting to me, then fine. Just for your info, my hubby and I always 69, and I am always on top. I know how to brace myself so my full weight isn't crushing him unless he wants my full weight on him.

 

yay fg is back haha sweet

 

ok thanx

 

Okay, to fill everyone in. I went on vacation to see my family back home. The bus ride into St. Louis wasn't too bad, just a jack ass for a driver and not being able to sleep on the bus. St. Louis was HELL! We got into the station and got into line, only to find we were in the wrong line and there was absolutely no room to move to get to the correct one. Well anyone who knows me knows I don't do great in large crowds, I am agoraphobic. Well I am freaking out badly and I had no pills to chill me out. Twisty decides it's not worth putting me through that hell so he calls my dad and tells him to come and get us from the station and explains the situation... my dad agrees to come and get us since he understood all too well. We go shopping for stuff to take camping and it was really nice, ended up going to two different Wal-Mart's before getting home. We hung out and I held my pet snake while every one played games. I love that snake so much but I can't take it with me when I go home, my mother in law would kill it. Well we called it a night but couldn't sleep, it was WAY too hot in the bedroom. The next day, we go swimming out in the pool until it's time to get stuff ready for camping and I get a nice little sun burn. Nothing major, it peeled a little but I am nice and tan now... though I am still paler than the moon if you ask my family. By the time we get camp set up, it's dark so we call it a night... again, no sleep for me, too hot. Morning comes and I am the first up since I didn't sleep. I gather wood for the fire and clean up the messes from the night before that I missed and take some time to just reflect on life and exercise. Before too long, my youngest brother is awake and telling me he is going to take me hiking. I was torn, I wanted to just relax at camp, resting up and what not but he had his heart set on it and swore it wouldn't be a long one so I caved in. Once Twisty and my other brother were up, we left. I thought we were going to go on an established path, something marked and safe... nope, the little boy scout decided the quickest and most fun way was through the briar bushes, poison ivy, poison oak, sumac... the swamp... back up through a sun scorched meadow... I was ready to skin the kid. I was eaten alive by bugs, cut to shreds by thorns, and ran out of water just after the swamp. With every step, I was cursing him out after that point but he didn't take it personally, he would let me rest and catch my breath when I needed too. We finally made it back to a road and could find our way from there. We walked to the truck where my parents were fishing and sat there until sunset after 9 pm. We rode back in the truck and had dinner, the boy scout was too exhausted to eat and fell asleep against my back when I was drawing. That night I got less sleep, too much snoring so I went and laid outside on the ground and caught a tiny nap. That was much more fun. We packed up camp and went back home, to be welcomed by the cries of newborn kittens. The momma cat had 2, the first litter she had in a long time. She is getting old and the other female cat is barren.... the rest of the cats died over the harsh winter so my family were happy with the new additions. I hope for my brothers sakes, the kits live a full life. The pool needed treatment so we decided to go play down in the creek and bathe down there. The fish kept eatting us up, it was fun. After getting clean, it was a great time to go fishing so we caught a bunch of sunfish and what ever, feeding some to the cat who was watching us. My final catch was a snapping turtle... I cut the line rather than mess with him. Due to bug bites and sunburn, I didn't sleep great at all the rest of the trip until we started sleeping out under the stars, one night it rained on us but it wasn't bad at all. Really refreshing. We went to see my grandma... I was supposed to been going to get my tattoo but she guilted us into coming to see her so we did. It was nice talking to her and I stole a nap while at her house... and got to see 2 of my cousins, one is training to be a doctor... the other just got engaged. I told them I was mad at them for growing up too fast, last time I saw them they were both really young and much shorter than me. Well they both were so happy to see me, the girl most of all. She even brought her fiancee to meet me. She has grown to be so beautiful like her mom but she is still the same girl I use to baby sit... nerdy and sweet. She said she would rather be seen as a nerd like me any day than be seen as a beauty queen like her mom. I took it as a huge compliment. We went on home, the car broke down but we made it safely. That last night, we just drank, partied, and hung out. It was so different from how it was when I grew up... except the part where my father got drunk on one beer due to his medication but that was always a laugh. Twisty and I retired to the great outdoors and were going to sleep... but... our hormones were high so he fucked me against the truck. Oh it was great. We got up early in the morning to catch the bus back and everything went perfect on the way home, the bus wasn't crowded, the driver was nice and I got a little more sleep. It was a great trip all in all.

