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  1. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    Ummmmm, I said I haven't worn panties or a skirt for 3 months. What do you think?
     
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    1. toddh1970
      I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings but I was asking what you were doing while you were gone. We're you working or had a family problem to solve. That sort of thing.
      Sometimes I think about going back to my life as a man but I'm happier as a woman and isn't that what's important.
       
      toddh1970, Jan 27, 2016
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  2. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    :sigh: another promise to myslef to stay away and here I am again.

    Before anyone asks, no, there have not been any new ventures. As Suzy has pressed harder to be released, she's overcoming my ablility to resist. So, I've made a deal with myself I am not going out again until I'm proud of my body. Yeah, I've been passing, but passing is not "desirable", and I don't want to settle for being the frumpy woman men ignore. The first step is losing weight, so I'm determined not to go out until I can wear a slinky, tight dress instead of the baggy sweaters I've had to wear. So far, I'm down almost 10 pounds, but I've still got a ways to go.
     
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  3. Marvin65

    Marvin65 Porn Star

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    Congrats on the weight loss. Keep up the good work. I'm sure that you will be sexy as hell in no time.
     
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  4. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    Thanks, Kimmie. 10 down 10-15 more to go (hard to tell, since it's more about shape than actual weight). Are you on a weight-loss plan or just winging it?
     
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  5. Kinkyboi077

    Kinkyboi077 Newcumer

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    Hey Suzi I get instant hard on thinking abt you n your life style. Want to be ur sissy boi...
     
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  6. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    Why would I want a sissy boi? What would I do with one? I don't think you quite understand me.....
     
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  7. PlZg1Ve

    PlZg1Ve Porn Surfer

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  8. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    :giggles nervously: I hope you like what you find.
     
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  9. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    Hi, everyone...just checking in. It's hard to believe that it's been almost a year since my last "adventure". Part of that is my fault--I decided I was getting out of control and I needed to stop (or at least cutback), but then time just disappeared. Work and family matters both got crazy and there just hasn't been any time to do the things I really want to do for months. It wasn't too bad for a while, but lately it seems like all I can think about is how to find a chance for some Suzy time. I desperately want to put on a skirt and heels and go for a stroll through the mall, and I don't mean in my "business woman" outfit. I want to put on my teeny tiny miniskirt and my 5" heels and show how proud I am of my legs and ass. I want every woman who sees me to be jealous and I want every man who sees me to want me.

    FWIW, I've also noticed a change in my fantasies during this forced layoff. It used to be that the idea of strutting around turning guys on was enough. Slowly, I started to imagine myself actually interacting with a guy, and even blowing him. But, those fantasies never included what I saw as "more intimate contact". For example, as silly as it might sound, I actually thought that even if I might blow a guy, there was no way I could kiss one. But, now it's like Suzy is screaming to get out and she doesn't want to do it part way. She wants to be taken in a man's arms, hugged and kissed until she totally and completely surrenders to her passion and begs to be fucked. So, now, I have no idea what to do: like I said, I'm dying to dress up and go out and every day that I don't do it, the desire gets stronger. But, I'm also terrified that if I do, I won't be able to control Suzy the way I have in the past. If I let her back into my life, she may very well be stronger than my male side and she might not let go until I've become some guy's sissy toy. Even worse is the fact that as I typed that, the first thought that occurred to me is "Would that be so bad?"
     
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    1. Hard78
      We need pics... Yes, I am so so very lonely, I am a person who loves to hug (but if I go around hugging for the sake of hugging, I will be viewed as a pervert) I just love the feel of a cute persons nice warm skin against me...
       
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      Hard78, Aug 1, 2016
  10. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    There are lots of pics in the thread, honey. You just have to work a little to see them.

