I've got some issues I've been sorting through lately and wanted to share. I haven't talked to many people other than my friends and others involved directly over the years, but I'd like to try to write it all down to share and think through. Apologies in advance if I may be a little bit pulp-fiction-style with the timing, I know this is all over the place, I just have a lot to try to get out here. A lot has happened since I was an early teenager to now, I'm in my late 30s now, so it's a little hard to put down on paper. A little background about me, I am a white woman and grew up in an affluent family in the Bay Area (Woodside). I was daddy's little girl (I am very petite) and was always a good dancer. I was always very outgoing and flirty and a hyper-sexual person at a very early age. I rode horses on our property since I was young and have always been curvy even though I'm petite. I have a bit of a problem as a result of my being outgoing and very sexual and want to share somewhere, so I figured I'd post here. About half my life ago when I was 18 I was a "Cyber Girl" at Great America Amusement Park in Santa Clara California. I was just starting college and had literally just turned 18 and qualified to get a job there. I was a dancer and wore a really tight yellow spandex body suit as part of the act. It was in a big theater and we had to dance around the audience and get them to come on stage to participate a lot, and I got a lot of attention then. I still do now, but being around 40, I don't feel exactly the same about it.

Anyway, I was (and still am) 4'11" and about 115lbs. I am fairly curvy for my height (around a 34C) and have hips and a nice ass from dancing and riding. One unique thing is that my pussy lips kind of show in tight clothes, especially when I dance or exercise and get all warmed up, my lips really swell up and get big and always show when I wear tight bottoms. I wore a yellow spandex body suit that was fitted for me when I was at Great America (all the dancers were fitted) and most dancers wore skin tone thongs, but they had panty liners instead of us wearing panties too. That never worked for my body shape though and I always showed through the suit either way. I was never embarrassed though - I have always liked showing off a lot! I should also mention I am a bit of a nympho and am very multiple orgasmic, from both vaginal and anal sex. I have always been really tight, but I really love anal. I also am not into condoms since I'm so tight and I don't react well to them - I don't stay as wet.

I started to experiment slowly at first when I started working at Great America. I had a couple of older Asian guys asking me after shows in the exit area off stage to buy my panties. I actually did that a couple of times and was pretty turned on by the idea. I even let one of them go down on me while I was changing, but it wasn't very private of an area I was in - I had to sneak him into one of our private bathrooms with a locking door. My man has always been really open sexually and let me do my thing, especially before we were married, but even after he has suggested for me to sleep with guys from time to time. One thing with him is that he never liked giving me anal and I always want it. A few times at work when the other dancers and I were talking to each other about sex in the dressing area, they all would say they didn't like anal and most of their men were begging them for it. I offered to take one for the team as a joke and they all laughed. I was pretty serious about that though!

I had a few experiences at the theater during shows. During each show there were a bunch of things going on, we would dance on the main stage and there was a guy announcing and we even had audience members we went and selected out of the audience to bring on stage. There were also 3 periods of darkness between video segments for about 4 or 5 minutes each where the announcer talks and there was sort of a laxer show in the dark near the stage. Since the dancers had to stand in the audience near a box at the end of a particular aisle each time to look above the audience and choose volunteers and I was all the way at the back of the theater where not a lot of people sat, I started to get felt up during the dark segments of the show. It started with older guys when they were sitting just below me where my pussy was at their eye level, and by the time that point in the show came around, I was all warmed up from dancing and running to the back aisle. Since I was warmed-up my pussy lips were really swollen and the guy sitting right next to me was about 2 feet from my crotch and could see all of me! A lot of the time, I would push my pelvis forward and turn towards them so my pussy was easier for them to see. I had a couple of guys start to show up repeatedly. During the dark segments, they would grab my ass and feel my body. I even pulled their hands toward my pussy so they would finger me through my yellow body suit, they both really liked that. I came a lot from how kinky it was. It was kinda loud in the theater, but nobody could see anything since it was pitch black for at least 3 minutes of those dark segments.

I came up with the idea to get duplicate costumes made and have zippers in them at that point. I was pretty good friends with the crew who made our costumes - especially one of the head designers and he was happy to help me, I had to pay for the material and his time though. At first, I just started with the zipper by my pussy and the first time I used it, I was so excited! I unzipped myself right when it went black and kind of spread my legs as I was next to the aisle. When the first guy was touching my ass and then realized he was touching my bare pussy lips, I could tell how excited he got. He was a white guy and a bit overweight. I had to be shaved to wear the outfit, so he could feel how wet I was right away and started to slide 2 of his fingers into my pussy. I actually kissed him for the first time while he was fingering me and grabbing my chest. I felt down to his shorts too for the first time and he was pretty well endowed, even though he was a dork in his late 30s! I even went down on him for a couple minutes, but he started to come pretty quickly in my mouth. I was laughing inside, but half freaking out because I was trying to keep track of how long it had been dark and where the announcer was in the show. I had to keep my tongue over the head of his cock because he kept coming hard and shooting streams of his come over and over. I am really good at deep throating (more on that later) and after a few seconds was able to get him down my throat while he was exploding, I kept swallowing for as long as I thought it was okay and then I pulled his hand away from my ass and pussy and zipped myself up and went back to my mark on my stand and finished the show.

That same guy came back the next week on a weekday in the early afternoon. Those shows were always slow, and he was the only one in the area where my pedestal/raised stand at the end of one of the aisles in the back of the theater. I ended up running back to it during part of the show when we left the main stage and interacted with the audience. I interacted a bit more than the other dancers though lol! The white guy was sitting a couple seats from my stand by himself and he didn't volunteer to go on stage, so I was into it and getting turned on since he was looking over at me a lot and since nobody was in the aisle he was in or the ones in front or behind him, he was pulling his rock hard cock out to show me when I looked over at him. At the first dark segment of the show, I immediately unzipped my zipper and walked over to him and instead of going down on him, I slowly sat on his lap while guiding his cock into my pussy. I let him feel my chest and was bouncing up and down and coming non-stop! I was stopping every once in a while to turn over my shoulder to make out with him. He was so hard and excited and it took him about half the segment before he came inside me. I could feel his streams of come shooting into my pussy over and over and it made me come soo hard. I know he could feel me squeezing him harder and he was grabbing my chest and moaning really loud. I had to shh him a couple of times lol! I had a hard time staying quiet when I was coming too, it felt really amazing!

The next guy was a very similar reaction the first time lol. He was about the same as the first guy, but he is Latino. When I unzipped my panties right away at the first dark segment, he was really shocked at first, but he got into it too. I kissed him a lot and went down on him too, but he didn't come right away and I had to get back to my mark after the 5 minutes in the dark. I had to keep pushing his fingers out of my pussy and his hand away from my ass so I could zip up in time lol. On the second segment, I stood directly in front of him since there was nobody sitting behind him or in his row. There were a few people several rows in front of him, but it was a weekday early show and not many people were there. He made out with me and felt my pussy and chest while I got his cock out of his shorts (it was the middle of the summer when the show ran and guys were always in shorts). He was really surprised when I turned around and sat down in his lap slowly while I guided his cock into my pussy. I was so soaked and I came right away since I was so excited! I came a few times in about a minute lol! He didn't take long either and a few minutes into the dark period I could feel him starting to throb inside me and come really hard. I didn't have time to lift up off him, so I just pushed him in as deep as I could (he was really long) so he didn't leak out of me. I had to keep squeezing my pussy closed the rest of the show and kept pushing his hands away the 3rd dark segment! Me trying to not let come leak out of my pussy became a theme during the last part of those shows for me lol!

A week or so later, he brought a friend with him who looked like he was a Mexican gang member. He has a bunch of tattoos on his arms and neck. I let him do the same thing and was really turned on, but as soon as he started to feel my pussy during the first dark segment, he just stood up in front of his seat and pulled me in front of him and slid into my pussy from behind while I grabbed the arm rail on the stand next to the aisle. He pounded me really hard almost right away and I tried to get him to stop a couple of times before I pulled away and slid him out of my pussy. It was just in time too, I got good at timing the audio lol, and I was still zipping myself up when the lights were coming back on. I was happy it was a light traffic weekday early show again since my nipples were really hard after coming a bunch of times from him fucking me in doggy.

