I consider myself straight but when I get super horny a pretty cock is so hot to me. Like I’m not necessarily attracted to a man just the cock. I feel like when they get off to woman I’m sharing a moment with them. It’s been super confusing

 

Take a look at some of my last 10 or so posts. I have been diagnosing this precise issue my entire sexually active life! Boiled down to the shortest answer ( I am capable of giving). When humans are conceived and 9 months later born, the billions upon billions differences they experience alone makes the idea that some other human can determine a person's sexual orientation with any degree of accuracy total bullshit! After birth, how, where, who, what, when and why are just a few factors that can alter or solidify a preference for one gender over another.

I am the lab rat, when I first noticed the over satisfying accidental brush of my hand on my cock about 6 months before puberty. I already had the basic idea of how my sexual life was going to go. I would always prefer women, not because the sex was better or worse, actually sex wasn't a factor. With a guy, I have a very narrow and limited "wish list" of what I am willing to do and how I will act/react. Like you, I can't (to this day) even entertain the thought of kissing a guy, feeling his rough thick tongue roaming around my lips/mouth and the almost 100% chance he will have bad breath, my stomach is rumbling just typing the thought, YUK!!! I also have zero interest in anything about a guy except ONE thing (OK 2 things) When I am with a woman, my focus widens way out, of course I am completely into all aspects of sex with them (a few limitations) I do not top (women or men) *(see paragraph below) I enjoy all the senses she arouses, sight, scent, taste, touch and her sexy horny voice softly whispering in my ear or screaming/moaning so loud the neighbors on the next road over are complaining. With a woman, I take interest in everything she finds worth knowing, when we are finished and are departing, I care about her safety, security, happiness and such.....


Since I can remember (about the time this body gained consciousnesses) I have believed I have at least one "purpose" while on this planet, I feel I am meant to spread (bad word) love, joy, happiness, community, caring and if nothing more just a smile to everyone (or as many) I meet. Not many faster or easier ways to change a persons bad, stressed, worried upsetting day (especially men) their minds are wired much simpler then a woman, then giving them an awesome BJ! Women are more refined, yes, great sex does turn that frown.... but they want to see and feel and hear how much of an impact she created, when we met and a brief acknowledgement she still does!

Finally, our minds have so much more unused brain cells, just craving to be utilized (creativity, imagination, dreaming and fantasizing) so, instead of thinking you feel this way so you MUST be this or you get aroused because this person.. blah blah, blah... Easy example, the dark room scenario. You are in a totally dark room, laying very comfortably and relaxed on the ohh so soft bed. Someone walks in, you are unable to see, smell, touch or hear this person. You feel a mouth wrap around your cock and proceed to give you one memorable BJ. A) Would you care if the person was a guy or a girl? B) If it was a guy, does that mean since you got aroused by a guy you MUST be bi or Gay or??? Obviously the answer is Hell no I wouldn't care, I would want their number so I can get a repeat! Again, Hell no, when I was in my 20's 30's the wind got me hard, a vacuum hose, the smell of Estee Lauder hand cream, If I were to catch a hint of that scent, I would instantly become cock hammer. and I couldn't say why.
I think actors have figured it all out and we the general public are just sheeple. A str8, young, strong, smart, capable and honorable actor that convincingly plays a role of a gay, old, wheel chair bound, dumb, closed minded blind fool. Will not hear about the insignificance of his sexual choice, but he will be praised as a genius, a master of his craft, etc.. So, if actors are able to fill the roles of different types, with different beliefs and likes/dislikes acceptable/taboo. How much of a stretch getting the rest of you to understand, you do not have to pick, doesn't have to be one or the other, you can be whoever you want, whenever you want.. From many of the the profile pics, many older (above 40 guys) have zero problem stuffing their overweight, out of shape, hairy bodies into lingerie too small for them, while in their mind, they look sexy??? To make my point. I have been with 156 women (some a few fucks in a hotel room, back of a car or in a cemetery others multiple year totally in love "soulmate" types) While at the same time, I have hooked up with a little more than 200 guys. Unlike many of the str8 married guys I sucked off on a weekly basis, I am unable to lie to another human, especially about something as important as the possibility of infection that could kill them. Not one of them ever voiced any objection, or demand if you want to be with me then... some got into talking about my hookups while having sex, one of them helped me to experience getting topped, she bought my first top as my birthday present. then after I had hookup number 2 and #3 He wins as my all time best sex I have ever or will ever enjoy, with anyone male or female or ?? Six months later, we relocated to East Bay, San Fran.One Friday after an evening with coworkers/friends, we came home, I went towards the TV she headed to the bedroom. I hear her call me, I walk into the room, she is wearing her sexiest and finest lingerie with a new noticable accessory. A custom fit 8" strap on dildo. She explained we are going to recreate my hookup with #3 she (obviously) will play his role. When I was on my knees and she was behind me hands gripped tight on my hip slamming me with every muscle in her body, the look in her eye, she was in the role. in her mind she was the hung guy feeling his huge cock pound the beautiful, soft, submissive pussy of the gf. I thought she was going to orgasm so hard it would come out the tip of the dildo. When finished, I couldn't rate this one # 2 or #1 because in all aspects the scenes were nearly identical, except when he pulled out and I locked my lips around just in time to take every drop, after I exploded I turned around she pulled her strap on off and I eat pussy for hours, I would get her almost completely cleaned, just before her arousal got to intense and she orgasm again.