    Update: I'm still fighting to keep Suzy at bay, but I can feel myself losing the battle. I really thought the longer I went without letting myself become a slut again, the easier it would get, and, for a while, it did. But, now I find myself thinking more and more about how nice it would be to let Suzy have some fun. I have to admit that it scares me how much I want to get started again. Even scarier is the thought that if I do, Suzy might want to go even crazier than she has in the past. The way I see it, I have three options:
    1. Keep resisting the urges and continue to avoid Suzy.
    2. Let Suzy out "just a little", maybe for a weekend of being a woman. I know how much fun that would be, but I wonder if it's a little like being an alcoholic or addict--if I give in, will I be back to square one, unable to control the urges after that?
    3. Just surrender and admit that Suzy is the real me and let her go wild. That thought used to frighten me, but the longer I go without letting my inner slut out, the more attractive the idea becomes. I can really picture myself taking a two-week vacation and going out of town someplace with nothing but my female clothes, spending the entire time as Suzy. I keep telling myself that I could just be a "normal" woman for the entire time, but deep down inside, I know that wouldn't happen. I might start out intending that, but Suzy would never be able to be modest for more than a day or two, at most. After that, I'm afraid it would be a total slutfest, looking for every cock I can get my hands on. That's scary, but what's even scarier is the knowledge that I might enjoy it so much that I wouldn't want to stop.

    Anyone have advice for a horny, reluctant crossdresser?
     
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    1. inmyhand
      let her out be who you want to be
       
      inmyhand, Sep 12, 2016
    2. Hard78
      You need someone there for you, I will help you cum into it...
       
      Hard78, Sep 12, 2016
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  11. hot4sexxbx

    hot4sexxbx Porn Surfer

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    I just wanted to say how much I loved your hot wet mouth sucking on my cock this morning baby ..you are the best cock sucker IVE EVER HAD <3
     
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  12. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    :blush:
     
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  13. yahoo8

    yahoo8 Porno Junky

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    I've read your story and flipped through a couple of pages. Thanks for sharing! I definitely had to skim around and find some pics! Looking good Suzy!
     
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  14. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    Thanks, Sugar.
     
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  15. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    It's been a while, so I thought I'd update, just in case anyone is still interested:

    I decided that I can't totally control Suzy and it's hopeless to try. However, I have made a deal with her: if she wants to go out, she needs to get serious about how she looks. I can live with looking like a slut, but I can't live with the embarrassment of looking like a fat slut. So, my deal is that Suzy can't go out again until I drop enough weight that I can be proud of how I look. Once I get to the point where I'm actually proud of my figure instead of trying to camouflage it, then Suzy is free to roam the streets again. Initially, that meant losing at least 30 pounds (and maybe more since the goal is based on how I look, and 30 pounds may or may not be enough). So far, I've lost 25 pounds (having a reason to diet is a big help), but it's clear that the 30 pound estimate was a little low. I've decided I need to go at least another 10, and maybe 15 or 20 if I'm going to look as hot as I want to.
     
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      Best of luck Suzy!
       
      pcum, Jul 8, 2017
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  16. Hard78

    Hard78 Porn Star Banned!

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    Is yjat you Suzy??? If so, OMG I love you...
     
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      Sorry, dick had blood supply... Is that you?
       
      Hard78, Jul 7, 2017
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  17. Suzygurl

    Suzygurl Brazen in Heels

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    I stayed away as long as I could, hoping I could push away all my sissy desires and be a real man. As most of you probably could have guessed, I might as well have been trying to go without breathing. Suzy is such an important part of me that, eventually, I had to give in and let her take over, so, here I am, surrendering to her yet again. Before you ask, no, I haven't lost all the weight I wanted: I'm still down about 15 pounds from where I was, but I have another 10-15 to go before I'm going to allow myself to go out in public in my miniskirt and heels. I've promised myself I'll start dieting and working out again after the holidays to work on that. Until then, all I'm going to allow myself to do is accept the fact that I really am a sissy, not a man, and come back here to my friends where I can admit it.

    It's been a long time, but I'm back, ready to serve real men any way I can.
     
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