I let him do it again the next dark segment and he still didn't come - I had to pull away from him really hard since he was grabbing my hips and grinding deep into my pussy. A few minutes into the next show segment, I teased him and whispered he only had one more chance lol. He smiled and said don't worry. I did my portion of the show and at the next dark segment I had already had my zipper between my legs open and was pulling my top zipper down a little to slide my sleeves and top down below my chest for him. I was a little surprised when he pulled me onto the ground next to my stand and spread my legs. I was soaking wet still and he slid all the way into my pussy and bottomed out right away as he made out with me really forcefully. He pounded me really hard again and was making out with me and kissing my chest the whole time. I came so much from that! He came a few minutes into the segment and I could feel him shooting his come into me over and over in streams! He pulled out and I got my zippers back up just in time again and was smiling so much the rest of the show! I had to squeeze my lips together soo much too, I was so worried his come was going to leak out and into my body suit costume since I was so soaked inside.

The next day was also a slow day and he must have told one of his friends, because another Mexican gang banger was sitting in the seat right next to me. There was nobody else in the aisle he was in or behind him and only a few people in the rows in front of him, but nobody directly in front. I was kind of nervous because he did look pretty dangerous, but I kept my normal thing going and unzipped myself right away when the first dark segment came along. I felt him grab my hand and pull my in front of him right away. He pushed my back down and I put my hands on the seat in front of him and he started to go down on me from doggy, licking my pussy and ass for a while, I could tell he was stroking his cock too. He turned me around after a little while and had me straddle his cock and make out with him while I bounced up and down on his cock. I did a really good job for him and as the announcer was getting ready to end the segment I hopped up and zipped myself up and got back in position. During the second dark segment, I had my lower zipper down instantly and had my top down past my chest pretty quickly too. He had me bent over the seat in front of him, but my head was almost all the way down to the floor lol! He was pounding my pussy and feeling my chest and I could feel him getting really hard.

After a couple minutes I tapped him on the hand and he got the message and backed up and slid his cock out of my sopping wet pussy again. I had gotten my top ready before time was up and had my lower zipper kind of stick on me as I was pulling it up and it made it only to the bottom of my pussy, I had to stop trying since my hand moving around would have given it away and since I was behind most everyone, I didn't want to draw there attention from the stage. I had to hold like that with my kitty showing for about 10 minutes and thankfully I don't think anyone saw me except the guy next to me, at least nobody on the crew told me about it lol. I was really embarrassed but still turned on since I had one more round with the gang banger guy. This time though, I didn't expect him to slide into my ass! After fucking my pussy again for a few seconds, he pulled out and slid into my ass, he went really deep right away (I am really good at relaxing) and was stroking in and out for a couple of minutes before I could feel his cock swelling up and feel his come shooting into me. He was pretty big and I was not really ready or expecting him to fuck my ass like that, but I did come extremely hard when he did! I tried my best to not make any noise, and again - I don't think anyone heard us!

It was funny because after a few weeks of about four of those tattooed Mexican gang bangers were in my row and the one directly in front, the other crew members started calling my back area the cholo area! I laughed, but it was like 3 or 4 weeks in a row of the same group of guys showing up during mid week early shows when there were like 25 people in a 1000 person theater and they were all the way in the back with me. They started double teaming me too, as soon as each dark segment started, I would just unzip my bottom zipper and walk in front of the first seat next to me and bend all the way over the seat so I could deep throat one of the guys in the front aisle and let one of guys in my aisle fuck me from behind. They would always pull my top down so they could feel my chest too, it made me come so much! I had an issue with them coming inside though and I had to get the costume designer to make me a little extra padding so I wouldn't soak through every time. When they came in my mouth it was so much every time too! I was deep throating them all the time and they took advantage and sometimes they were coming down my throat until I was gagging. I had to stop them before the lights came back on by pushing them really hard too, they were kind of rough with me.

Those guys were pretty tame though ultimately. It wasn't until one of the parties that we had where I needed a ride home and one of the other dancers named Ali had a bf who gave us a ride home when the real interesting stuff started to happen. Ali and I have had a long history together and it got really complicated. She was and still is kind of a friend, but we have huge competition issues and have had some really intense experiences with bikers together (much more on that later). Her bf ended up dropping me off that night after he dropped Ali off since he and I lived closer together and she was on the way. I wanted to tease him a little bit and showed him the costume I had made - none of the other girls were allowed to take theirs home, so he was really into it. I knew a lot of the other dancers bfs were into me, but I'm sure they were into all of us dancers lol! I did want to mess with Ali at a certain level, more than just competition, but she was dominant over me a lot. She would insult me and make me make out with her. I was the most petite and did get a little more attention since I was curvy and tiny and I know guys could all see my pussy when I was in the body suit during shows and events.

I was living in one of my family's guest houses on our property in Woodside, more like a pool house at the time and my parents were out to dinner when we got to my place. Ali's bf had already been begging to see me in the costume since he never got to see his woman up close in her outfit. When we got to my place, I agreed to show him and invited him in and led him back to my room. I told him to sit on my bed and I took my top and bra off in front of him which he was really surprised by. I smiled and kept going, taking my shoes and shorts off. I was standing right in front of him in just my panties and I turned away from him and bent over right in front of his face as I took my panties off so he could see my bare ass and pussy.

Before he could react, I grabbed my body suit and walked into the bathroom to change into it. Once I was dressed, I walked back in (all zipped up between my legs) and straddled him on the bed and started to make out with him. I told him it was okay to touch and put his hand on my ass and the other on my chest and we both laughed. We continued to make out for a while and I could feel him getting hard under his shorts. I got down on my knees and had him stand up in front of me and pull his shorts down, he was so hard! I was smiling since he was throbbing already and I hadn't even touched him! I went down on him and am pretty good at that, I can deep throat even really long guys and I did for him, I could tell he really liked it and he kept telling me how amazing I was. He had a really nice cock too, a few inches longer than my mans and I asked him to sit on the bed as I stood up and I unzipped the top of my body suit in the back and pulled it down below my chest and told him that if he was good and told all of the other dancer's bfs about me that I would show him a secret.

He promised me he would talk to them about me wanting them and I unzipped the zipper between my legs and straddled him again after he slid up further onto the bed. I was really wet already and even though he was really big, I slid the head of his cock inside my pussy pretty quickly and was bouncing up and down really well for him right away. I came so much and was so excited to be fucking him, I had fantasized about it for a long time and was so happy to be getting fucked in my body suit. I knew he was so into it too, that was a huge turn on and I was soaking wet the whole time we fucked! He was kissing my chest and I kept bending over to make out with him as he laid all the way back on the bed and watched his cock disappearing all the way into my pussy over and over.

I was trying my very best because I knew he was going to tell the other guys about me and I really had a competition thing going with the other dancers. I was making out with him like we were married lol! I let him kiss my chest and force his tongue down my throat all night. I was grinding really hard into him and letting him bottom out in my pussy over and over. It hurt a little, but I am kinda into that as long as it's not really painful. Anal never really hurts for some reason - even if I'm not lubed - I usually don't use lube. He let me ride him for 10 minutes or so and then flipped me on my back and pounded me really hard for a while. I kept telling him how amazing he was in between making out with him and he was soo hard the whole time! I could feel he was getting ready to come and I offered him anal. He smiled so much when I asked him to fuck me in my ass and he pulled out and let me get on my hands and knees. He fucked my pussy in doggy for a while before he pulled out again and started to slide into my ass.

I'm pretty good at relaxing and it didn't take long for Ali's bf to get all the way in and start sliding really far in and out. I was moaning and came almost immediately and he was slapping my ass and grabbing my hips really hard while he started to pound me. It was really amazing and I could feel him getting harder as he was getting ready to come inside my ass. It made me come really hard feeling that and he started to come too as he pounded me as hard as he could, I was screaming and moaning and he started to as well as he was exploding inside me for a really long time! He collapsed on my back and we both fell flat onto the bed with him still deep inside me.

We eventually got up and he pulled out of me slowly, we went and took a shower together and I was making out with him the whole time and letting him feel me up and finger me. I know he was really into me, but I didn't want to make a mess out of relationships and I tried to distance any feelings right away. I reminded him of his promise and told him I wanted all the dancers bfs to come in my ass like he did! This was the first summer I was really being bold and exploring my fetishes and I could tell he was going to tell them and like right away lol. They did get together sometimes before they picked us up in the employee parking lot of Great America and sometimes we ran long and they would just be talking near their cars and trucks while waiting for us in general.

I know they all talked pretty soon because a week later when I walked out to the car and was getting a ride from him with his gf again, they were all smiling and staring at me. A couple of them were saying hi and going out of their way to watch me walk by in my shorts and tight top, I was smiling at all of them and saying hi back in my sexy voice! We ended up fucking that night as well and since I didn't have anything going on with my bf, he ended up staying really late and went a few rounds together. I let him come in my pussy a couple of those times which did turn out to be an issue with his gf way later on. She didn't like him going bare and coming in my pussy, but I did kind of want to for that specific reason - it was part of the competition thing I'm sure. I always made sure they were really deep when they were coming in my pussy and would squeeze my lips really hard when they pulled out by habit to keep as much of them as deep inside me as I could lol! I was (and still am) a nympho obviously, but I can't help being me!

