Hi i write my diary regularly and i think it would feel fun/good/refreshing to share the sexual parts (because i never have shared those thoughts because its impossible to share sexual diary entries with people you live near, that'd be too awkward) so i'll share it in this thread and it'd be interesting to see if anyone has a comment about me and my life or advice.

Entry 1

I like university a lot more than high school because at high school of course the uniforms were boring whereas at university you can wear anything at anytime and won't be warned by a teacher.

That might sound like a small thing and not a big deal but if you have feelings for someone it can be fun to wear something that makes you feel sexual around your crush.

In summer i think the heat makes people feel more sexual too so you add the fact we wear less clothes in summer to the theory that heat makes is more sexual and you have a really aroused feeling.

Actually its probably more than a theory because you know how they say guys shrink when in a cold pool? Well that must mean guys grow an erection in hot weather more right?

That's why i look at men's pants a little more in summer + they wear shorts which are usually thin and light so its more sexual and in theory he might have an erection in hot weather more likely.

I don't date guys so maybe i'm just aroused by looking at men's pants because i've not been to bed with one, whereas other girls are probably desensitized to seeing men in shorts because they've probably seen naked erections and/or had sex.

But i don't think i could ever have sex with a guy, they're too intense from far away when i've got a crush so i can't imagine being close/nude with one.

When a family friend hugged me for my birthday his chest squashed my boobs and since then i've been nervous + excited around him because that was intense and a little sexual.

That's another reason why summer feels more sexual, you have no bra on sometimes, but actually when i'm braless i wear tops with built-in bras.

 

I think that you should find/select/elect someone nice to bring you into reality. From the small part of you seen on your avatar this should not be a problem.

 

Hi Kice, i have a girlfriend but never date guys, not comfortable with guys.

 

But i like guys for a crush.

 

It's too bad you're not comfortable around men bc you clearly find men attractive & interesting.

 

I've been thinking about doing something similar to what you're doing, sort of an on-line diary. I'll watch your thread and see how it goes.

 

Well u can only but try

 

And men are more mysterious as i know a lot less about their everything so its fun, but the downside is they are too mysterious for comfort i guess.

I'm maybe too boring for a sexual diary but at least its a place too keep my intimate entries so i don't have to put them in my paper diary at home (so if someone at home snoops in my diary in my bedroom it won't have sexual entries at least!).

And by writing in the forum i'll take more care of grammar, whereas i'm usually lazy in that way in my paper diary.

 

Entry 2

I wonder why guys have a reputation for being more sexual than girls.
Is it because their sexual organ is outside their body more?
Or are guys actually no more sexual than girls but just that guys are more confident and honest about how excited they feel?

I've heard guys talk about masturbating and they were not even guys that I knew!
And one time at netball I saw 3 guys sitting near the court and one of them did an imitation of someone else because he said "this is john watching melissa play netball" and he put his hand in his shorts and did big movements with his hand to pretend masturbating in a big/fast way.
I don't think i'd ever see a girl do something like that in public or private either, and most of my friends are girls so it'd have happened by now if it was going to happen, no?
Even for sleepovers i've never seen anyone do that kind of thing, and actually we don't even talk about masturbating in a shy way even.

Or actually i do remember one girl said something in class once that was extreme, because the teacher was talking about marketing and i can't remember how this got brought up but someone mentioned sexpo (its an exhibition about sex that's held once each year) and a girl said that she went with their friends and purchased a vibrator.
And the teacher was a guy and he heard it, everyone heard it, actually it was like she was the only person talking and she said it really loud!
I'm not saying its wrong of her or anything, just i've never seen a girl talk about sex in class with a guy in the room.
Anyway when she said vibrator i looked at the guy teacher's face and i couldn't stop laughing and he started laughing from me laughing i guess, its fun to connect in such a strange moment and it felt nice!

 

Interesting entries, can't wait to read more! If you ever want to talk about guy stuff, or ask a guy questions, feel free to PM me! I feel you may be more comfortable for you since it won't be face to face, and you get to learn more about guys and possibly be more comfortable around them!

 

Thanks i think guys are my fav subject it looks like.

 

I think I've got a similar problem with you, I'm shy around girls

 

I'm never comfortable around girls I find pretty or have feelings or crush on.

 

Good to know! Like I said, send me a pm if you wanna talk to me, I think we could become good friends, and I can give you some insight on my own personal thoughs about being a guy and answering your questions

 

Me too my voice goes too breathy when i talk to a crush.

I was going to message but my gf just saw me writing a message and she said to only post on the forum but i'll try to change her mind.

 

Why doesn't your gf try to help you out, I mean isn't she bi or doesn't she have a boyfriend?

 

your dirty diary isn't uncommon at all. women are sexual creatures, for the most part who love fucking and cumming more than men do, as your orgasm is more intense. if your gf wont allow you to PM me, then lets just talk on my page

 

Understandable. If it helps, she can join in the conversation.

 

She's a lesbian and i'm too but i think about guys a lot whereas she doesn't :/

I only have them at my gfs house because my bedroom is next to mum's bedroom and she hears if ya moan.
Do guys moan too?