 

Good to see you back and that you've survived the heat *hug* -

- we can wait on pix - but a cheap (and fuzzy LOL!) option is a no brand web cam - they are good enough ...

and get your art exposed (not *that* way ) woman - you need the cash and it's good IMO *laugh* - social networking sites / free web hosting &c ...(I know all the terms - no flaming idea how one goes about it ROFL!!)

- Take care sweetie - *sends positive vibes*

*pedantic note - you sound like you're claustraphobic rather than agoraphobic with your extreme dislike of crowds.

 

Well I keep blowing good money on cheap digital cameras, they work ok for a while but soon get to be more of a headache than they are worth. I am saving for a good camera now.

I host my art on 2 different art sites and I am working on 2 web comics so that will open up more ways to showcase my art, at the moment, one of my art sites is down due to a server meltdown and I am waiting until they fix it... most of my art gets hosted there because they allow mature artwork. I am pretty ignored on both sites but if I get off my ass and start posting more stuff, I will be ignored less.

Actually, I am agoraphobic according to the hospital. I suffer from panic attacks anytime I go out in public, most times I can control it but in the case of the overcrowded bus station, I can't stand it. I am claustophobic as well but add the people element in and I really freak out. I usually avoid situations that will put me outside my comfort zone but once a year, I have to get on that damn bus because Twisty can't drive yet. He will be able to drive by the next time I have to make the trip so I won't suffer like that again.

 

ahh

ahh, omg, *gag* WHY WOULD YOU POST THOSE?

 

omg y dont u just fuck off and burn in hell ill see u there im welcome ure not fucking fag ass cunt dog raper shit eater go kill ya self

 

Why do you exist? She is beautiful... I made this account just to post that... and those pics with you bending your back about a year ago... that looked like it hurt... good job! Haha...

to all rude fags: shut the fuck up... go crawl back into the hole from which you spawned...

 

Bbw

FG!
Art is a matter of taste, I liked some of your watercolours, funny, and thoughtprovoking in a few. Please feel free to sit on my face, anytime!
Being new here, I look for BBW, but don't want to start a thread where there are at least a few more. (Where is the search function?...I am still looking ha ha)
Don't let the flamers, naysayers get you down girl, you have many fans that appreciate the crush a big girl like yourself can put on a man
This is a pretty asshole *leans forward to put tongue in hole*
I agree with your response to this mean but not likely to old, troll IMO
I am going to check more on this thread!
Cheers
I believe(and have experienced) in `big girl, big heart'!

 

That's a real bummer *hug*, well as you say (fingers crossed) Twisty will be able to drive and, at least, have a rental for the trip...used to be the same myself, tho' not as badly as yours seems to be...

I'll look forward to your online comic and the art site being alive again (post links!)

...hopefully by sept I'd have pinched the one (and only) cock pic of myself to post so you can have a laugh ;-)...prob on the stickied page and linked...

Take care darling and don't let the bastards (here or in RL) get you down - you're a beautiful person (and damned sexy to boot!)

 

very nice

 

i wish women would think of bhm like most men think of bbw as being beauiful women, u hear lots of compliments and how men luv bbw but u hardly ever hear women or anyone comment about bhm unless its negative....maybe its just me!

 

lots of beautiful pics here. tHANK YOU ALL.

 

u look nice

 

really nice baby

 

Glad things went good on the trip for you. Good to see you back.

 

Can't say for the rest of the world - but in the UK it's 'cos most large men have beer guts (not the most attractive) or are hairy arsed builders...