That night I told him to give my cell to the other guys next time he talked and have them all share it. I asked him to have them text me if they were interested and out of the 11 dancers I danced with in the next couple of years, all of their bfs texted me. There were 8 at first and a few cycled through after the first season. The first set of guys all texted back within a couple of days of me giving the first guy my number. They all asked about anal too lol, I was like damn, they are as up front and blunt as I was! I was okay with it though and told them all to meet me at a hotel and I would come to them and be dressed up under a coat in my body suit. They were all really into me in the yellow body suit, but I got them all to pay for the material for the color of body suit that their gfs wore too. I ended up wearing their gfs color for them when I would meet up with them.

They all really were into it for sure, I know I was. I wasn't attracted to a lot of them, but there were definitely a few that were very well built and a few were very well endowed. I had fun for over a year with that group of guys, my mom was really sexual too and was a little jealous I got so much attention lol. I had attention even from some of the other dancers dads too. I would sometimes get out early since my role was earlier in the show and I had to stand at the back of the audience in the aisle for long parts toward the end of the show after we dance on stage at the start. Since I didn't have to rehearse a lot of those parts, I would look out in the parking lot and see who was waiting to pick up their daughters (or gfs).

I argued a lot with a few of the other dancers (we all did lol), especially with a couple of the Asian girls and whenever those girl's dads were in the parking lot, I would go into the private bathrooms in our dressing room area and get into little shorts and a tight top with no bra (the show was always in summer) and I would take a couple of minutes to play with my clit and pussy lips to get myself swollen up, and pinch my nipples while fantasizing about one of the dads in the parking lot. After a few minutes I'd be swollen and my nipples would be showing and I would walk out to the parking lot in short shorts with a camel toe showing and put my bag down next to the dad I was thinking about and they would always start talking to me while they were staring at my body. I know they had a thing for white girls and I would always be in really tight short spandex shorts and a tight top showing off my chest. My pussy lips would always be showing when I talked to them! The two Asian girl's dads always stared at my pussy, I was really turned on by that!

One of those two always offered to let me sit in the front seat while I waited and I always took them up and made sure I was really swollen up and had my camel toe showing really well when I opened the door lol! I was very forward and would put my hand on their legs when I was laughing at their jokes and was smiling non-stop. I would very subtly open my legs whenever I caught them looking at my pussy and would always smile when they looked up. I even wrote my cell number down for two of them who always had me in their car and asked them to call me, right after I did I grabbed their right hand and put it on my pussy. Both of them just left their hand on my pussy and slowly started to rub my pussy lips. I would just smile and continue to talk to them and act like nothing was happening, they both loved that! After a couple of minutes outside my shorts, I would lift the top of my shorts up and both of them instantly had their hand on my soaked pussy! They both were fingering me and I had the seat leaned back a little and pulled my top up for them if there weren't many cars around.

Every time after the first time I did that, they would immediately put their hand on me when I jumped in their car! I was making out with them and letting them kiss my chest and finger me for a few weeks before we took it to the next level. The first time I tried going down on one of them, he came in like 30 seconds and was a little embarrassed I think. He had a car that was kinda low to the ground, so he was really cautious about touching me with other cars around. One of them had a truck and I had sex with him for a couple of weeks almost every day in a row in his truck before we eventually started going to hotels. I knew my man was late and the show rehearsal was going long, so I let him finger me for a while. I couldn't take it though and started to go down on him.

After a minute or two, I just said fuck it and pulled my clothes off and lied back on the bench seat of his truck. It took him a few seconds to think about it, but he finally just slid into me and started to slowly fuck me while he kissed my chest and made out with me...he was kissing me so much! It was actually really passionate and I could tell he was really, really into it. It only took him about 10 minutes to come and when he did, he came so much inside my pussy! He wasn't pounding me too hard, but he did force his way in as deep as he could and was stroking in and out a long way for a long time. It was pretty amazing, I had soaked my bfs seat by the time we got home too! I had to tell him to go inside because I had to call my friend just so I could clean up the seat and cover my shorts to walk inside!

My bf would always pull up near where we were parked since it was late by the time we would get out and the times I would leave early, I didn't text him for a while so I could spend time with the other dancers dads. I always had him text when he was a few blocks away from the parking lot so I would have time to get my clothes sorted out. When he did pull up and I was in one of their cars, I almost always had a hand inside my shorts on or fingers in my soaked pussy lol! I promised both of the dads that I was spending a lot of time with that I would show off in my body suit for them if they got a hotel, I had to show them both my ID to prove I was 18 before they fucked me, but they both got a hotel not too long after they started to feel me up in their cars (within a month for both).

I really wanted to get back at Ali who I argued with a lot and I slept with both dads for about 6 months before everything blew up. I met with them on weeknights (separate nights obviously lol) and I would get dressed up in my body suit for them to fuck me. They were both really excited each time they saw me and I was enjoying them falling for me, which they both did to a certain extent. I did let them do everything they wanted to me though. One of them even wanted me to wear the same color body suit as his daughter, that was really kinky, but I did that for him most of the time. He always came in my pussy while I was in doggy with my head way down in the pillows.

One of the Asian dad's and I did have kind of a close call in his truck, we were lucky he had big tires and it was up above where most people could see in to the seat where I was lying down naked. One of the times he was fucking me, another big truck came up and parked next to us. Luckily the guy got out right away and didn't look in, but the Asian dad was soo freaked out by that. He started to back his truck in one specific space that nobody could pull up next to us. He was the one I fucked the most out of the bfs and dads - I think he was really falling for me at the end. During the two weeks in the truck, I would get out of the dressing room like lightning so we had as much time as possible, and I'd head right for his truck. Luckily there weren't very many people there at that time of night and the security guards are at the other end of this huge parking lot. We usually had like 45 minutes to fuck before anyone started to walk out of the rehearsal. I was really into it since he was in pretty good shape and actually pretty well endowed too, he wasn't that long, but pretty thick. I also really wanted to mess with his daughter, she was always a real bitch to me!

After the first week of him coming in my pussy (and omg it was so much!) I asked him to fuck my ass, which kind of shocked him at first. After a little bit of convincing, I had my legs folded up above my sides as I was lying on my back on his truck bench seat and he was forcing his cock into my ass! I was coming so hard once he got all the way in and was stroking in and out. He was making out with me so much while he fucked me and kept popping his head up to the window level to watch around the truck lol! I kept coming and he kept licking my nipples and making out with me really forcefully and pounding my ass as hard as he could. He was stroking in and out really far and he actually lasted a really long time too - it was over 30 minutes before he came really hard. I was really into that!

I know he was trying to last as long as he could and I think he was on Viagra after the first couple of times because his cock was rock hard all the time after the first couple of times we fucked. He was hard at first, but he was super hard all the other times! I remember bringing baby wipes in case we ever got to do that, and since he was coming so much in my pussy, I had to prep to get into my bfs car so I didn't leak all over every time on the way home! I really liked him fucking me in the ass in public like that, it was really naughty and I liked that we could get caught at any time, especially by his daughter! I think he did too, that's probably why he was so excited and came so hard every time we were together.

That continued for my first couple of years at Great America dancing as a cybergirl. It started to get really complicated though and I got caught up with Ali around this time. I'll post more in a few minutes, here are some GIFs of Ali and me.

 

My problems really started to boil after about 2 years dancing at Great America. Ali found out I was fucking all the guys from her boyfriend's biker friend accidentally. He had brought a friend with him a couple of times since he knew I had a thing for bikers ever since I was much younger. Ali's bf is friends with a biker who was part of a club in San Jose, it turns out his dad is part of the same club too. At some point when Ali was out drinking with her bf and his friend, the friend was talking to Ali when her bf was getting drinks for them and told her how much he loved to fuck me. He was bragging to her and mentioned how she was really cool to let her man fuck me with him. She didn't know what he was talking about and totally interrogated her man when he got back to the table about it. Once she found out, she talked to the other dancers and I was in a really bad position. Nobody said anything though and Ali set me up a little while later. I did have a bit of a thing for the guys with tattoos, bikers and gang members for some reason, it got me really wet to have sex with them and I came more than I normally do. I had some experiences when I was really young that shaped my sexual drive though.