When I was 18, I had a very horrific hookup with a guy, I was hitch hiking, he stopped to give me a ride. The rule is Gas, Grass or Ass... No ONE rides FREE! He drove to a dump motel room also known as his residence. We got naked, I got him hard he flipped me over and started humping (like a dog) long before he got any where near my hole. He was fat, sweaty, stinky and just all around grotesque. Less then 3 minutes, I was listening to the radio, he started after the song did and pulled out and spewed on my back before the song finished. Also, if the woman I am hooking up with doesn't have at least a little difficulty getting me all the way in and balancing the pleasure of a big cock vs pain from over stretching..then I have no interest in stuffing her ass.

I apologize for the lengthy novel! I just wanted to be me, I hope I answered, if not all at least most your questions/ curiosity. If you have any questions feel free.... In closing,some parts of my life have been a bit contorted because of my disregard for soceital norms. Occasionally after breaking up with a gf, it is inevitable she is going to tell someone, usually the next boyfriend or her friends/family.. the gossip dies as quickly as the relationship. I have told them all, we may break up and you will find another boyfriend/husband. Just realize when you are sucking him or he is fucking you, the thing that is missing, besides knowing, this guy is not going to wait till I am ready to orgasm, he is going to act like almost every other guy, get horny, get hard, get off, go to sleep.... that empty less than full feeling is the 2-3" his cock can't reach!

 

Also, it is natural, you are watching as your woman is trying to take as much cock in her mouth ss she can and you can see how she is enjoying feeling you in/out repeat, curiosity. Get over the, If I like it I got to start shopping for rainbow flags and 3 bedroom houses one room for you, one for the gf and one for the hung pool guy...

 

I have a small cock and have always enjoying looking at and more other guys big cocks

 

I always considered it that "one thing" since I was a young man, for all a woman could offer me it's the one thing she could not and it excited me. When the chance presented itself many years later it was like opening up a whole new world of possibilities. Now watching porno I can be just as turned on by the man as the woman, bisexual three-ways have a new meaning. I know for certain when a woman says "you don't know what it's like to take it up the ass or suck a big dick" I can reply "you assume I don't"!?

 

I so look forward to going to the gym and looking at all the men and different kinds of cock to see

 

I too like to watch other men get off. Super hot

 

It is fun just hang out and get off

 

I love laying in my girls side of the bed and putting her panties on and jerking off in them to. Having my cock hang out the side of them, wearing her lace and g strings make me feel so sexy

 

I appreciate a nice cock on another man. I tend to think it’s common for even the straightest guy to appreciate or admire a cock, even of they don’t admit it.

 

I love watching men cum, love it when it squirts out of his cock

 

Like a nice cock. Don't care what the guy looks like

 

I recently started watching porn with young twinks masterbating and shooting their loads, ive been str8 and married all my life but I'm finding these guys wanking and cumming really hot, especially if the guy is shaved with a nice cock.

 

Watch me shoot some cum. You'll love it.

 

It's interesting how many men say they're straight but have a sexual attraction to cocks. You're not exactly straight IMO. I guess that's why someone coined the word "heteroflexible" which also cracks me up!

 

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