To The God of Pain

Uuwilling priestess in thy cruel fane,
Long hast thou held me, pitiless god of Pain,
Bound to thy worship by reluctant vows,
My tired breast girt with suffering, and my brows
Anointed with perpetual weariness.
Long have I borne thy service, through the stress
Of rigorous years, sad days and slumberless nights,
Performing thine inexorable rites.

For thy dark altars, balm nor milk nor rice,
But mine own soul thou'st ta'en for sacrifice:

All the rich honey of my youth's desire,
And all the sweet oils from my crushed life drawn,
And all my flower-like dreams and gem-like fire
Of hopes up-leaping like the light of dawn.

I have no more to give, all that was mine
Is laid, a wrested tribute, at thy shrine;
Let me depart, for my whole soul is wrung,
And all my cheerless orisons are sung;
Let me depart, with faint limbs let me creep
To some dim shade and sink me down to sleep.

--Sarojini Naidu

 

matt's dad scares the SHIT out of me. christ. even when hes just talking, it sounds like he's pissed.

 

I hate cold weather. Man was not made to live anywhere you can use the number 36 degrees Fahrenheit and the words "high for the day" and it is a truth....

 

I'm sick of being good, might be time to go back to my old ways!!!!!!

 

The secret is to look good. Be bad behind closed doors

 

The real secret is to be good at being bad.

:excited::excited:

 

If the world was flat would you rather live in the middle or at the edge?

 

middle, its the shortest distance to everything.



too much snow too early.
i want summer back...

 

On the other side.

 

Squid + Ghost = Squost

 

no sun for today...and it is fucking cold outside.
No one even went outside for a cigarette today

 

went for a walk to clear my brain .......... now what was i sayin

 

Am going to make cookies.

Who wishes to help?!?

 

I do!


But I didn't go on my run! Who's in for joining me?

 

fuck. Ok. Cookies first. THEN run

 

thanks for the laugh you two lol


my hair smells like roses and i can enjoy singing again. -sigh-

 

What the fuck is wrong with Facebook.

 

Everything

 

never had facebook

 

you should, the games and stuff are dumb but its a really good tool for networking nowadays.