I want

I want you on your knees in front of me, naked, your arms bound behind you, a cover over your eyes. Your body shaking, not knowing what I have in store for you; fear making your flesh goosebump, but excitement of the unknown making you tremble.

I want to grab you by your hair, pull your mouth toward my sweet pussy, as I cover your face with the scent of my sex, my desire.

I want your mouth to open, your tongue to track along the fleshy, outer petals of my private place, to part my labia and dip into my my honeyed pool: Your lips to suck gently on my hardening nub, as I pull you onto me tighter.

I want to watch you in your subservience, worshiping my sex with your mouth, lapping my dew obediently. I want my juices to flow freely to cover your face, to drip off your chin.

I want to reward you with a kiss so deep we become lost, the taste of my orgasm on your breath.

I want to lay you down, to tease you with fingers, lips, tongue and teeth until you moan, pleading with me to release you, to let orgasm rip through your body.

I want you to bind yourself to me forever, in that one moment before such sweet release, to promise your mind, body and soul to me for eternity.

I want to become the one person you dedicate your life to pleasing, the only god in your conscience, the giver of life and the taker of pleasure.

*sigh*

 

I`m so lost!

 

I want what you want. Panting.

 

I wish the workmen outside my window were more attractive.

 

Why don't they announce local road closures on local radio? The only ones they broadcast are at the other end of the county And when they do bother to put signs up they leave them there for an extra week and I end up going the long way round when it's all open.......

 

During July and August, when the temperature on the Mohove desert is routinely 110 plus each day, and it's too hot to do much outside, I'm on the computer a lot, and stuffing my face with nuts (ha, ha, very funny, no the other nuts--cashews, salted peanuts, almonds--like that) and my twice weekly girlfriend tells me I'm putting on weight and I step on the scale and holy crap! I'm weighing 222!!!

Well, I'm 6feet 2, so it's not too bad, but what the fuck happened to my hard body?

So I go on a diet--no more nuts--and shrink back down to 200... But now I'm stuck there... For 3 weeks at 200.. I want my 180 tight body back..

In short... Do diets EVER work?

 

I'm in lust with Emily's av...

 

Today I woke up to the sound of a jack hammer

 

the time is near...again...mmmphf..

 

If I hit my head with a crowbar, perhaps I'll have a simple thought.

"Ouch!" Yes!

 

"Love is like a booger, you keep picking it, then you wonder what to do with it."

 

The little spider is STILL there!!

 

Tablets, bollocks.

 

Palpitations, bugger

 

Aaah the affect I have on ladies, pop round love, I got some perindopril and amioderone to spare, and just for you a curly wurly

 

Oh you sweet talker - no idea what those drugs are, but the very nice young doctor ar A&E told me everything was within normal parameters. Still can't sleep for my heart skipping a beat

 

My reflection wraps and pulls me under
Healing waters to be bathed in Breña
Guide me safely in worlds I've never been
To heal me, heal me, my dear Breña

Vulnerable
It's all right

Heal me, heal me, my dear Breña
Show me lonely and show me openings
To bring me closer to you, my dear Breña

Vulnerable
It's all right

 

All you had to do was ask.

 

I want to be kissed. Naked. In bed. By someone else who is naked.

And I want to stay up all night talking and kissing and doing all other kinds of things.

And see the sun come up. And then sleep all day.

Please?

 

I want to be a spy.