The laws broke our legal marriage apart and since my father abandoned me and my mom it was accidental incest and since my dad did serve time once upon a time he was sentenced to 16 months to be released on April 2011 The courts explained since we are aware of our relationship next offense we commit that incest related crime could lead to both parties serving time.

On December 2009 I moved from Cali to another state where I was now 3 months pregnant with our fourth child.

2010

It was official our marriage was annulled. I visited him with the kids every week as much as I could. I wrote him a lot.

When I had Hector Jr in June I was much too busy for lawn care and hired a person everyone in our culdesac uses to manicure their lawn. His name was Jason and his prices were great he was a kind man and sweet with the kids. Since the kids would be outside playing when they saw him they were naturally drawn to his friendly demeanor. He got my boys to help mow the lawn and taught them a few things and later on asked them to be sure they throw the trash out for mommy. When he'd see the girls in the area where a garden should be he had the girls plant seeds and asked them to be sure to help mommy keep the house tidy. Since he was well received from the neighborhood people and the kids I would bring him iced tea or invite him in for a sandwich. He and I spent a lot of time together he was about 30 and had no kids. One day we hung out on my porch and asked about the kids dad and I said you wouldn't be able to handle the truth and I don't want people judging me or my kids. He then did something very childish, he raised his pinky and said You can share your secret I promise not to share or judge. I then told him my situation as crazy as it sounded his facial expression did not change. He knew I was waiting for him & loved him dearly. He also knew I was lonely and new to the area. The first time we had sex was in my basement. I was trying to do laundry and my dryer was failing to dry my clothes. It was a very hot day and usually I prance around the house in a springy dress because it is so hot. The kids were tired and fell asleep. Jay called to ask if he could pick the boys up to watch monster trucks. I said yes and told him about my dryer and asked what could it be? He said I'll be right over. The door bell rang, I answered and greeted. We walked toward the basement and I took all the clothes out the dryer. He started working on it while I sat on my washer while it was still running and chatting. He made a few jokes about the spinning cycle coming up. I attempted to hop off the washer and my thighs were stuck to the machine since I had a skirt. We both laughed While he cleaned out the lint and reconnected everything. He said put some clothes in there for a test run and I grabbed the previous pile and bent over to put the load in I went to grad the door and rubbed Jays member by accident. I swiftly apologized and he said no worries. We went up stairs and I asked if he had eaten because I had left overs from earlier and he said he'd love some. We had a glass of wine and continued chatting. It was now midnight and he said I probably should go thanks for dinner and wine and I said no thank you. I walked him to the door and he went to hug me good bye, I don't know what had gotten into me but I kissed him. At 1st he looked shocked as if he didn't know how to receive the kiss and so I apologized. He then got closer and kissed me in my door way, we closed the door and I guided him to my bedroom. There were no words and we quietly undressed each other and kissed areas on each other no one but a husband or wife should be kissing. He climbed on the bed and I climbed on after him kissing his hairy legs from the calve, to the knee, then the thighs and then I cupped his sack and gentle kissed one and licked his shaft from the base to the head then my full lips wrapped around his head tongue kissing is and I came up for air till I stuff the entire thing in my mouth making myself gag while he moaned. I then kissed his stomach and sucked on a pierced nipple and kissed him neck until our lips met again and his member was directly underneath the entrance of my very wet sweet spot. We desperately lusted one another. I wanted to sit on it slowly but his thirst to be inside me was anxious he had placed his hands on my hips and firmly held tight while he thrust upwards and I groaned loudly. It happened rather briefly and when he released inside me the warmth of his semen coating my cervix made me cum. Our lips touched again and I collapsed beside him. We doze off I woke up at 6am and looked at him while he slept. Baby Hec was fussing and I put a robe on and went to grab him and returned to my room. Jay is now up and baby Hec is excited to see Jay. As I sat there watching my son play with Jay. I realized that I've allowed Jay to cum inside me. Why?i asked my self.

"Jay Im not on the pill" I shared

"Ok" he replied

"I love my husband" I shared

"You have options" Jay shared.

