Well coming down off that Meth. Going to quit. When i do it though i want to watch porn preferably anal. But yea when i do meth i like putting things in my butt including my fingers. So like i had sex with my girlfriend a couple times both holes. I like fucling her in the butt. But yea bored an still horny an al clean an im really want to fuck myself with a big toy. Idk i like it alot sometimes i cant stop. I guess im venting ill call this a debate whether i folllow through. I probley will one last time on the meth. I feel like walking down the street an try to find anyone thatll fuck me with a condom though.