Indeed, it is a lovely day LF.

 

haha the queen of fire has arrived on the island

 

:rose::rose:Yeah she has arrived........*calls Georgio on my cell and asks him to bring us a portable bar with some food* We have some celebrating to do

 

mmm sounds good to me

 

*Sitting around the fire, having a drink and munchies that Georgio brought* *watching the fire as it lights up the night sky*

 

nice night isnt it

 

It is a beautiful night TFox........I love watching the waves roll up onto the Island. Pretty soon we should have Xmas decorations up......I can't wait for that. Hey, when are u going to come over and have supper with me? *makes me another drink and gets me some cheese and crackers to munch on*

 

any time you want hun *sits next to on by the fire* you know somtimes i look over the waves and wonder if somone is looking back at me waiting for me, its kind of stupid when i say it out loud

 

:rose:It is not stupid hun.......Someone could be thinking about u the same time u are thinking about them.*Hands her a cold Dr Pepper with a glass of ice*

 

*leans back* just tierd of sitting around alone I mean i can pull for sex easy but how do you keep them so menny girls just experiment and dont hang around after I feel like i get used

 

:rose:Hun, it happens to me too then when i get someone who may just mean something to me, I seem to back off , I am in a relationship now but he is 3 hrs away and we met once a couple of months ago for 3 hrs. That really sucked. *leans back on my elbows* I guess when the right one comes along , we will either screw it up because of our scars from the past or we will learn to trust which i am trying to do now in my relationship. If I wasn't straight sweetie, I would go for u in a minute because i think u would be someone who can show lots of love to the right one and u would be happy.

 

still im waiting on the relationship that actually means somthing to me thaught I had with the last on we were getting close but it didnt work out, I just hope I find the right one and havent already let them pass

its ok hunny we are all who we are and i dare bet your happy your strait

 

:rose:I have thought that too "have i passed them" but considering how each one turned out, they were still out there. *makes me another drink* I'm not sure if this one that loves me is for real but time will tell. I can't let my past cloud my heart and mind.......*looks at her* just be happy now hun.......carrying all the negative will only bring u down. *gives her a gentle hug and a soft kiss on the cheek*

 

I just hope your right hunny because my faith is struggling

 

sits on the beach watching the waves... hoping that the peaceful moment will calm my nerves and help me to finally relax and get some sleep

 

<Wanders by, looking for coffee. Finds coffee pot, realizes there's no decaf, and makes a fresh pot. Pours a cup, adds lots of cream, lots of sugar (coffee regular for nyc peeps), stirs, and finds a seat. Lights up cigarette.>

Everyone will find the one. Even if you don't know it when it happens, that one is out there, somewhere. I mean hell, I found snoochies, the love of my life. Can't wait for the good to happen for both of you, and wish to hell I could help. Good luck!

 

walks across the sand lightly singing

 

Waves at fox as I hike up the mountain to a clearing I know about where I can sit and relax for a while. Like you av foxy. Good luck foxy, girls are better.

 

ill be ok got alot on my mind-always got alot on my mind

 

Hi babe, hope you are fine today!