sex? - 2 weeks

 

Yeah no time for that we had to go, We weren't even together at the time. Yeah long story I really don't feel like crying anymore but yeah my last real orgasm sucked ass, and the time before last was weeks before that. And I can't even remember that. Yeah what's sex?

 

same here darlin. my ex and i still have phone sex, but i havent been laid in months. God help the poor girl who gets me next!
Shes in for a long day/night

 

Yeah I don't talk to my ex anymore after what he did to me he deserves all that's coming to him and I hope he gets raped in jail cuz karma comes back around baby.
God help the man who I'm with after April 23rd cuz he's gunna be in for it! I still can't decide who it's gunna be though so many choices...

 

choices are nice. youre a hottie and you'll hook up no sweat. At least there a light at the end of the tunnel. *wink

 

lol no offence but I'm just gunna get with someone I've already been with cuz then I know what i'm in for and I know I'll get off. Probally gunna be the one ex that i'm actually still friends with invite him over for a night when my dad's out of town and rape him all night long! Or atleast when my sons not up. lol Yeah I'm definally horny as fuck already!!! I don't wanna wait another month!!!! Grrrrr

 

no offense taken! Its a great plan. Safe and comfortable. I will certainly fuck my ex when she visit her family here. LIke i said, its safe.

 

Yeah and safe is what I'm going for concidering what happened with my ex and how bad I got hurt I can't be with anyone new or even really date yet it's been 2 1/2 months and I'm still upset, I really did think he was the one for me and I really was head over heals in love with him. I guess I'm still hung up on it cuz I still never got that closure that I needed and I'll always wonder why it happened the way it did...

 

Poor girl. I really so know how you feel. i dunno what happened but i know about heart break and the dissolving of a future with someone. I sympathize and two months is nothing to sneeze at. it takes more time some times. The world does kinda crash down when you lose the one you wanted to be with forever. You'll recover. I know ya dont really know be but i hope you take that to heart

 

Thank you that's really sweet I know I'll recover I'm strong I'm very strong It still just hurts so much and I have to get my last words out to him before he goes to jail thursday and it runs threw my mind everyday what I'm gunna say If I'm gunna be a total bitch or if i'm gunna yell and cry and tell him yet again what he lost. Probally a combination of the both. I don't want to admit it but I am having problems staying happy.

 

well i think a lot if not everyone underestimates post partem(sp)? The books say up to 6 months but its really more like up to a year and a half. womans body goes through a total transformation and it affect everything. maybe the bf is less of a factor than you think. Im not pretending to know, its just a thought. I've seen women go pretty crazy because if it. Im glad you know youre tough!

 

I try to not let things get to me or affect me but it's the stress of this house and my life and the lack of sleep and the fact that I'm alone and the fact that the father doesn't even give a shit and is trying to call me a slut yet again cuz he can't remember when we were together last and he's mad that I would joke and say that the baby was my ex's (my ex bf is not my babies daddy) cuz he would of been more of a father then the real dad. I think that's what hurts the most the fact that I trusted him so much and loved him so much that I was willing to let him be in this childs life and he just left. It's a lot of things and it's hard doing this all by myself esp when my dad won't really hold him and yells at me for nothing and is forcing me to lift shit and move from upstairs to down. Ugh...

 

:|...wish i could help. I really fell for you.* hugs.:rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose::rose:. Just to cheer ya up. they smell great! Ah-choo!

 

lol I'm fine I think I'm still a little hormonal and this is the first time in about ten years that i'm really truly clean and it feels weird i mean it feels good but it feels really weird having a clear mind now I remember why I did drugs in the first place!

 

well than life really is looking up. This has been a very pleasurable chat babygurl. Ur a peach!

 

thank you for listening to me bitch!

 

anytime! really

 

30 mins

 

whoooooooa

last night again

I don't know there must be something in the water, It was even her idea.
she 's usu not this aggressive (but I'm not complaining).

however I do admit, my forplay has started on Saturday morning
by helping around the house with laundry, dishes and vacuuming.

 

3-29-08

on a streak baby.

Last night I sucked on the juiciest, hungriest pussy and then fed my meaty cock to it.