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I think sexuality is like life. You can have a bucket list of things you want to do but, enjoy the journey and don't let the list itself distract you from enjoying the little things.


I've seen people so obsessed with things they, are blinded from the things right in front of them.

Even for me. A simple kiss that can be taken for granted after some time and can become an automatic response. The feeling, the effect it has can become diminished.

So I try to keep that in mind and cherish the simple things in life and try not to get too caught up looking for new things.

So I guess that is part of exploring my sexuality isn't it? It's not trying sometime new. It's keeping what you have and finding ways to be a peace with that.

 

I was , then I fucked a crossdresser ...... And then I said fuck it . i have fucked women way younger than me , women way older than me, women of other races , prostitutes , ex-strippers ..... Yeah I have fucked everyone and everything i could.... The past few months. 24 is the year of sexual liberation for me. And really this lustful explosion has happened entirely over the past 6 months. Before that i had only one girlfriend. Who was my only partner.

 

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I used to be niave or I guess afraid of exploring my sexuality, I would randomly explore or experiment here and there growing up in my teens, first with girlfriends then I started experimenting with other guys which was weird and unusual at first but thought I would give it a few tries before making up my mind on it.. I started saying I would only ever try sucking cock and did this for many years until I became more and more comfortable with my sexuality realizing pleasure is pleasure and it doesn't matter if its from a man or women, if it feels good do it and enjoy without any of the hang ups like being labelled. I prefer girls relationship wise but over the years I have tried and enjoyed many sexual acts with both gf's and other guys that have opened my mind and horizans sexually to the point Im always trying something new. My motto now is "try almost anything at least once, if you enjoy it that's great you've found something new, if not never mind and now you know so you wont try again"

Ive now tried things I used to think "hell no" about trying and have actually found most of the acts quite pleasurable and fun once you open your mind and take it for what it is

 

There was a time that I could go out and get my rocks off and be happy. For a while I thought I was exclusively gay and tried to be the "out and proud" kind of guy. For a while I was content. But it wasn't until just prior to getting married (to a woman), that it wasn't me. I loved sex with women AND men. So my curiosities and experimentation has shifted. It isn't about just getting off now but exploring a deeper, more emotional side to sex.
But with a new found curiosity comes some big hurdles. I am married with kids. I love my wife very much, but her sexual curiosity stops WAY sooner than mine does. She believes her crazy sex life went away in her younger years and monogamy and her catholic upbringing plays a big part of her thinking. Bringing up anything remotely kinky brings up an almost "disgusted" response. My second hurdle comes from the environment I am looking in. I don't have any friends. I don't have the time. Everyone I interact with in school or work acts like the homophobe that is typically the norm. Nice group of guys, but none I could really open up to. And the internet is full of people who sleep with anything with a hole and a heartbeat.
I could rant on for a while but I think at this point it's not the fact that I am afraid to explore, but I'm not happy with the situation and the prospects I face.

 

I want to explore my sexuality but its hard to find a guy... wish i knew a guy that would let me blow him.

 

I find women attractive but not usually men and have never had a Relationship with a man. I have however had sexual experiences with men. I guess I'm just a lot more open minded with sex.

 

My thoughts to....anything wifey wants...or agrees to I'm in.

 

I am not agraid to explore. I just lack oppotunity sincr I'm a bisexual married Man and am committed to my wife.

 

Frankly, the only thing I have left to explore past extreme self destructiveness would be absolute abstinence.

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What, abstinence?........Okay, done. I'll let you know when we stop.

Hush....an alias

 

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