"Next time we have to be safe" I shared

"Next time? Don't you regret it" Jay shared

"No, but I do love my husband" I shared

As he moved my hair from my face he said " he's lucky"

I leaned toward him and kissed him.

Since then Jay & I have been active but we've tried to play it safe.

About a month or so later on one of my visits to see Manny I had to tell him about Jay.

"I met a guy" I started

"Yeah, how is he" he replied

"He's amazing with the kids" i shared

"But how is he with you" he asked

"He's wonderful but I love you" I shared

"That's great and I love you" he replied

"Are you mad" I asked

"Why would I be mad" he replied

"Because ....I'm pregnant" I blurred out

"Its ok hunny, Id like to meet him,ill add him to my list" he said

"Ok" I replied

The drive home was long I haven't told Jay about the pregnancy yet. Im unsure of his reaction yet. When I arrived home Jay was on my porch waiting for us.

"Hi kids how was your visit with dad" Jay asked

"Good" everyone shouted

"Ok kiddos go wash up" I said

Jay grabbed my waist and pulled me close and kissed me on my lips saying that he missed me.

"Manny wants to meet you" I shared

"Ok, I'd love to meet him too"he replied

Jay was cooking lunch for the kids and I asked him if he could sleep over so we could chat later on tonight after the kids sleep. He agreed.

He stayed up with the kids playing games, when they all finally fell asleep. We we're in my bedroom laying naked after sex.

"Jason its been like four months we know each mother what keeps you coming around" I asked

"Work and your kids are great...and you I like you" Jason replied.

"That's sweet but What if I told you I'm pregnant would you still come around" I shared

"I would ask Manny to marry you" he replied excited.

"Why" I asked

"Because I believe a child should have both parents in one loving home" Jason replied.

"If I were to say yes where does that leave Manny" I shared

"Right here with us" Jason asked

"What" i asked

"You two love each other but can't be with eachother, let's add an addition to the house for him and whatever happens between you two is between just the two of you. Just don't get pregnant by him if we marry. I just hope you grow to love me like you love him someday" he replied

I reached to kiss his lips softly and he climbed on me and I made love to him the entire night.

It was morning and the older kids haven't seen Jay sleep over. He got up and was asking who wants pancakes? The kids asked Jay are you gonna live with us? Jay said only if you guys want me to. Yes we do, they turned over to me and asked me if jay can sleepover everyday. I laughed and replied we'll see.

Jason has been so accepting of this mess my life has been in and very supportive. The following week we drove together to the facility and we both went in to visit we left the kids with Jason's sister. I walked in and hugged Manny per my usual and give him a kiss on the lips. Manny this is Jason and they both agreed it was a pleasure to finally meet.

"Not sure how much Venuz has shared but please don't freak out" Manny warned Jason.

"I believe she shared everything" Jason replied. Manny thought i didn't really like him and was just using him for sex. He then realized I must like Him because she shared so much already including her bed.

"What do you think about my kids" Manny asked.

"What do you mean? Your kids are full of energy and awesome" Jason Answered

"Do you loved them?"Manny asked

"Yes, and your daughter" Jason replied

"Jason" I spoke softly

"I suspected that much" Manny said

"I'd like to ask you for her hand in marriage" Jason asked

"Jason" I repeated again

"You have my blessing"Manny replied

I got up hugged Manny so tight and said "I love you so much"

We walked away silently to the car and drove home. We pull in the drive way and he holds my hand.

"Are you ok" Jason asked

"When can you start remodeling the house" I asked

"Today"he replied chuckling

"Before he comes home, lets have it completed" I requested

"Ofcourse" He answered

"When can you move in" I asked

"Yesterday" he replied chuckling again and I smiled.