For some background, I was just barely a teenager when I lost my virginity on our ranch in Woodside. We had a few workers for our horse stables and some of the orchards and stuff. One of the guys was a biker in his 40s and he took care of the olive trees and some of the other stuff. I was always riding horses and liked his motorcycle and would hang around near the stables and areas where he would be a lot of the time . I was always in short shorts and tight tops even back then when I was just becoming a teenager and was already fully developed and had my chest and ass, I am only 4'11" after all, it didn't take a lot of time to develop lol! I really liked to tease all the guys on the ranch and I got attention from my horse trainer and especially the biker. He always offered to take me for a ride on his bike, I never told my parents and since they were away a lot of the time anyway, and I let him take me on a ride for my first teenage birthday.

It was a weekday a few days after my bday and I snuck out with him and we went up into the mountains a little bit, and it was really fun! I remember really liking the speed and going through the corners, plus the feeling of the bike humming between my legs and holding onto him made me come a few times - I was very sexual at an early age though. I was still a virgin at that point, but from riding horses and playing with myself, I was very multi-orgasmic. I didn't expect him to take us to an area in the trees off the main road, but he drove us down a dirt road for a while and I knew something was up. When he stopped the bike I asked him what we were doing and he said that he wanted to do something for me. I asked him what and he just said he had to show me.

I followed him to an area that was above the road and flat between some trees and he put down a blanket and he started to take my top off and kiss my nipples and make out with me. That was the first time I kissed anyone and he did go fairly slow thankfully. He was making out with me within a few minutes though and I didn't stop him since he was way bigger than me. He took his clothes off, and I was totally stunned when I saw his cock, I had never seen one and it was so long and thick! I hesitated a little as he pulled my shorts and panties off too, but he just pulled them off harder and forced me down on the blanket. I didn't know what to do or what he was going to do and he himself slid down between my legs and started to go down on me. That was the first time I felt that too and I was really nervous! He just kept telling me to relax and he went really slow for a long time. I eventually did relax to the point where I started to come in his mouth over and over. He was focusing on my clit and then sliding his tongue as deep as he could inside my pussy and ass. After what seemed like an hour or so, he stood up and pulled me up to my knees in front of him. He had me open my mouth and he put the head, of what seemed at the time, his enormous cock in my mouth. I sucked on it a little and he told me what to do the whole time and grabbed my head and started to slide in and out.

I kept looking at his cock in amazement since he was so long and asked him how big it was, he just smiled and told me 9 inches. It was definitely thicker than my arm at the time too lol, I had a hard time getting my mouth around him at first, but he kept telling me how good I was doing and telling me to let him go deeper and to relax (he probably told me that a million times over those next several years!) Eventually he was going really slow and pushing himself all the way into my throat. I was gagging and coughing at first, but he kept telling me that he was showing me the right way to do it and that I just needed to relax and breath through my nose. Eventually he did get all the way in and I was pushing my nose up to his stomach above his cock once he was all the way in. He told me I was the best and kept complimenting me and stood me up and kissed me and my chest for a while before he laid me back down and started to slide the head of his cock between my pussy lips. His compliments really got to me and I was trying really hard for him.

I was nervous again one I was on my back with my legs spread and before I could say anything, he told me to relax again and started to make out with me as he gently pushed his way all the way in, really slowly and carefully. I was in pain because he was so big and thick and he kept pulling out when he went to hard or too deep and after a few minutes I was wet enough and relaxed enough for him to start stroking all the way in and out and even pounding me a little. He never pounded too hard, but he was very strong and dominant. He was making out with me and kissing my chest so much too, which I was totally getting into and coming non-stop, even back then! He fucked me on my back the first time for about 45 minutes and he made me come so many times from fucking my pussy and feeling me up and kissing my chest and neck and making out with me really passionately. I still think about that when I play with myself at night a lot of the time. He was so good, but in my experiences, bikers always are!

I was actually really enjoying it by the time he abruptly pulled out and kind of stalled a little, I asked him why he stopped and he told me he couldn't come in my pussy and smiled because he could tell I really liked it. He said that he was going to come inside me even though he couldn't in my pussy yet, and he pulled my legs over his shoulders and he started to push the head of his cock into my ass! I was in pain again and he had to go really slowly, which he did thankfully! Even though he was trying to be gentle, he was really forceful. It took him a really long time to get all the way in and even then he wasn't able to stroke all the way in and out once he was in for quite a while, he just was taking small strokes and making out with me and kissing my chest the whole time. I really got into that and came more from the anal and him feeling me up and kissing me than him fucking my pussy. After about 20 minutes of going slow, he was finally able to stroke all the way in and out. He did that for another 10 minutes and then he flipped me over onto my hands and knees and slid back into my ass and was grabbing my hips. My ass started to clap against his stomach while he was pounding me for another 15 minutes (it seemed like forever at the time), I remember that sound vividly!

I could feel him getting even harder than he was at first and he told me he was going to come inside me, I didn't know what that meant and kind of screamed a bit when I felt him throbbing and his cock expanding in my ass when he was shooting his come into me, especially since he pushed his cock all the way inside my ass when he started to come! He kissed me really quick though from over my shoulder and I stopped making noise and just let him finish coming inside my ass. He was so far inside me and I could feel him throbbing really hard and shooting his come over and over, it was so deep! He pulled out really slowly and was stroking back in and slowly sliding out for a really long time. Once he was out, he had some tissue in his pocket to clean me up. After we got dressed, he made out with me a lot and was asking me how I liked it. I admitted to him that I did like it a lot and he asked me to let him play with me at the ranch when nobody was around. I agreed and we ended up taking a ride back home after spending a few hours together in the woods.

Even when there were other people around, I would sometimes go down on him in the horse stables. And even the couple of times when other workers came into the stables at the same time, I was so small that they didn't see me on my knees in front of him while the gates were closed in the stalls. I really got into anal too since he was coming in me like that most of the time. The other times he was coming down my throat really deep, I got really good at both and really enjoy both now. I did when I was working at Great America too obviously lol. A lot of the time he would just bend me over and have me grab a hay stack and he would pull my shorts down lick my pussy and ass for a couple of minutes from behind and then slide right into my ass. He always was gentle at first, but he would always pound me really hard, especially when he was coming. I got really into that and would always come crazy hard when he did, I even learned to be fairly quiet when I was coming, but that was hard to do with him! It was basically a daily thing for many years with him, we would always find a place there wasn't anyone watching and he would pound me really hard. I got very used to anal and really liked feeling his come inside me when I was walking around after we had sex.

The biker gave me some bday presents too over the years, the first was my clit ring on my second teenage bday. He took me over to one of the out buildings in the back of our property (we have hundreds of acres) and one of his biker friends was there. He had a bunch of tattoos (they both did) and they were talking to me about getting one. I was actually interested, but didn't want to yet. Instead, I ended up taking my shorts off and getting my clit pierced. The bikers told me that I needed to give a favor back when I was healed and a week later the same friend came with us to the place in the mountains I lost my virginity and they took turns fucking me. They both came in my ass a couple of times and it was the first time I was really sore from sex for a couple of days after. They kept telling me how amazing I was and how incredible it was I could take them pounding my pussy and ass for so long, so I let them go for a long time, longer than I should have. I learned a few lessons that day lol! They had me on my hands and knees a couple of times where I was going down on one and the other was fucking my pussy or ass from behind, that was the first time I had been part of a train like that with more than one guy inside me at the same time.

The next bday, I let them give me a tattoo and I let the biker choose. He wanted me to get an "HA" on my body in a visible spot. I asked him what it meant and he just told me it was initials important to him. His friend was convincing me too and I let them do it. I didn't understand what it meant, but more on that later. That was kind of hot too because his friend who gave me the tattoo wanted to fuck me while he tattooed me, he said it was a fantasy of his, so I let him do it. Since the biker that worked at my place wasn't in the room when he fucked me, he didn't pull out of my pussy and fuck my ass when he started to come, instead he said he wanted to give me a present. After he had finished with the tattoo, he pounded my pussy really hard while I was on my back on the ground. He was so hard and was stroking so far in and out! After about 45 minutes, he started to moan and come really hard inside my pussy and I really wasn't ready for it since they had always came in my ass or down my throat.

I could feel his come pulsing out of his rock hard cock and I came so hard at the same time, it was the first time a guy had come in my pussy and I remember how amazing it felt! It made me go over the edge and I was moaning and writhing around and coming so hard, it was the hardest I had ever come and my ears were literally ringing as I arched my back really far up into him. He was kissing my chest and holding my back into his stomach and forcing his cock as deep into my pussy as he could while continued to explode inside my sopping wet pussy! I was very attracted to him though, he was tall and pretty handsome and had a perfect cock, it was so long! He stayed on top of me and was making out with me and kissing my chest for a really long time while he was still throbbing a little and still coming inside me for a few minutes, it was insane! I was really into him though, I had a big crush on him for sure! I always did for bikers though, for some reason I seem to attract them too. I did with Ali and her bf's dad, we'll get into that in a bit.

Once we recovered, the biker who worked for us came in and saw us making out and watched his friend kissing my chest and making out with me. He watched us for a while and after a few minutes his friend slowly started pulling all the way out of my drenched pussy. When he saw his friend's come dripping down from my pussy to my thighs and ass he kinda freaked out! He asked him what he was doing and his friend just laughed while they argued a little about it. I wasn't on birth control, so he was worried about his friend getting me pregnant. I ended up not getting pregnant from either of them (or from a few of the other guys on the ranch), but I was also worried for a while since I was so young and they were so much older than me. I definitely wouldn't have known what to tell my parents. His friend came over a bunch of times in the next several years too, he did the same thing with me all the time without letting the biker who worked for us know. I'm not sure if he was trying to get me pregnant, but I know he thought it was funny to not listen to his friend about it and come inside my pussy as much as he could get away with it. It always made me come really hard when he came inside me like that, I never tried to stop them, or any of the other guy on our ranch to be open about it.

One afternoon about 6 months or so after he gave me my HA club property tattoo, I saw him walk up from our back yard near our barn and didn't see the biker who worked for us with him, so I waived and walked back to him. He walked behind the barn and I followed him to where he had a blanket on the ground. What I didn't notice at the time was the horse trainer (an older Mexican guy in his 50s) saw me walking back around the barn with the biker and followed me. I was on my back with my clothes off and the biker going down on me when I thought I saw someone, but the horse trainer was around the corner still watching us while being hidden by the barn. I let the biker keep going and eventually he slid his cock inside me and was stroking in and out of my pussy really deep when the horse trainer walked up to us and said that looks very nice!

I laughed nervously and didn't know what to do and the biker just kept going and said hello back to him and agreed with him and laughed. The horse trainer said he wanted his turn next and would make sure nobody walked back here and he stepped back to the corner and watched the biker fuck me for another 15 minutes or so. When he did start to come, he was so hard and was pounding really deep in my pussy, he started to come and I had already come 10 or 20 times and went over the edge. The trainer noticed that and at that point was standing next to us and he had to put his hand over my mouth because I was so loud (even though we were very far away from anyone else on the property behind that barn.) The biker took a while to recover and pull his long cock out of my pussy and the horse trainer took his place after complimenting me and how good it looked to watch me get fucked like that!

The trainer immediately was making out with me and kissing my chest and sliding the head of his rock hard cock into my pussy. He wasn't quite as long (still like 7 or 8 inches though), and he was really thick and was pounding me really hard right away! I could literally feel all the veins in his cock while he was stroking all the way in and out (even though he was in his 50s, he was in amazing shape and was really pounding me), it was pretty amazing! He had trained me to ride horses and has known me my whole life at that point and it was really odd at first (I know he reaaaaallly wanted me!), but since he was so into it, I was really turned on and coming a lot from him fucking my pussy. He was really getting into that and was sucking on my nipples (my chest was popping out at that age) and making out with me really forcefully! I was really turned on by that especially and about 30 minutes into him pounding me, he started to come really hard in my pussy too! I wasn't even thinking about getting pregnant since it was so hot and was the first time I had guys taking turns coming in my pussy like that. It made me come so hard each time they did!

They both came in my pussy a few times each that afternoon before they let me go back inside for dinner with my family! It was so hot! They gave up on taking turns doing the lookout at the corner of the barn, instead they had me on my hands and knees and were making me go down on one of them while the other was fucking me from behind. They came in me so much that day, I remember having to change my panties a couple of times that night, I even had to excuse myself from the dinner table in front of my family! I was so worried about them finding out. I had a lot of fun even though I was sore, but they were both really big and athletic. They did that with me a few times over the next couple of weeks, and I really loved it! I was really sexually into both of them, I had teased the horse trainer for years, the biker friend too, but I wasn't around him as much. I had been naked a few times in the pool room the summer before the horse trainer fucked me in my second year as a teenager. He was coming in to talk to me about doing something for the horses and I told him to come into my room when I was naked. I stood there and talked to him with my little swollen pussy for like 10 minutes before he walked out, he was staring at my body the whole time and was smiling at me. He even complimented me when I bent over in front of him to move my shoes for no reason lol! He never touched me, but I really wanted him to.

The biker that worked for us did find out about them coming in my pussy, I talked to him about it and he wanted to know what his friend was up to since he saw his bike parked around the corner from our house near a neighbors property a bunch of times, but couldn't find his friend or me. I told him everything and how they came in my pussy so many times, he talked to both of them about it and they both promised to coming in my ass and mouth, but that was definitely not what they did lol! The trainer was the worst, he would come in my pussy almost every night during my teenage years once we started fucking, and he would always tell me to not say anything to the biker. I never did after the first time, but it was something I worried about a lot since the trainer came so much each time! The trainer was in really good shape and way stronger than my little 4'11" self is, so I always went along with it. I'm pretty sure he was trying to get me pregnant since he would always bury himself inside my pussy when he would come. Thankfully that never happened with him, my parents would have freaked out for sure!

We actually fucked like that for several years before I got my first bf at 17 (who I married), but even then, I would still do a few kinky things with them on a regular basis. I couldn't help liking being with those guys, we had sex for like 7 years straight. The only problem was the trainer lived onsite in the buildings near where the pool house was and after that afternoon, he would come into my room around 2am and stay until 4 or 5am every night to fuck me. I was into it at first, but it was literally every night until after I turned 19 years old and had my boyfriend over a lot. And even then, if my bf would go home before midnight, the trainer would come in my room and fuck me. Even when I was with my man, the trainer was still coming in my pussy as deep as he could and he would have me bent way over or have my ass up on pillows when I was on my back so his come stayed inside my pussy. I would let him do whatever he wanted (which was kissing my chest and making out with me most of the time lol!), but I didn't really have much of a choice once he was in my bed. In my late teens I had to take Plan B pill twice, I am pretty sure it was because of him.

Back to my current problem in a few...here's some pics of some of the orgies I've been in with HA bikers and my friend Ali. More on that next.

 

So, back to Ali and her man setting me up when I was 18 and dancing at Great America. Once Ali found out about me fucking the other dancer's bfs and a couple of the Asian dancers dads, they all talked and came up with a plan. Ali took the lead and she had me go to her place before we were supposed to go out dancing with our friends. She and her man and his biker friend were drinking when I got there. I didn't know until later, but they spiked my drink with something and I was out of it! I ended up having an orgy with Ali, her bf, his friend and her bf's dad. They took video of everything too and I was so fucked up (I'll post them here and in my albums). Her now father-in-law is a biker too (I got him to share the video with me a long time ago), which I didn't know at the time. She threatened to tell my man everything if I didn't hang out with him for a few weekends on his motorcycle.

I didn't know what that meant and dressed kinda skimpy. I got picked up by Ali's bfs dad and rode on the back of his bike in my tiny shorts and tight top to his biker club. I got way too much attention from his biker friends and I didn't realize it was an organized sort of thing - no offense to any of those out there. I got fought over right away when we walked into their club and I got 'claimed' by one of the older guys. I didn't want that, but didn't really have a choice since there were so many guys there and there were only a couple of other women and I was really nervous. They were older and were trying to convince me to join and that they were all great guys. I kind of froze up and didn't react to them touching me and I was kind of getting felt up in front of a group of guys by the 2 women.

I could tell they were all capable of violence and went along when the women started to make out with me and feel me up, I was in a tank top and short spandex shorts I really liked to wear that showed my pussy a little too much after riding on a motorcycle and my lips swelling up (I'll post a pic of me at 18 in that outfit too.) They pulled my top off and all the guys were watching them kiss my chest and make out with me. I tried to stop them when they pulled my shorts off since I didn't have panties on, but they got them off and I was naked in front of like 20 guys making out with women I never met before. My pussy was really swollen from riding on the back of the motorcycle on the way to the club and I could see all of the guys staring at my lips. I got put on a pool table and had my legs spread and the 2 women were making out with me and kissing my chest while they were taking turns fingering me while all the guys were crowding around the end of the table to watch us. I couldn't help coming while they fingered me and that gave the guy who claimed me enough incentive to take me into one of the back rooms with a bed.

He asked me how old I was when we were walking back to the room and I told him I just turned 18 a couple months ago and he said "perfect". I told him I had a boyfriend and he and the other 2 guys smiled when he said "you have 22 boyfriends and your old man" as he pointed to himself and laughed. The room was kinda small, so he and 2 of the other leaders were in there with me and had me on my hands and knees one of them fucking me from behind while I was going down on the other 2. I was a little freaked out since this was the first time I had been with more than one guy at the same time. I also didn't have my purse or birth control (I was on the pill), and they were all going bare in me (and felt so amazing if I'm open about it) and I had no idea if they were going to let me go.

I was really scared, but excited since they were so good at fucking me. First the 2 and then a bunch of others in the club took turns with me while the leader was in the room with us until I was obviously too sore to continue. There were a couple that were really, really long and they both had me in a train while most of the other guys stuffed themselves near the doorway to watch. I was deep throating them and taking them really deep in my pussy and ass. I was really pink after several hours of that and my pussy lips were way more swollen than usual lol! I think I slept with 8 or 9 of them the first night. I only had my ID in my shorts and they saw that fall to the ground when the women took my shorts off. The guy I came with tried to hold onto that, but the leader took it from him and they all knew my address and full name and cell number (from Ali's bfs dad), so I was worried about that too. I thought about not going back, but Ali threatened me again if I didn't.

I ended up going back partly because they were all really good when they were fucking me (some of the best sex I've had in my life!) I came more than I ever did with all of them and was so wet until I got dehydrated lol! It's still the best sex I've ever had, they all had amazing ways of fucking me and were really well endowed. I was really turned on by all of them, even the ones in their 30s and 40s. They kept coming in my pussy and ass each time, so I stayed sopping wet from their come too. I still think about them when I play with my clit in bed at night. I went back the second time with shorts and panties on for the ride home lol. The last time, my yellow shorts with the white stripe (same as my profile pic, I'll post it here too) were soaked through to the car seat. I got the same welcome and instant attention and was naked in the back room pretty quickly. It was like dogs fighting over a bone again and a few of them actually did start fighting with each other. I thought that was kinda hot though since they were fighting over me!

I was kinda worried again, but I really didn't want my man to know what I had done, so I let a bunch of them fuck me again. It was mostly new guys except the leaders fucked me first again. I came so many times I lost count and was kind off in a daze. I was getting kissed and being felt up and having my chest kissed all day long. They were all really good again, some of them were pretty huge too. I remember having to ask a bunch of them to go slowly to get the head of their cock in my pussy and ass and again to slow down once they were inside me and were pounding too hard lol. A couple were too thick for anal, so they pounded my pussy really hard instead. I got sore again though after a few hours and asked them to stop. They didn't for a while and I had to beg them a few times, but there were a few guys that weren't going to be told no! They did eventually they let me get dressed and leave about 5 hours in, but I'm sure I slept with way over 10 of them the second night. I was kinda pissy with them and got in a bit of an argument with the leader, but Ali yelled at me on the ride home when I called her to complain and told me I had to go back again. I eventually agreed even though I was pretty upset.

I did go back one last weekend, but it was a different. I got spiked again with something right away, I had a drink, but I thought it was just bottled water. I ended up feeling really weird, really relaxed like I didn't care about anything that was happening to me and kinda blacked out even though I was awake. I know they took turns with me a lot more than the other times. They also put small tattoos of their club's initials inside my pussy lips (under my panty line obviously). I asked Ali later on and she told me I said I wanted it when they told me I deserved it for coming back again. The leaders of the local club had a couple of other bikers who I think led another club down in Hollister over to fuck me that night. I remember the 2 guys from Hollister take me in the back first and I was really relaxed when they fucked me. I hadn't had double penetration before that night, but those 2 had me in cowgirl on top of one of them and the other was fucking my ass from behind (they were so good!) I remember coming so hard when one of them started to come and them both kissing me and my chest the whole time. I really got into that and I'm sure I was putting on a show for all of them. It turned out that it was Ali's bfs Uncles that I was fucking, when I found out from Ali, I kinda freaked out, but she told me I was doing her a favor and delaying things a bit for her. I didn't understand what she meant at first.

When I was with her future Uncles, it wasn't until the Sunday afternoon that they let me go. I was back to sober by then since it was a couple of nights total I was with them the last time, but I didn't remember everything even then. I remember my pussy and ass being way sore, but not remembering very much else and being so freaked out since they took my birth control with my purse right away and I hadn't taken my pill. I was also freaked out at the little tattoos when I realized they were there, I even had a hard time seeing them inside my pussy lips, I could just feel them. I actually still have them and my husband has never figured out what it means since it is kinda hard to tell, its basically saying my body is their property by branding my pussy lips. I won't say which organization it is specifically, but I can say "Hello All"! Even if I'm standing naked I can't see them in the mirror, I have to open my pussy lips a little bit and then I can see the H and A. I do that a lot before I go to bed or play with my clit in front of a mirror so I can see them and think about getting fucked by all of them! It was very odd at the time though since I was daddy's little rich girl and I got myself into so much trouble that I had initials of a gang inside my pussy lips, along with all their come from the weekend!

I told Ali that I wouldn't do that again after that since I was pretty scared of them after they branded me. She never really agreed though and we ended up going to the Hollister club together right before she was getting married to her bf about a year after I started fucking them. She had to get 'jumped in' is what some of the guys were calling it when they were teasing her before we started. It was kinda weird since the guys there were mainly her 2 future Uncles and a few cousins too. There were a couple of other guys, but it was mainly guys that were going to be at her wedding in a couple of weeks. I got fucked pretty hard by those guys, but a lot of them were focused on Ali. Especially her new Father-in-law and Uncles. They all came in her pussy and mouth so much over a couple of weekends we went together (those are the GIFs I've been posting in this thread.) I know she didn't want to do it, she kept telling me over and over, but she had to do it to be part of the club. I was already looked at as property and have had some ongoing issues because of Ali and my tattoos.

About a month after tattoo incident, I got a pregnancy test and all my STD tests and thankfully I was clean (the bikers all promised me that they were), but unfortunately I was pregnant even though I was taking the pill every night. That was really scary since I knew it was probably the bikers the night I fell asleep with them when they spiked my water and gave me the tattoo inside my pussy lips. I have no idea which ones came in my pussy, but it was probably more than 10 of them based on how sore I was the next day. I could feel how wet I was inside still too, that was a weird feeling, like being full and squishy lol! It could have been any of the weekends too, so I really had no idea who got me pregnant. My husband and I have had a couple of kids after our first, but since my oldest is now in his 20s, I can tell he looks a lot like one of the bikers specifically. It wasn't one of the leaders, but one of the guys there had the same hairline and ears as my son does, I can just tell. I'm kinda glad in a sense because that HA biker was really hot and well endowed. He came in my mouth a couple of times over the years and it was so much come too (more than anyone I've ever swallowed), so I think it was him. My son doesn't look like my husband and is a lot bigger too, just like that biker.

Ali knew about me getting pregnant too. We had talked about both being worried since they kept us overnight together at least twice on a weekend and took our purses with our birth control. And Ali had to go back to Hollister on 3 weekends by herself to spend the night in her 2 new Uncles beds and also with her cousins. She said they had gang banged her at her cousins place and took her purse when she got there. It was 2 nights she missed back-to-back when her new cousins were fucking her and she was sure she got pregnant from one of them, but couldn't know for sure without a test. I know I must have from one of the bikers too and we kind of bonded about that at first, but she ended up using that against me since my man didn't know (her bf was completely aware of the orgies she went to). I got out of things though eventually after a few more years (we can go into detail later), but around 24 or 25 I wasn't involved in the HA club gatherings any more. I am now in my late 30s and haven't had contact with Ali until recently.

As of a couple months ago, my man is working as a contractor for the company Ali works for by chance. He has had to deal with her a few times and she found out he is married to me still. He never found out about the other guys but she never forgot about what I did with all the dancers guys. She always knew how much my man wanted her and she took advantage of him to get back at me again. She went to a hotel with him telling him she would let him fuck her and that she had a thing for him and had him go down on her. She told me she actually straddled his face, letting him grab her chest, but that was it. After she came a few times, she looked at her phone and told him she had to go. I was pretty pissed about it in general, but it was kind of funny how she left him hanging lol. I didn't like getting told about it from her for sure, and she didn't tell me at first.

