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    You can now get verified on forum.

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  1. winter328

    winter328 Amateur

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    I am a guy and I am super straight. Since 5th grade, I keep fantasizing about very deep emotional love. I don't fantasize about flirting or romance (like going to romantic dinner, walking on beach or something). In my fantasy, I am so happy to have this girl (a girl that I created,) as my wife and knowing she is my wife and having her around me is like heaven in my fantasy. Every time, we are separated, I miss her so much. I worry about her so much.

    The love is so deep, no one can break it. In the fantasy, I never can have sex with her because I worry that I might hurt her. I instantly lose my erection when I think about this fantasy when I am jerking off. This fantasy helps me fall a sleep at night.

    I always feel depress and sad in real life because I don't have anyone to love like that.

    Am I weird?
     
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  2. SilverLycan

    SilverLycan The XnXX Alpha Wolf

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    No, you're not weird. I created my own perfect fantasy woman in my mind. But it's really self sabotage because every woman you find in the real world will never, ever, live up to the fantasy. And it's not fair to the real women either because how would you feel if someone you loved kept up unrealistic expectations? It's a real mood-killer.
    Your last line in your post resonates with me because I feel exactly like that. The first step to developing a healthy emotional being is getting rid of the fantasy.

    Sometimes I wonder if creating this fantasy is a sign of emotional immaturity... My emotional growth has been stunted by a few things that've happened in my life, and I find that creating this fantasy is akin to creating an imaginary friend.
     
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