He went home that night to pack his things. He lived in an apartment in his sisters house. I thought long and hard about this decision and I think it's a good one he is an amazing man. The next day I bought a bouquet of roses and candles and set my room up so when he comes home he is welcomed. At breakfast I told the kids Jay is moving and to no surprise the were excited. While the kids were in school jay came over after he worked to drop stuff off. The kids got home and at dinner Jay and I decided let's tell the kids we are having a baby since we are a few months now. They were beyond happy and betting on the gender. When it was time for bed I was turning the lights in the house off he went upstairs to wait for me and saw the room. The roses were scattered around and on the bed I spelled the word yes. He quickly turned to me and said I love you you have made me the happiest guy.

We got married on Valentine's Day and I am now 6 months pregnant. Jay is almost done with the remodeling the house. Our relationship has been great thus far.

On April 2011 I picked Manny up with Jason and when we got to the parking lot we Manny & I couldn't keep our hands off each other and Jason suggested we go to a more secluded place like home. I was 8 months pregnant and as much as I wanted Manny I couldn't do that to Jason. When we arrived home and the kids were extra excited. Jason gave Manny a tour of the house. I over heard Manny complimenting him on a great job done.

When I was having Jays baby boy (jay jr) on Mother's Day both Jay and Manny were in the room holding my hands.

For months I snuck off at night to the in law suite to be with Manny. But I made sure my husband was taken care of before doing so. They both pulled out while we were having sex to avoid getting pregnant yet. We do want more kids.

A year went by and we are all living harmoniously. I told Jay I wanted a baby before 30 and then we can call it quits since Safyar is now 12, Henry is 8, Mabel is 6, lil Hec is 2 and JJ is 1 and he agreed.

Jay was out of town working on a house for 2 months right after JJs first birthday. Every night I staying in the in law room with Manny. We had sex 2 or 3 times a day and yes I let him cum inside me. I miss just he and I so much but I do love Jay. When Jay returned after Fourth of July we were in separable. I oddly missed him so much. Months went by school started again and on Halloween Manny took me to my doctors appointment since I've missed a period or two. It was confirmed I was 5 months pregnant we quickly knew who was the father, I was worried how Jay would receive this news. Manny and I were supper happy. We got home And Jay was there.

"How did the appointment go" Jay asked

"Wonderful we are 5 months pregnant due on 2.14.13" I shared

He kissed me in the mouth hugged me excitedly and said "I cant wait to meet the little peanut"

"Aren't you excited Manny" Jay asked

"Yea, extremely I am so happy" manny shared

Jay never questioned or acknowledged who the dad was on paper he would always be the dad and in real life that would be a conversation to have among us.

Time flew by and Manny and Jay were in the delivery room again supporting each other and me. We had another boy Manny named him Jeremy.

We were all happy as soon as I stopped bleeding Jay and I fucked up we had passionate quickie sex and he came inside me a few times I got pregnant due now 11.22.13 the doctors weren't content since my uterus should rest they suggested. I was home with lil Hec, kj & Jeremy when my water broke on 9.20.13 I panicked because it was too early. I called Jay 1st and he said he'll be right there I them called Manny and he said the same. They arrived around the same time Manny offered to stay with the boys while Jason took me to the hospital. They injected me with a bunch of stuff to stop contracting and stop delivering but my body wanted this baby out. They did a c section because the baby was not in position and already stressed. About 8 hours later we had a baby girl Jay named Jayla. The doctor suggested an Iud be inserted before I leave. We agreed to allow my body to heal, he mentioned that could've been a reason the baby came prematurely early. A month later the baby was discharged to go home and the kids welcomed Jayla with open arms.

They years had passed by and the kids are growing up so fast.

2016

Manny and I have 5 kids (4 that carry his name legally and on the birth certificate) Jeremy unfortunately could not carry his dads last name because I'm married to Jay but he knows who his daddy is and they both love him so much. Jay and I have 2 kids. Our living arrangement works for us our family is happy.

I was once asked if I had my way who would I choose.

I wonder what you guys think my answer would be...

 

Wow that was an amazing story.
I don't know what your answer is but if I had to guess, I would say Manny. I know you love Jay but the only reason you met him was because of the law.

I hope you have a great and blessed life. I wish you all the happiness and joy. It seems everyone is happy and there are no bad feelings. And that's all that matters.

Please let us know how you are doing.