It was a couple of days later I got a text from her saying hi and that we needed to talk. She sent along a few pics and videos from the orgy we had when I was 18 to remind me (I had my own copies I've kept that I got from her Father-in-law). She mentioned that she and my husband were having some issues at work and sent an all caps text asking if my man had seen those pics. I kinda freaked and agreed to meet her. She actually had me meet her at a local hotel and I didn't think anything about that at first, but once I was in the room with her and we starting talking I felt kind of trapped. She threatened me that if I didn't do a few more sexual things for her that she would tell my man what I did when we were dancers together with all the dancers boyfriends. I kind of didn't say much for a while until she told me she would tell him about the bikers and how she knows I got pregnant by one of them fucking me.

That freaked me out since I know my man doesn't know about my oldest son. I know it would really make my man mad, so I went along with her. Ali was showing domination again that first meeting where we came to an agreement. She's always been like that though, she never goes down on me, but will make me do it for her all the time. Like normal, she had me lie down and she took off her stretch pants and straddled my face and came in my mouth a bunch of times while talking dirty to me and pulling my clothes off and feeling me up. She started to text someone too with her phone and after 10 minutes or so of her riding my face, I heard a knock at the door. She went and opened it without any bottoms on and there was a younger guy at the door who she let in and wouldn't let grab her as he tried to hug and kiss her. She instead pointed him at me and he immediately changed his attention.

As he lied on top of me and started to kiss my chest and make out with me, she told me to do a really good job for him "or else!" I was really freaked out, but I got into making out with him and him fingering me. I was soaking wet and getting into it and was coming a lot already. Ali told me he was her nephew from her husbands side and that I was his bday present. She watched us for a while and as he was going down on me she was fingering her clit next to us and she pulled her top off so he could watch. I came so hard that I think she got a little jealous because she had him lie on his back after I came and had me climb on top of him and ride his cock. He was really big too and really young. I asked how old he was and he didn't answer and looked at her, she immediately said 18 and I still wasn't sure lol. She just threatened me again and I climbed all the way onto him and started to slide his cock into my pussy. It didn't take long and I was bouncing up and down on him.

After a couple of minutes of watching, she climbed onto his face facing away from me and let him lick her pussy while he took turns feeling both of our chests. He really got into that and his cock got so hard! It made me come so much that I had a hard time holding myself up! After she came a couple of times, she told him to pound me from on top and she played with her clit again next to us while he pounded me for another 10 or 15 minutes while we made out and he kissed my chest. I came so much and eventually so did he! He was coming for over a minute and I kept holding him and wrapped my legs around him as he collapsed into me. It was actually very cute! Although after he got dressed and thanked us and left, she told me she might have lied and that he'd be 18 in a couple of years. I was super pissed, but she reminded me she knew about my son and how the bikers got me pregnant and asked in a pointed bitchy way if my husband did. I really didn't want to risk that, so I told her I would go along with what she wanted. She actually pinned me down and straddled my face and made me go down on her until she came in my mouth too, she was tring her best to fuck with me at that point.

While we were at the hotel, Ali asked if I still had the Cyber Girl body suits from Great America and I still do. I told her and she asked to have the red suit. I ended up giving it to her that week and she told me to bring the other one to the same hotel we were at with her nephew that next weekend. I did and without my knowing at the time, she had me dress up and meet a coworker of my husband. I have to admit that I do look pretty good in the body suit still, I still have a butt from dancing and my chest is still really big for my height. I am in great shape, exercise a lot and eat well, so I think the outfit really set the first of my man's coworkers off. He was kissing me and pulling the zipper between my legs open right away. I am always shaved completely always and he was rubbing my clit really nicely while kissing me slowly and grabbing my chest.

I was really turned on and he didn't even let me take the suit off when he bent me over the desk in the room and started to fuck my pussy from behind. I eventually did pull the top down below my chest, but he left the suit on and took me to the bed. He laid me on my back at first, but after a while he told me to get on my knees and he started to fuck my ass from behind. It's been a while for that and it shocked me at first. I did get into it, but he didn't even ask me, he just pushed his cock deep as he could right away. I got pounded from behind for about 10 minutes before he exploded inside me! He wasn't huge, but I could feel the veins in his long white cock pulsing as he came in my ass! I didn't know who he was until a few weeks later when she told me, but I slept with a few of my husbands coworkers before I found out who they were and had her stop asking them if they wanted to hookup with "her friend". I had to argue with her quite a bit, and even after she threatened me I was kind of a bitch to her for a couple days. Once I calmed down I tried to smooth things out, but it didn't really work too well.

I think that kind of pissed Ali off more than she normally is and she had me go to the hotel and hook up with what I thought were just random Mexican guys at first, but they turned out to be her landscapers. They weren't that unattractive either lol, both are in pretty good shape and in their 30s. I think she wanted to watch them double team me and she was with me when they showed up at the room. She was dressed and I was totally naked when they walked in, and they were instantly kissing me and fondling me. I was on the bed on my back with one of them going down on me and the other making out with me and kissing my nipples. I was so turned on and I know that got to her, I think she had fantasized about them, but never wanted to actually cheat on her man like that. I got fucked really hard by both of them, they were taking turns and had my head off the side of the bed so one of them could fuck my mouth too. I eventually ended up on my back though and they were taking turns in missionary. I watched my "friend" pull her skirt up too and take her panties off so she could finger herself, I know she wanted to tease them as much as she could. She got the attention of one of the guys a little too much though after a few minutes of spreading her legs and he pulled her by her open legs to the end of the bed and pinned her arms down when she tried to stop him. I know she isn't supposed to fuck anyone outside the HA club and she definitely didn't want that to happen in front of me so I would have ammunition against her. But besides that, she never wanted even the other HA guys coming in her pussy, I could tell she would get upset even though we weren't allowed to show it or to tell any HA member no.

At that point I could tell Ali was really serious and she kept telling the Mexican guy "no" and "I don't want to do it" and I didn't know what to do. I couldn't fight them off either and was enjoying being fucked to a certain extent since I was going along with it anyway. She on the other hand kept trying to fight him while he slid his cock inside her and started to pound her pussy really hard. After a while of trying to not kiss him, she started to make out with him a little and not fight as much, but every so often she would wriggle around and try to push him away and he would have to pin her down again and pound her really hard for a few minutes for her to relax all the way. After 20 or 30 minutes and after the guy inside me came really hard in my pussy while we were watching them (me too a bunch of times to be honest about it, it was really hot to watch), he pulled out to go pin her down for his friend. His friend didn't take too long once she was not fighting back and he had her legs over his shoulders and was deep in her pussy when he came. I could tell he wanted to do that for a really long time too lol, he was moaning really loud and smiling from ear to ear and pounding her so hard and it took forever for him to stop coming! I was smirking a bit too, but only because she has been a bitch to me for a long time and it was really hot. She was so pissed though lol! I could see how angry she was as she was waiting for him to finish and pull out, it did take him several minutes! He kept kissing her chest and making out with her even though she obviously just wanted him to pull out.

Once he was finally done, he slowly pulled his still hard cock out of her soaked pussy and she immediately got up, put her panties on and got fully dressed, hitting him and his friend in the arm really hard on her way past to the desk. They both were apologizing to her and trying to follow her, but she just got her shoes on and grabbed her purse and walked out of the room giving them both dirty looks as she left. They both were talking to each other in Spanish as son as she left and as I was getting dressed, they told me "no!" and pulled me back into bed with them. I ended up spending the night with them (tough one to explain to my man that night lol) and they fucked me a bunch of times until the next afternoon when I was too sore for any more fun. She had me talk to her at a park a couple of days later and threatened me again about my son, I told her it was okay and that I wouldn't tell her man anything. She told me she promised him she wouldn't do that to him and she really didn't want it to happen. I told her I could tell, but it was really hot to watch. She blushed and was a bit angry at me, but she had watched them both take turns with me and fuck me at the same time, so she couldn't be too mad! I told her I would still do what she wanted and not say anything about her getting fucked. She told me it was okay and to come over to her house in a few days.

When I showed up at her house a couple of weeks ago, the landscapers were out back and as I walked to the entrance, she met me and we walked out back. They recognize me right away and she told them to follow us into the guest bedroom that she led us into from their back deck. I was worried her man was there and she told me nobody else was home. As I got in, she had me strip and lie on the bed again. I got eaten and kissed all over and was coming a lot right away again with them and after a while of them having me on my knees going down on one while the other fucked my pussy from behind, she told one of them that I loved to be fucked in the ass, he didn't hesitate and slid into my ass pretty quickly. I was really excited and let him pound me almost as son as he got all the way in. He did that for a while when his friend told him to have him lie down with me on top of him, he did and his friend climbed on top of me and slid into my pussy. I let them both fuck me like that for a few minutes and was coming pretty hard when she took her stretch pants and panties down to her mid thighs so she could finger herself while she watched us.

