I'm not sure what to make of this really.

There have been times where I've fantasized what it would be like to be a woman in a sexual situation, now I've never fantasized of actually have sex with a man as a man, but this is a recurring theme that pops up every now and then.

I have no real attraction to men, but for whatever reason, the idea of being the "shoes" of a women is very stimulating. I should also add that at one point, during a personal crisis in identity (I was severely bullied in school ever since kindergarten) that at one point I wondered if I would have been better off as a women, up to the point of desiring and wishing to be one.

Does this make me bi-sexual, seeing as I would never want to actually have intercourse with males as I am now, I don't think it does. It's a very confusing frame of mind, I've always been the emotional sort, being raised by my mother for the most of my childhood, and looking back on it, I actually was very feminine I guess, preferring to play games like house or doctor, typically choosing to role play female roles over males (this is a habit to this day) and even playing barbie dolls as opposed to GI joe.

What do you all make of it? have you ever had a similar fantasy, or am I just weird and kinky like that?

It's been a very perplexing and confusing thought.

 

Don't worry about it. You are who you are, it is what it is. Explore your sexuality. Maybe hook up with a dominate female or a tranny so you can find yourself. I dunno just do "what feels right. I grew up being bullied till I hit puberty, it made me angry undoubtedly but I found out what I am. I'm not about to get fucked by a chick but i do enjoy a certain amount of domination. Do what feels right to you.

 

That's the thing, the fantasies always involve me being completely female, not a women being more dominate than me. Typically its a reverse role, where I'm literally in the women's position with an anonymous male and I "as the women" making love.

These fantasies typically come as a dream and as said, it's a very perplexing fantasy I suppose.

I'm not sure if anyone here is into hentai (japanese anime pornography) but I've always had a strong interest in a male turned female (legitimately 100% female in all regards) themed pornography. It's a major turn on for some reason.

Is this normal? There are stranger fetishes I suppose but this seems to conflict with me sexuality and everything I've been raised up on.

 

Christine Jorgenson

"Normalcy" is overrated. Why the hangup about labels? "Weird... kinky...bisexual..." = who's to say? And what's their opinion worth! Eros is multifaceted & a genuine erotic vocation will involve you multivalently.

If it's any support, puberty coincided with a gender identity crisis. In those dim dorky days - the 1950s - there were ooh-la-la rumors about sex change surgery, referred to as a Christine Jorgenson. Through my most intense cum-generative years I focused on sex change surgery & how to get it, wanting to become female so I could be a lesbian, wanting to know The Feminine from the inside, so to speak. At 18 an exotic, sibylline girl in whom I'd confided took me down & drained me. As we lay side-by-side, she raised herself on an elbow, looked me in the face, & said "I'm glad you're a boy!" That settled it. I've been glad I'm a boy ever since.

 

Nah don't worry I'm a 6'4" 200 pound power/Olympic lifter but, I hate sports in general, couldn't relate to gearheads who fucked with there cars and hung out with more girls ever than guys! I never felt related to the typical guy and hung out with the freaks, geeks and weirdos (as they would call them) raised by women I always had more of a gentle side than most and have also thought what it would be like to be fucked as a woman for real, I feel your just a normal curious man with nothing to worry about!

 

I don't know about "normal" because there is no "normal."

Have you ever crossdressed? Dressing up as a woman to see how it feels? I'm not intending you to go out into the world unless you are ready. I mean exploring what it feels like to let yourself enjoy your feminine side.

Many men who crossdress are heterosexual or bisexual. It allows us to step aside from the strict masculine rolls that we think society expects us to follow.

 

I look at it this way.
I love my wife.
I love fucking her and knowing that she is getting off from it.
It's only natural to wonder what she feels while it's happening.
Just as I'm sure she'd love to know what it feels like for me when I cum or why I love her blowjobs so much.

I just think that if I could feel what she feels, then it would make me a better sex partner.

 

No, I think it's pretty normal. I have fantasies like that from time to time...what would it be like to be able to push a part of me completely, deeply into a woman, to feel her surround me...and to erupt inside her with orgasmic force....

When I'm with another woman, I almost always think about what it would be like to fuck her...

 

There are times when I wish there was a "read slow, in a whisper" font.

 

When in doubt, you should always read a post like that as if it were spoken slowly and softly, my voice carefully enunciating each syllable, every consonant, every vowel, as lasciviously as possible, lingering just a little longer on the word...."fuck"...

Can you hear me, murmuring in your ear...?

....fuck...
....fuck...
....fuuuck...

 

schwing!:rose: