When I was little my brother and I shared a room.
I was 3 and he was 5. Sometimes, we would sneak into our dark closet naked, sit indian style in front of one another and dare each other to kiss each other’s privates.
I would lean forward, kiss his little dick and sit right back up squealing with laughter.
My memory of this is sketchy at best, but I don’t remember ever getting caught.

I also remember this one time my brothers, 5 and 10 got me to take my clothes off and lay on the top bunk and close my eyes and they had their fat friend try to put his dick in my mouth. Ew!
I remember opening my eyes to see this chubby kid on top of me and my brothers and the chubby kid’s sister watching from the bottom bunk.


But the most significant of these very early episodes was the boy across the street.
He was 13 and I was 3 or 4.
I remember my brothers and I would go into his room to watch him play video games and then he would tell my brothers to go into the closet and hide.
While they were in the closet, this kid from across the street, would try so hard to get me naked.
I had these pink Osh Kosh B’gosh overall and I vividly remember him undoing the buckles and taking it off of me.
I would lay on his floor naked.
He would pull his pants down around his ankles and lay on top of me and wiggle around and try to put his dick inside me. Thankfully, he didn’t quite get the “being hard” concept and it never worked.
And when the front failed, he would ask me to lay on my stomach and I remember he would rub his dick along my butt crack and I would giggle because it tickled and I still remember him saying “do you like that?” and I would shriek “yes!”
(Maybe that’s why I’m INSANE about doggy style).
There were a few times when I would look around the room I would see my brothers peeking out of the closet to see what this older boy was doing to me but they never tried to stop him.

Even at the age of 3 or 4 I knew what was happening was sexual. Sad, and pathetic, but still sexual and this would be my material for when I would 1st start masturbating which was soon after. I would think of the kid across the street begging me to suck his dick and I would lie on top of a doll or balled up t-shirt and dry hump it until the tiniest bolt of electricity buzzed through me.

Now masturbating, I did get caught….

 

kitty all kids experament with sex some just play and others try but it all has a impression on the persons prefrance of what position they will prefer, kitty if you like doggystyle it is from your early sex play for some reason i like doing a girl from behind while we lay side by side....

the crazy one

 

Oh, I know all kids play around. I just, hrm. I guess my "story" should have had a point. Perhaps it's we play, but when do we realize it's bigger than that?
And I find it fascinating that what happened the 1st time has helped craft my sexual appetite/preference...

 

you need to flash it out some hun you could make a great story out of it

 

thats very interesting, this might help prove/ disprove your theory...do you prefer older men? the large age difference of that experience might shape that as well. also, you went over there knowing you wouldnt have control of whether or not that jackass molested you....hmmmm