I was surprised that only a minute or so later, the guy on top of me in my pussy pulled out and walked over to her, she tried to pull her pants and panties up, but by the time he got over to her, she wasn't done lol. He grabbed her by her arms and threw her on the bed above me. I was at the end of the bed standing with my ass up in the air and the other guy fucking it from doggie. We both watched as the guy who didn't get to fuck her last time was struggling with her and pulled her pants and panties totally off and away from her. She still had a tank top on, but was teasing them with it I'm sure - it barely covered her chest. Even though she was telling him no, her nipples were showing through her top and she was no resistance for him. He just pinned her arms down easily and forced his the head of his cock inside her pussy once he was between her legs.

She was wet from playing with her kitty already, so it didn't take too long for him to bottom out inside her and start pounding her hard. He was really fucking her hard too, even harder that the first guy did. She was squirming around the whole time too and was telling him no and to stop over and over. I didn't know what to do and couldn't move since the guy behind me was like 7 or 8 inches inside my ass and was grabbing my hips really hard. I was getting off on watching them too, I could feel the guys cock inside me getting harder too, I know he liked it. And the guy who was fucking her was big too, he was able to pin both her arms down with one hand and force her to kiss him with the other hand. She relaxed a little once he put her in doggy and fucked her pussy from behind, but they both had pretty nice cocks and she was moaning a lot when he was going really deep and bottoming-out in her pussy from behind. She tried to pull away at one point, but he was grabbing her hips really hard and pounding her really, really deep.

After 30 minutes or so and Ali struggling a few more times he just pushed her flat on the bed and pounded her as hard as he could until he came. It was the same as the other guy, I could tell they both wanted to come in her for a long time! They both moaned so loud and I could tell they were coming a lot inside her. They did for me too, but I think she teased them with her outfits for years before this and they were way more excited to fuck her than me...kinda like the HA bikers in Hollister! I'm not sure if she really wanted it at some level in her brain, but she acted like she didn't for sure. Once the first guy pulled out, they weren't done with Ali. The guy behind me pulled out of my ass and said something to his friend in Spanish, his friend kept holding Ali down and the guy behind me walked over to her and slid into her ass while they both pinned her down. She was yelling at him to stop, but neither of them were listening to her at all. I lied on the bed next to them for a while before the guy who came in her pussy recovered and came over to me and started to fuck me in missionary. We watched Ali get pounded in her ass while lying flat on her stomach for about 10 minutes or so and were making out between looking over and getting really turned on.

Ali got flipped on her back too and she had her legs over the guys shoulders and he was fucking her ass and making out with her from missionary. I was coming so much from watching her get fucked like that and she kept trying to wiggle away and kept saying no the whole time, I could tell she was really serious too. She might have had some fantasy about them and want to watch them with me, but she definitely didn't want to have sex with them I could hear that in her voice. When the guy who was fucking her in the ass came, it made me come so hard for some reason and I think that irked Ali a lot. I was making out with the guy inside me and coming so hard until he pulled out after the other guy pulled out of Ali's ass and he walked over to her and took his friends place. It was like another 20 minutes of her getting her ass pounded before he came inside her again too! It was amazing to watch, but she was so pissed the whole time! I had to kind of hide my smiles, but couldn't help but enjoy it myself at some level.

After both of them came for a final time, she and I were getting dressed as they walked out to the backyard to get ready to leave. She was so mad and kept giving me really angry looks. She finally said that I needed to keep my mouth shut about this or else she would punish me. She kept asking me why I didn't stop them and I just kept telling her I wasn't strong enough. She was really furious though and it took a while for her to calm down. After a while she threatened me again and said she would tell my man about my son and threatened to come up with a punishment for me not stopping the landscapers. I kept telling her I couldn't do anything and that they were too big, but then she kept asking why I was getting off on it and I just smiled and had no answer lol! It was really hot to watch!

So now the problem is that Ali has set me up last weekend on Friday night. I was with her and tied up on the bed when a few bikers walked into the room, one of them that had fucked me when I was 18. I could tell by the way he was looking at me that he couldn't quite remember me, but he definitely recognized me to some degree. I tried to not look him right in the eye, but that didn't last too long. Ali left before they really got into it with me (or should I say into me!) And it didn't take long before I was on my knees and they all had their cocks out in front of me to take turns grabbing and sucking on. I was deep throating all of them and they were all really getting into it and calling me a slut and a whore and a bunch of other dirty names. I kind of liked that and got really wet and into it.

The guy that fucked me when I was 18 was there when I got my branding on my pussy lips and when he was going down on me while the others were making out with me and kissing my chest while I was lying on my back, he saw the HA tattoo inside each of my pussy lips and recognized me from when the HA club used me for orgies. He told his friends about who I was as son as he remembered me and they all agreed that I was HA property still and I needed to go back with them to their place right away. I tried to argue and explain that I have a family, but they kept saying that they claimed ownership of my body a long time ago and that I couldn't argue with them. After a little bit more resistance, they basically told me I needed to make my body available for them or whoever they say I need to fuck whenever they want.

I ended up going back with them to a house in the hills above San Jose and they were taking turns fucking me last Friday night. They took my cell so I couldn't call my husband and I ended up not texting him until the next afternoon. He was freaked out, but I made up an excuse about an emergency and tried to keep everyone happy. The HA bikers had more of their friends over on Saturday, I ended up wearing a bikini and having to give lap dances and take turns getting fucked by all of them. It was the first time I've had that much sex in a long time, not since the last time the HAs had fun with me. I think I had sex with 10 guys, but I kinda lost track, I was coming all day and the night before, so I've been in a bit of a daze lately.

They ended up giving me another HA tattoo on Sunday too, this time on my wrist. They said they needed to be able to recognize me easier and told me I was lucky it wasn't going on my neck. I was told I had to behave and respond to their texts and that I needed to fuck whoever they asked me to fuck. I ended up staying the night on Saturday again and there were a few guys that came over who I had fucked when I was 18, it was really weird to have sex with them again, but they were all really good at it and I really enjoyed it a lot. The being dominated and being a group of guys property is not something I was prepared for though, even if it turns me on in ways I can't explain. They texted me today with an address of an HA club in the north Bay Area that I am supposed to go to this weekend. I know there will be a lot of guys there (he said about 7 or 8 on the texts) and I'm supposed to let them do whatever they want to me sexually. I am not allowed to tell them no is the bottom line. I am a little scared, but am going to go along with them unless someone has a better solution for me.

Here's some of Ali and her Father-in-Law the first night with the Hollister club:






Here's some of her with her Uncles:







Me with one of her Uncles:




Here's some of her with her cousins (not that I'm upset with her or anything


She thinks the one who is coming in her mouth here is the one who got her pregnant.

 

Wow ur a real whore

 

I definitely have been at times.

 

Your life has been one that you seem to be in full controal of. For you being a nimpfo fit your personality as the preformer on stage and behind the seans. Now that your older I can see why you chose to put it all down so others can see who you realy were. I comend you for your honisty and understand what life is like whan sex is a drug that overtakes you.
How are you doing now? My life is so much diferent than yours but still the same . I just have such a craving for cock all I want is more and more! Finding a gay bathhouse has let me continue to enjoy what I lust for more than anything! thanks for shairing your story it's the best and most detailed I have found on this site.

 

Damn!

 

come clean to your husband and tell him the truth. tell him how manipulative your "ad-dick- shun" is and how it's created a situation that started four years before you met each other. you'll never be truly happy in life living with lie(s)/secret(s) of this magnitude. I can't imagine someone with your experiences harboring any feelings resembling shame. one could completely understand if someone were to feel disappointment in themselves for not being honest with their spouse and having that little secret snowball bringing with it anxieties. the longer it takes for the truth to come out, bigger and bigger anxieties will likely surface with more frequency........telling your husband the truth takes away her power over you, your addiction started long before you met your husband, don't forget that the mark of a true friend is somebody who knows all of your faults and is still willing to hang out with you.


in the case of marriage - in many wedding vows many things are said, very often some of the things said are similar to or include:
......for better or worse, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, till death do us part........
somewhere I read " the truth will set you free"
I hope things work out the way you would like them for you and your family good luck! best wishes to all involved (not sure if I wish Ali luck or good tidings, **probably not equally, if I do**) my you and your family find happiness!

truth: seemingly one of the scariest things to confront for the human race

C